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As she watched Jo pack the rest of her trunk, she could feel the sense of dread wash over her. Because going home meant that she was going to have to face the new reality of her life. That she was now the sister to the Queen, which came with a new level of respect and expectation. That she was going to have to help finish planning Theo's wedding. And that she was going to have to deal with the fact that her own marriage was on the horizon. This trip was her last. And she could feel deep in her soul that if she ever saw Colchis again, it would be with her husband at her side.
And she couldn't explain why that made her heart ache so.
Zanon had ridden out with her to the temple to make her prayers for a safe journey the day before. She was sure that the prince had been annoyed by how long she'd taken. And that she had made a point to go to a few different temples to make sure that she did her due diligence. The familial meal that night had been lively, but she had come to expect it from the Kotas family. It would be a little hard for her to go back to the formality of her own family after experiencing the joy that was the debates and arguments of the ruling family.
Afterward, she had demanded one final game of Mercenaries from Vangelis. And she almost won.
Almost.
She had said her goodbyes to him last night, knowing that her early morning departure would probably be too close to the time he'd gone to sleep. And while the prospect of not seeing him before she boarded the ship made her a bit sad, she knew that he needed to rest. He was already surpassing what most of them had expected. But his will was stronger than the injury. And the Gods, it seemed, still had a plan for him. And she had prayed to them to keep him safe and to continue him on the path of healing.
She made her way out to the front of the house, where a carriage had be prepared to take her down to the docks. Dressed in a dark blue chiton, hair intricately braided for the journey, Selene made her goodbyes. Each was personal, from her gratitude to the King and Queen for gracious hosting her, to Asia in their rides through the lands. She made sure that they knew they were always welcome in the Leventi home and prayed that they would call upon the family if they were ever back in Taegnea. And she asked them to extend her thanks and well wishes to Vangelis.
Emotions were obvious. And it was apparent to everyone just how much she had been touched by the family. But she kept it together, knowing that she could deal with her feelings alone, once she was in the safety of the carriage. One last smile, one last kiss to Asia'a cheek, and she was handed into the carriage.
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The last thing she wanted to do was leave.
As she watched Jo pack the rest of her trunk, she could feel the sense of dread wash over her. Because going home meant that she was going to have to face the new reality of her life. That she was now the sister to the Queen, which came with a new level of respect and expectation. That she was going to have to help finish planning Theo's wedding. And that she was going to have to deal with the fact that her own marriage was on the horizon. This trip was her last. And she could feel deep in her soul that if she ever saw Colchis again, it would be with her husband at her side.
And she couldn't explain why that made her heart ache so.
Zanon had ridden out with her to the temple to make her prayers for a safe journey the day before. She was sure that the prince had been annoyed by how long she'd taken. And that she had made a point to go to a few different temples to make sure that she did her due diligence. The familial meal that night had been lively, but she had come to expect it from the Kotas family. It would be a little hard for her to go back to the formality of her own family after experiencing the joy that was the debates and arguments of the ruling family.
Afterward, she had demanded one final game of Mercenaries from Vangelis. And she almost won.
Almost.
She had said her goodbyes to him last night, knowing that her early morning departure would probably be too close to the time he'd gone to sleep. And while the prospect of not seeing him before she boarded the ship made her a bit sad, she knew that he needed to rest. He was already surpassing what most of them had expected. But his will was stronger than the injury. And the Gods, it seemed, still had a plan for him. And she had prayed to them to keep him safe and to continue him on the path of healing.
She made her way out to the front of the house, where a carriage had be prepared to take her down to the docks. Dressed in a dark blue chiton, hair intricately braided for the journey, Selene made her goodbyes. Each was personal, from her gratitude to the King and Queen for gracious hosting her, to Asia in their rides through the lands. She made sure that they knew they were always welcome in the Leventi home and prayed that they would call upon the family if they were ever back in Taegnea. And she asked them to extend her thanks and well wishes to Vangelis.
Emotions were obvious. And it was apparent to everyone just how much she had been touched by the family. But she kept it together, knowing that she could deal with her feelings alone, once she was in the safety of the carriage. One last smile, one last kiss to Asia'a cheek, and she was handed into the carriage.
The last thing she wanted to do was leave.
As she watched Jo pack the rest of her trunk, she could feel the sense of dread wash over her. Because going home meant that she was going to have to face the new reality of her life. That she was now the sister to the Queen, which came with a new level of respect and expectation. That she was going to have to help finish planning Theo's wedding. And that she was going to have to deal with the fact that her own marriage was on the horizon. This trip was her last. And she could feel deep in her soul that if she ever saw Colchis again, it would be with her husband at her side.
And she couldn't explain why that made her heart ache so.
Zanon had ridden out with her to the temple to make her prayers for a safe journey the day before. She was sure that the prince had been annoyed by how long she'd taken. And that she had made a point to go to a few different temples to make sure that she did her due diligence. The familial meal that night had been lively, but she had come to expect it from the Kotas family. It would be a little hard for her to go back to the formality of her own family after experiencing the joy that was the debates and arguments of the ruling family.
Afterward, she had demanded one final game of Mercenaries from Vangelis. And she almost won.
Almost.
She had said her goodbyes to him last night, knowing that her early morning departure would probably be too close to the time he'd gone to sleep. And while the prospect of not seeing him before she boarded the ship made her a bit sad, she knew that he needed to rest. He was already surpassing what most of them had expected. But his will was stronger than the injury. And the Gods, it seemed, still had a plan for him. And she had prayed to them to keep him safe and to continue him on the path of healing.
She made her way out to the front of the house, where a carriage had be prepared to take her down to the docks. Dressed in a dark blue chiton, hair intricately braided for the journey, Selene made her goodbyes. Each was personal, from her gratitude to the King and Queen for gracious hosting her, to Asia in their rides through the lands. She made sure that they knew they were always welcome in the Leventi home and prayed that they would call upon the family if they were ever back in Taegnea. And she asked them to extend her thanks and well wishes to Vangelis.
Emotions were obvious. And it was apparent to everyone just how much she had been touched by the family. But she kept it together, knowing that she could deal with her feelings alone, once she was in the safety of the carriage. One last smile, one last kiss to Asia'a cheek, and she was handed into the carriage.
"They're all sorry to see you go, you know."
The words came from the crown prince, sitting inside the dark interior of the carriage. Despite the dim light of the early morning, the curtains had been pulled over the little windows, casting the inside of the vehicle into shadow and Vangelis form was only revealed when Selene's door was opened by the footmen and she was handed inside.
Sitting on the far side of the royal carriage with his arms folded across his chest, Vangelis gave a small smile at her obvious shock.
The woman was clearly upset are her leave-taking as her eyes looked more glassy in the limited light than they would normally and she hadn't had the same smile in her tone when he had heard her outside, bidding his family good health and glad tidings.
Listening to her, he had chosen his words carefully when she stepped up into the carriage.
"My family aren't experts at showing or sharing their emotions, but I can assure you that they are going to miss your presence in our home." He told her, hoping that she wouldn't find his brothers' stoicism or his sister's gruff refusal to show weakness a sign that she had been unwelcome in his kingdom.
He said little more and simply sat where he was, lent back, arms folded with both of his feet up on the opposing seat, so that he could rest his leg, allowing her to catch her breath back at the shock he had clearly given her and simply encouraging her to take one of the two still available seats in the carriage.
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"They're all sorry to see you go, you know."
The words came from the crown prince, sitting inside the dark interior of the carriage. Despite the dim light of the early morning, the curtains had been pulled over the little windows, casting the inside of the vehicle into shadow and Vangelis form was only revealed when Selene's door was opened by the footmen and she was handed inside.
Sitting on the far side of the royal carriage with his arms folded across his chest, Vangelis gave a small smile at her obvious shock.
The woman was clearly upset are her leave-taking as her eyes looked more glassy in the limited light than they would normally and she hadn't had the same smile in her tone when he had heard her outside, bidding his family good health and glad tidings.
Listening to her, he had chosen his words carefully when she stepped up into the carriage.
"My family aren't experts at showing or sharing their emotions, but I can assure you that they are going to miss your presence in our home." He told her, hoping that she wouldn't find his brothers' stoicism or his sister's gruff refusal to show weakness a sign that she had been unwelcome in his kingdom.
He said little more and simply sat where he was, lent back, arms folded with both of his feet up on the opposing seat, so that he could rest his leg, allowing her to catch her breath back at the shock he had clearly given her and simply encouraging her to take one of the two still available seats in the carriage.
"They're all sorry to see you go, you know."
The words came from the crown prince, sitting inside the dark interior of the carriage. Despite the dim light of the early morning, the curtains had been pulled over the little windows, casting the inside of the vehicle into shadow and Vangelis form was only revealed when Selene's door was opened by the footmen and she was handed inside.
Sitting on the far side of the royal carriage with his arms folded across his chest, Vangelis gave a small smile at her obvious shock.
The woman was clearly upset are her leave-taking as her eyes looked more glassy in the limited light than they would normally and she hadn't had the same smile in her tone when he had heard her outside, bidding his family good health and glad tidings.
Listening to her, he had chosen his words carefully when she stepped up into the carriage.
"My family aren't experts at showing or sharing their emotions, but I can assure you that they are going to miss your presence in our home." He told her, hoping that she wouldn't find his brothers' stoicism or his sister's gruff refusal to show weakness a sign that she had been unwelcome in his kingdom.
He said little more and simply sat where he was, lent back, arms folded with both of his feet up on the opposing seat, so that he could rest his leg, allowing her to catch her breath back at the shock he had clearly given her and simply encouraging her to take one of the two still available seats in the carriage.
Had she not been holding on to the footman’s hand so tightly, Selene might have fallen out of the carriage in shock. Luckily for her, it seemed that his presence in the carriage was known to everyone but her. Perhaps that was why they had smiled so coyly, why Zanon had winked so candidly at her. They’d all known that the Crown Prince had no intention of not seeing her off. And they all knew that she wouldn’t have let him, had she known his intentions.
Selene has been ready to let her tears fall, but she blinked them back. Leaning closer to him, she gently smacked his good arm before claiming the seat across from him. And then, because she was frustrated, she repeated the action.
It was hard to tell what she was frustrated about more— him being there (even after she had specifically told him that she would be fine) or that she was going to have to wait until she was alone on the ship to let her emotions flow. It wasn’t like home here, where she was free to display her feelings without judgment. And his challenge, to learn to control her fear, seemed to bleed into her emotions in general. Her joy and kindness were apparently, but she had been working to find some kind of upper hand on them.
And damn him for taking that moment away from her.
“Because a bumpy carriage ride is perfect for healing.” Her tone was dry, and this time she didn’t bother hiding her eye roll. The carriage rolled forward, and she settled into her seat. “I told you that I would be perfectly fine making my way back to the docks. You should be resting, Your Highness.”
He was quickly learning that she hid her irritation in decorum. That the more frustrated she was, the more she relied on her mother’s lessons to keep her in check. The day before, he had been Vangelis.
It was easier to call him by his title than a stubborn ass.
His stubbornness had kept him alive, and for that, she would always be grateful. But his pride was going to get him killed.
She relaxed a bit, her initial shock gone, there was no reason to argue with him. Or stop the carriage until he was back in his room. So she smiled, sweet and honest. “I shall miss them, too. Even Zanon, though only the Gods know why.”
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Had she not been holding on to the footman’s hand so tightly, Selene might have fallen out of the carriage in shock. Luckily for her, it seemed that his presence in the carriage was known to everyone but her. Perhaps that was why they had smiled so coyly, why Zanon had winked so candidly at her. They’d all known that the Crown Prince had no intention of not seeing her off. And they all knew that she wouldn’t have let him, had she known his intentions.
Selene has been ready to let her tears fall, but she blinked them back. Leaning closer to him, she gently smacked his good arm before claiming the seat across from him. And then, because she was frustrated, she repeated the action.
It was hard to tell what she was frustrated about more— him being there (even after she had specifically told him that she would be fine) or that she was going to have to wait until she was alone on the ship to let her emotions flow. It wasn’t like home here, where she was free to display her feelings without judgment. And his challenge, to learn to control her fear, seemed to bleed into her emotions in general. Her joy and kindness were apparently, but she had been working to find some kind of upper hand on them.
And damn him for taking that moment away from her.
“Because a bumpy carriage ride is perfect for healing.” Her tone was dry, and this time she didn’t bother hiding her eye roll. The carriage rolled forward, and she settled into her seat. “I told you that I would be perfectly fine making my way back to the docks. You should be resting, Your Highness.”
He was quickly learning that she hid her irritation in decorum. That the more frustrated she was, the more she relied on her mother’s lessons to keep her in check. The day before, he had been Vangelis.
It was easier to call him by his title than a stubborn ass.
His stubbornness had kept him alive, and for that, she would always be grateful. But his pride was going to get him killed.
She relaxed a bit, her initial shock gone, there was no reason to argue with him. Or stop the carriage until he was back in his room. So she smiled, sweet and honest. “I shall miss them, too. Even Zanon, though only the Gods know why.”
Had she not been holding on to the footman’s hand so tightly, Selene might have fallen out of the carriage in shock. Luckily for her, it seemed that his presence in the carriage was known to everyone but her. Perhaps that was why they had smiled so coyly, why Zanon had winked so candidly at her. They’d all known that the Crown Prince had no intention of not seeing her off. And they all knew that she wouldn’t have let him, had she known his intentions.
Selene has been ready to let her tears fall, but she blinked them back. Leaning closer to him, she gently smacked his good arm before claiming the seat across from him. And then, because she was frustrated, she repeated the action.
It was hard to tell what she was frustrated about more— him being there (even after she had specifically told him that she would be fine) or that she was going to have to wait until she was alone on the ship to let her emotions flow. It wasn’t like home here, where she was free to display her feelings without judgment. And his challenge, to learn to control her fear, seemed to bleed into her emotions in general. Her joy and kindness were apparently, but she had been working to find some kind of upper hand on them.
And damn him for taking that moment away from her.
“Because a bumpy carriage ride is perfect for healing.” Her tone was dry, and this time she didn’t bother hiding her eye roll. The carriage rolled forward, and she settled into her seat. “I told you that I would be perfectly fine making my way back to the docks. You should be resting, Your Highness.”
He was quickly learning that she hid her irritation in decorum. That the more frustrated she was, the more she relied on her mother’s lessons to keep her in check. The day before, he had been Vangelis.
It was easier to call him by his title than a stubborn ass.
His stubbornness had kept him alive, and for that, she would always be grateful. But his pride was going to get him killed.
She relaxed a bit, her initial shock gone, there was no reason to argue with him. Or stop the carriage until he was back in his room. So she smiled, sweet and honest. “I shall miss them, too. Even Zanon, though only the Gods know why.”
Vangelis crossed his ankles where he sat with his legs up and kept his arms folded as he stared Selene down. He knew that her words came from a place of caring. As did his mother's. And his brothers'. And his sister's. And Nike's. And Euphemia's. And by this point, he was getting sick of people catering to what his body needed over what he wanted. And he had wanted to bid goodbye to the woman whose company he had enjoyed over the last few weeks. And so, he ignored her comment about his health entirely and moved the conversation on...
"I think you have developed a bad habit while you have been here in Colchis, my Lady." he told her with a serious glint to his eye that was only betrayed as a joke by the tightening at the corners of his mouth - as if he were trying to subdue a smile. "I highly doubt your crown princes back home will take to such flippant remarks from you - no matter how well-meaning that might be." He raised an eyebrow at her imperiously.
With the carriage now rolling through the streets of Midas and heading down to the harbour, he fell into a moment of quiet, waiting on her response, but also not truly knowing what he wanted to say in this moment. He had simply known that he had wanted to see her off - in person. What he said or did during that time, he wasn't sure.
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Vangelis crossed his ankles where he sat with his legs up and kept his arms folded as he stared Selene down. He knew that her words came from a place of caring. As did his mother's. And his brothers'. And his sister's. And Nike's. And Euphemia's. And by this point, he was getting sick of people catering to what his body needed over what he wanted. And he had wanted to bid goodbye to the woman whose company he had enjoyed over the last few weeks. And so, he ignored her comment about his health entirely and moved the conversation on...
"I think you have developed a bad habit while you have been here in Colchis, my Lady." he told her with a serious glint to his eye that was only betrayed as a joke by the tightening at the corners of his mouth - as if he were trying to subdue a smile. "I highly doubt your crown princes back home will take to such flippant remarks from you - no matter how well-meaning that might be." He raised an eyebrow at her imperiously.
With the carriage now rolling through the streets of Midas and heading down to the harbour, he fell into a moment of quiet, waiting on her response, but also not truly knowing what he wanted to say in this moment. He had simply known that he had wanted to see her off - in person. What he said or did during that time, he wasn't sure.
Vangelis crossed his ankles where he sat with his legs up and kept his arms folded as he stared Selene down. He knew that her words came from a place of caring. As did his mother's. And his brothers'. And his sister's. And Nike's. And Euphemia's. And by this point, he was getting sick of people catering to what his body needed over what he wanted. And he had wanted to bid goodbye to the woman whose company he had enjoyed over the last few weeks. And so, he ignored her comment about his health entirely and moved the conversation on...
"I think you have developed a bad habit while you have been here in Colchis, my Lady." he told her with a serious glint to his eye that was only betrayed as a joke by the tightening at the corners of his mouth - as if he were trying to subdue a smile. "I highly doubt your crown princes back home will take to such flippant remarks from you - no matter how well-meaning that might be." He raised an eyebrow at her imperiously.
With the carriage now rolling through the streets of Midas and heading down to the harbour, he fell into a moment of quiet, waiting on her response, but also not truly knowing what he wanted to say in this moment. He had simply known that he had wanted to see her off - in person. What he said or did during that time, he wasn't sure.
For a moment, she thought she had offended him for the jest in regards to his brother. He was a prince, but it wasn’t like she hadn’t got to know him on a personal level. Hell, after the way he had insisted that she stay, her gently teasing of the man was far kinder than most would have done. Selene second guessed her comment after his rebuke, but only for a moment. She hadn’t thought it would offend, and if she hadn’t been looking at his face she may have apologized.
But the telltale, tight ‘straight face’ he was trying to maintain gave him away.
She sighed, “Well, since I am sure I will never be back in Colchis in such familiar terms, I would suppose the habit will die out.” She has thought that she would drop any pretense of falsehood at this point. Selene had far too much on her mind, had spent half the morning trying to sort it all out and failed miserably. “And since the crown prince will be my nephew, I would hope that he would be able to handle a bit of criticism from his favorite aunt.” She said, knowing that the Taengean ways would certainly allow for a little less formality.
“I had thought I would be happier to go home.” She confessed softly, feeling a bit exposed in this. It was hard to guard her emotions when she had been so set on letting them go within the confines of the carriage. Now, as they road down to the docks, she was telling him far more than she intended to.
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For a moment, she thought she had offended him for the jest in regards to his brother. He was a prince, but it wasn’t like she hadn’t got to know him on a personal level. Hell, after the way he had insisted that she stay, her gently teasing of the man was far kinder than most would have done. Selene second guessed her comment after his rebuke, but only for a moment. She hadn’t thought it would offend, and if she hadn’t been looking at his face she may have apologized.
But the telltale, tight ‘straight face’ he was trying to maintain gave him away.
She sighed, “Well, since I am sure I will never be back in Colchis in such familiar terms, I would suppose the habit will die out.” She has thought that she would drop any pretense of falsehood at this point. Selene had far too much on her mind, had spent half the morning trying to sort it all out and failed miserably. “And since the crown prince will be my nephew, I would hope that he would be able to handle a bit of criticism from his favorite aunt.” She said, knowing that the Taengean ways would certainly allow for a little less formality.
“I had thought I would be happier to go home.” She confessed softly, feeling a bit exposed in this. It was hard to guard her emotions when she had been so set on letting them go within the confines of the carriage. Now, as they road down to the docks, she was telling him far more than she intended to.
For a moment, she thought she had offended him for the jest in regards to his brother. He was a prince, but it wasn’t like she hadn’t got to know him on a personal level. Hell, after the way he had insisted that she stay, her gently teasing of the man was far kinder than most would have done. Selene second guessed her comment after his rebuke, but only for a moment. She hadn’t thought it would offend, and if she hadn’t been looking at his face she may have apologized.
But the telltale, tight ‘straight face’ he was trying to maintain gave him away.
She sighed, “Well, since I am sure I will never be back in Colchis in such familiar terms, I would suppose the habit will die out.” She has thought that she would drop any pretense of falsehood at this point. Selene had far too much on her mind, had spent half the morning trying to sort it all out and failed miserably. “And since the crown prince will be my nephew, I would hope that he would be able to handle a bit of criticism from his favorite aunt.” She said, knowing that the Taengean ways would certainly allow for a little less formality.
“I had thought I would be happier to go home.” She confessed softly, feeling a bit exposed in this. It was hard to guard her emotions when she had been so set on letting them go within the confines of the carriage. Now, as they road down to the docks, she was telling him far more than she intended to.
They rode in silence for a moment after the girl's admittance not being perfectly content with returning home.
"It is natural to be apprehensive." He commented into the cool darkness, after taking a moment to decide his words. "You should look at it as if you're not returning home... Your nervousness comes from the differences you're expecting... between the home you left and the one you're going to." Vangelis shrugged, clearly uncomfortable with offering any kind of advice in this area. "Try not to look at it like you're returning to the home you left but to a new one - full of things you don't know and won't understand but things you can learn."
He smiled his little encouraging half smile at her. "I leave my home for years at a time and things are always different when I return. The manor, the city, the people, the laws... The only thing I know to be the same are my family's love for one another." He shrugged again, this time clearly uncomfortable with discussing such feminine elements as emotions. "If you trust in that family bond, then just remember that it's the only thing that makes a family. It will be no different when you return home - and therefore you have nothing to be concerned about..."
Looking out at the street through the slice between the curtain and window, Vangelis was clearly awkward about such advice. He had no idea if he was completing the "emotional support" that one might expect from a friend correctly. The few friends that Vangelis had, had never required open support in such a manner and he was rust at giving it.
Instead, he decided to turn the idle chatter to something he hoped would be less deep.
"Why would you not attend Colchis in a familiar manner?" He asked Selene, his eyes narrowed. "I assure you, you would always be welcome here, as a friend over a foreign dignitary..."
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They rode in silence for a moment after the girl's admittance not being perfectly content with returning home.
"It is natural to be apprehensive." He commented into the cool darkness, after taking a moment to decide his words. "You should look at it as if you're not returning home... Your nervousness comes from the differences you're expecting... between the home you left and the one you're going to." Vangelis shrugged, clearly uncomfortable with offering any kind of advice in this area. "Try not to look at it like you're returning to the home you left but to a new one - full of things you don't know and won't understand but things you can learn."
He smiled his little encouraging half smile at her. "I leave my home for years at a time and things are always different when I return. The manor, the city, the people, the laws... The only thing I know to be the same are my family's love for one another." He shrugged again, this time clearly uncomfortable with discussing such feminine elements as emotions. "If you trust in that family bond, then just remember that it's the only thing that makes a family. It will be no different when you return home - and therefore you have nothing to be concerned about..."
Looking out at the street through the slice between the curtain and window, Vangelis was clearly awkward about such advice. He had no idea if he was completing the "emotional support" that one might expect from a friend correctly. The few friends that Vangelis had, had never required open support in such a manner and he was rust at giving it.
Instead, he decided to turn the idle chatter to something he hoped would be less deep.
"Why would you not attend Colchis in a familiar manner?" He asked Selene, his eyes narrowed. "I assure you, you would always be welcome here, as a friend over a foreign dignitary..."
They rode in silence for a moment after the girl's admittance not being perfectly content with returning home.
"It is natural to be apprehensive." He commented into the cool darkness, after taking a moment to decide his words. "You should look at it as if you're not returning home... Your nervousness comes from the differences you're expecting... between the home you left and the one you're going to." Vangelis shrugged, clearly uncomfortable with offering any kind of advice in this area. "Try not to look at it like you're returning to the home you left but to a new one - full of things you don't know and won't understand but things you can learn."
He smiled his little encouraging half smile at her. "I leave my home for years at a time and things are always different when I return. The manor, the city, the people, the laws... The only thing I know to be the same are my family's love for one another." He shrugged again, this time clearly uncomfortable with discussing such feminine elements as emotions. "If you trust in that family bond, then just remember that it's the only thing that makes a family. It will be no different when you return home - and therefore you have nothing to be concerned about..."
Looking out at the street through the slice between the curtain and window, Vangelis was clearly awkward about such advice. He had no idea if he was completing the "emotional support" that one might expect from a friend correctly. The few friends that Vangelis had, had never required open support in such a manner and he was rust at giving it.
Instead, he decided to turn the idle chatter to something he hoped would be less deep.
"Why would you not attend Colchis in a familiar manner?" He asked Selene, his eyes narrowed. "I assure you, you would always be welcome here, as a friend over a foreign dignitary..."
She wanted to laugh or to roll her eyes a bit at him. She knew that he was a seasoned veteran of leaving and returning. But did he knew what it was like to know what was expected at home? It wasn't as if it was a mystery to her, the conditions of her life back home. The city was in ruins, rebuilding slowly to recover from the destruction. Her sister was now Queen, sitting on a throne she'd always thought would be hers. And it wasn't as if she was jealous or angry at her sister. But her mother had always pulled her aside, always made it known that she would be Queen of Taegnea. That no other title would do for her. Her sister deserved every happiness, and Selene was truly glad that her sister was settled, content and pregnant.
But it left her own future that much further up in the air.
There had been no mourning Zacharias. It wasn't as if they'd been close, even though they were always pushed towards one another with the expectation that they would be wed. Selene had never felt anything romantic about him, had never considered herself in love with him. But she didn't have to be to be his wife. She was beautiful, a fine hostess and made to be the wife of a man in power. And yet, now the uncertainty of her future seemed to be too much. She had grown to enjoy Colchis, had come to find its people to be completely different but wholly welcoming. And she had come to appreciate the way the Kotas family interacted with each other.
She wasn't even upset at Zanon for the surprise he had set for Vangelis.
Her hands suddenly became fascinating, "Already one sister settled into her new life, another just about to be wed..." Her family was not going to be the same. "I shall learn to manage, I suppose. Until I am wed myself." She didn't want to think about marriage now. And if she did, a part of her wanted it to be far away from Taengea. Until the Creed was absolutely stopped, she was sure that she wouldn't feel comfortable in her own home.
This time, Selene did laugh a bit. "Unless my husband is on good terms with your kingdom, I doubt I will be allowed to visit. And I can't imagine that many wives travel with their husbands." She leaned back against the carriage, her eyes dancing a bit through her obvious sadness. "Besides, I doubt my husband would appreciate his gentle wife joking about castration techniques in such a bold manner, Vangelis." Her wall of propriety was down, her vulnerability more open than she had realized. "But that certainly is not your problem." She waved off, unable to look at him as a wave of sadness washed over her.
She was going to miss him.
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She wanted to laugh or to roll her eyes a bit at him. She knew that he was a seasoned veteran of leaving and returning. But did he knew what it was like to know what was expected at home? It wasn't as if it was a mystery to her, the conditions of her life back home. The city was in ruins, rebuilding slowly to recover from the destruction. Her sister was now Queen, sitting on a throne she'd always thought would be hers. And it wasn't as if she was jealous or angry at her sister. But her mother had always pulled her aside, always made it known that she would be Queen of Taegnea. That no other title would do for her. Her sister deserved every happiness, and Selene was truly glad that her sister was settled, content and pregnant.
But it left her own future that much further up in the air.
There had been no mourning Zacharias. It wasn't as if they'd been close, even though they were always pushed towards one another with the expectation that they would be wed. Selene had never felt anything romantic about him, had never considered herself in love with him. But she didn't have to be to be his wife. She was beautiful, a fine hostess and made to be the wife of a man in power. And yet, now the uncertainty of her future seemed to be too much. She had grown to enjoy Colchis, had come to find its people to be completely different but wholly welcoming. And she had come to appreciate the way the Kotas family interacted with each other.
She wasn't even upset at Zanon for the surprise he had set for Vangelis.
Her hands suddenly became fascinating, "Already one sister settled into her new life, another just about to be wed..." Her family was not going to be the same. "I shall learn to manage, I suppose. Until I am wed myself." She didn't want to think about marriage now. And if she did, a part of her wanted it to be far away from Taengea. Until the Creed was absolutely stopped, she was sure that she wouldn't feel comfortable in her own home.
This time, Selene did laugh a bit. "Unless my husband is on good terms with your kingdom, I doubt I will be allowed to visit. And I can't imagine that many wives travel with their husbands." She leaned back against the carriage, her eyes dancing a bit through her obvious sadness. "Besides, I doubt my husband would appreciate his gentle wife joking about castration techniques in such a bold manner, Vangelis." Her wall of propriety was down, her vulnerability more open than she had realized. "But that certainly is not your problem." She waved off, unable to look at him as a wave of sadness washed over her.
She was going to miss him.
She wanted to laugh or to roll her eyes a bit at him. She knew that he was a seasoned veteran of leaving and returning. But did he knew what it was like to know what was expected at home? It wasn't as if it was a mystery to her, the conditions of her life back home. The city was in ruins, rebuilding slowly to recover from the destruction. Her sister was now Queen, sitting on a throne she'd always thought would be hers. And it wasn't as if she was jealous or angry at her sister. But her mother had always pulled her aside, always made it known that she would be Queen of Taegnea. That no other title would do for her. Her sister deserved every happiness, and Selene was truly glad that her sister was settled, content and pregnant.
But it left her own future that much further up in the air.
There had been no mourning Zacharias. It wasn't as if they'd been close, even though they were always pushed towards one another with the expectation that they would be wed. Selene had never felt anything romantic about him, had never considered herself in love with him. But she didn't have to be to be his wife. She was beautiful, a fine hostess and made to be the wife of a man in power. And yet, now the uncertainty of her future seemed to be too much. She had grown to enjoy Colchis, had come to find its people to be completely different but wholly welcoming. And she had come to appreciate the way the Kotas family interacted with each other.
She wasn't even upset at Zanon for the surprise he had set for Vangelis.
Her hands suddenly became fascinating, "Already one sister settled into her new life, another just about to be wed..." Her family was not going to be the same. "I shall learn to manage, I suppose. Until I am wed myself." She didn't want to think about marriage now. And if she did, a part of her wanted it to be far away from Taengea. Until the Creed was absolutely stopped, she was sure that she wouldn't feel comfortable in her own home.
This time, Selene did laugh a bit. "Unless my husband is on good terms with your kingdom, I doubt I will be allowed to visit. And I can't imagine that many wives travel with their husbands." She leaned back against the carriage, her eyes dancing a bit through her obvious sadness. "Besides, I doubt my husband would appreciate his gentle wife joking about castration techniques in such a bold manner, Vangelis." Her wall of propriety was down, her vulnerability more open than she had realized. "But that certainly is not your problem." She waved off, unable to look at him as a wave of sadness washed over her.
She was going to miss him.
Vangelis fell quiet for a moment after Selene's words. It was not unusual for him to pause mid-conversation to consider his next input, nor to think over his intended suggestions or statements before they came out of his mouth. Vangelis was not impulsive nor emotional with his language; but calm, calculated and thoughtful. He had found that Selene liked to speak in a similar manner, which was pleasing, as it meant that either one of them would pause to consider their words and that, when they spoke them, they could be sure of the honesty and thought that went into them. There was no reading between the lines, deceit or trickery - simple truth that they had each worked hard to place into their words. At least that was the case when their formalities were dropped... occasionally the two of them were too polite or regal and the words lost a little of their depth but when they were alone together their words were far more candid. It was refreshing. Vangelis had never enjoyed the courtly politics and double meanings of the nobility when they attended court. He far preferred simple and factual communication - the kind he found on a battlefield... and now with Selene; though both of entirely different subjects and context.
As she spoke of her sisters being married and that such a fate would soon befall herself, Vangelis felt uncomfortable. As if he was already speaking with someone else's wife. Or with a woman destined to be someone else's and therefore whom he shouldn't be speaking to with such candour. But then, he also felt disappointed and frustrated at the idea that he couldn't, or wouldn't be able to, continue sharing the banter they had between them.
Turning to look out of the window, through the slight slit in the curtain, Vangelis was careful not to be seen by his people as the carriage trundled further towards the docks. He could smell the sea air now and knew that they had descended through the city enough to reach the salty brine winds of the harbour.
He noted how his people were recovering from the storm, rebuilding some of their homes and readjusting their lives to fit with the requirements and scenarios that the Gods had sent them.
He considered how women were required to do the same. Unable to fully dictate their own lives in the same way that men were. Forced to adjust and bend to the wills of their husbands. Being raised by a strong and opinionated woman, Vangelis had always followed a very particular belief in marriage. That the male of the couple was indeed the leader. That he was the decision maker and the appointed master of the house and family. That he was to be obeyed without question and without obstinacy. But with that power came the duty and responsibility to one’s family; to keep them safe, to keep them happy. And that included their wives. Women that were vital to the continuing line of any home and lineage. Women that deserved respect for such a role and to be guarded and pleasured for their importance in life. They were to be kept joyful and secure in their livelihoods and homes. And it was their husband's responsibility to ensure that that happened. Just as it was the wife's responsibility to obey her man.
"I think..." Vangelis spoke, choosing his words carefully. "That any man who does not allow you to speak or travel as you wish to - provided the social setting permits it - is not a man deserving of your hand."
Finding himself feeling awkward regarding this conversation and almost unable to look at the blonde beauty - for reasons he wasn't so sure - Vangelis said nothing else on the topic, as the carriage finally reaching the docks. Still under construction in many areas, Vangelis knew, the docks sounded lively and were clearly back on the mend and functioning as they should. He had even consulted with the Master of Sea regarding any possible storms during Selene's intended route and journey and was content to know that her voyage was most likely to be smooth and calm.
Unsure what to do in terms of bidding her farewell, now that the carriage had stopped, Vangelis pulled his feet back down and shifted along his seat so that he could at least hold out a hand to help Selene down the step to the ground.
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Vangelis fell quiet for a moment after Selene's words. It was not unusual for him to pause mid-conversation to consider his next input, nor to think over his intended suggestions or statements before they came out of his mouth. Vangelis was not impulsive nor emotional with his language; but calm, calculated and thoughtful. He had found that Selene liked to speak in a similar manner, which was pleasing, as it meant that either one of them would pause to consider their words and that, when they spoke them, they could be sure of the honesty and thought that went into them. There was no reading between the lines, deceit or trickery - simple truth that they had each worked hard to place into their words. At least that was the case when their formalities were dropped... occasionally the two of them were too polite or regal and the words lost a little of their depth but when they were alone together their words were far more candid. It was refreshing. Vangelis had never enjoyed the courtly politics and double meanings of the nobility when they attended court. He far preferred simple and factual communication - the kind he found on a battlefield... and now with Selene; though both of entirely different subjects and context.
As she spoke of her sisters being married and that such a fate would soon befall herself, Vangelis felt uncomfortable. As if he was already speaking with someone else's wife. Or with a woman destined to be someone else's and therefore whom he shouldn't be speaking to with such candour. But then, he also felt disappointed and frustrated at the idea that he couldn't, or wouldn't be able to, continue sharing the banter they had between them.
Turning to look out of the window, through the slight slit in the curtain, Vangelis was careful not to be seen by his people as the carriage trundled further towards the docks. He could smell the sea air now and knew that they had descended through the city enough to reach the salty brine winds of the harbour.
He noted how his people were recovering from the storm, rebuilding some of their homes and readjusting their lives to fit with the requirements and scenarios that the Gods had sent them.
He considered how women were required to do the same. Unable to fully dictate their own lives in the same way that men were. Forced to adjust and bend to the wills of their husbands. Being raised by a strong and opinionated woman, Vangelis had always followed a very particular belief in marriage. That the male of the couple was indeed the leader. That he was the decision maker and the appointed master of the house and family. That he was to be obeyed without question and without obstinacy. But with that power came the duty and responsibility to one’s family; to keep them safe, to keep them happy. And that included their wives. Women that were vital to the continuing line of any home and lineage. Women that deserved respect for such a role and to be guarded and pleasured for their importance in life. They were to be kept joyful and secure in their livelihoods and homes. And it was their husband's responsibility to ensure that that happened. Just as it was the wife's responsibility to obey her man.
"I think..." Vangelis spoke, choosing his words carefully. "That any man who does not allow you to speak or travel as you wish to - provided the social setting permits it - is not a man deserving of your hand."
Finding himself feeling awkward regarding this conversation and almost unable to look at the blonde beauty - for reasons he wasn't so sure - Vangelis said nothing else on the topic, as the carriage finally reaching the docks. Still under construction in many areas, Vangelis knew, the docks sounded lively and were clearly back on the mend and functioning as they should. He had even consulted with the Master of Sea regarding any possible storms during Selene's intended route and journey and was content to know that her voyage was most likely to be smooth and calm.
Unsure what to do in terms of bidding her farewell, now that the carriage had stopped, Vangelis pulled his feet back down and shifted along his seat so that he could at least hold out a hand to help Selene down the step to the ground.
Vangelis fell quiet for a moment after Selene's words. It was not unusual for him to pause mid-conversation to consider his next input, nor to think over his intended suggestions or statements before they came out of his mouth. Vangelis was not impulsive nor emotional with his language; but calm, calculated and thoughtful. He had found that Selene liked to speak in a similar manner, which was pleasing, as it meant that either one of them would pause to consider their words and that, when they spoke them, they could be sure of the honesty and thought that went into them. There was no reading between the lines, deceit or trickery - simple truth that they had each worked hard to place into their words. At least that was the case when their formalities were dropped... occasionally the two of them were too polite or regal and the words lost a little of their depth but when they were alone together their words were far more candid. It was refreshing. Vangelis had never enjoyed the courtly politics and double meanings of the nobility when they attended court. He far preferred simple and factual communication - the kind he found on a battlefield... and now with Selene; though both of entirely different subjects and context.
As she spoke of her sisters being married and that such a fate would soon befall herself, Vangelis felt uncomfortable. As if he was already speaking with someone else's wife. Or with a woman destined to be someone else's and therefore whom he shouldn't be speaking to with such candour. But then, he also felt disappointed and frustrated at the idea that he couldn't, or wouldn't be able to, continue sharing the banter they had between them.
Turning to look out of the window, through the slight slit in the curtain, Vangelis was careful not to be seen by his people as the carriage trundled further towards the docks. He could smell the sea air now and knew that they had descended through the city enough to reach the salty brine winds of the harbour.
He noted how his people were recovering from the storm, rebuilding some of their homes and readjusting their lives to fit with the requirements and scenarios that the Gods had sent them.
He considered how women were required to do the same. Unable to fully dictate their own lives in the same way that men were. Forced to adjust and bend to the wills of their husbands. Being raised by a strong and opinionated woman, Vangelis had always followed a very particular belief in marriage. That the male of the couple was indeed the leader. That he was the decision maker and the appointed master of the house and family. That he was to be obeyed without question and without obstinacy. But with that power came the duty and responsibility to one’s family; to keep them safe, to keep them happy. And that included their wives. Women that were vital to the continuing line of any home and lineage. Women that deserved respect for such a role and to be guarded and pleasured for their importance in life. They were to be kept joyful and secure in their livelihoods and homes. And it was their husband's responsibility to ensure that that happened. Just as it was the wife's responsibility to obey her man.
"I think..." Vangelis spoke, choosing his words carefully. "That any man who does not allow you to speak or travel as you wish to - provided the social setting permits it - is not a man deserving of your hand."
Finding himself feeling awkward regarding this conversation and almost unable to look at the blonde beauty - for reasons he wasn't so sure - Vangelis said nothing else on the topic, as the carriage finally reaching the docks. Still under construction in many areas, Vangelis knew, the docks sounded lively and were clearly back on the mend and functioning as they should. He had even consulted with the Master of Sea regarding any possible storms during Selene's intended route and journey and was content to know that her voyage was most likely to be smooth and calm.
Unsure what to do in terms of bidding her farewell, now that the carriage had stopped, Vangelis pulled his feet back down and shifted along his seat so that he could at least hold out a hand to help Selene down the step to the ground.
While some might have found the silence off-putting, Selene found a certain comfort to it. Her mind was racing in every direction, unable to settle on one matter that she was more worried about. There was no need for either of them to fill the silence with mindless chatter, like some social settings required. When it was just the two of them, there was a peace in the quiet. And as much as her mind needed to be put at ease, she also appreciated the careful thought he put in his words.
He didn’t want to worry her more. And he certainly didn’t want her to feel awkward or bad.
She made a mental note, adding it to the list of traits she wished for her own husband to have. As it was forming, she found that qualities from the Kotas males were popping up on the list. Someone who had a hint of sarcasm like Zanon, or perhaps a little bit of Silas’s sense of adventure. And she certainly wanted him to be as considerate and honest as Vangelis. Maybe it was just because she had spent the past two weeks as a shadowed part of their family. Or maybe it was because the dynamic of strong men was very different from that of women.
While she loved her sisters and adored their company, dinners with the Kotas family were designed to be debated. They were run on intelligence and politics. Selene had been taught that meals were meant to be light-hearted, but focused the conversation. You could learn a lot by letting the men talk. The Colchian family liked a far more interactive table. And she found herself drawn into the topics, her opinions mattering to them. Perhaps it was just what happened at a royal table. And while her mother was grooming her to be a queen, to be on the arm of a king, the table lacked what a royal family really ran on.
It was refreshing. And she would think back on those nights with fondness. Each of those meals, even the ones she had shared privately with Vangelis, had been a lesson on what it would take to be a good wife, and maybe a good royal, too. Because her father had always promised that she was only worthy of a king.
As he looked out the window, she allowed herself a moment to take in his features. To memorize the beauty of his eyes, the firm cut of his checks, the square of his jaw and the way it set when he was focused. She found herself longing for charcoal and parchment, to see if she could recreate his likeness. Would she be able to remember the wave that dropped into his face when his gaze was down? Or would she be able to do justice to the depth of color in his eyes? Nana could, for her gift was in painting. But she was certain that she couldn’t describe him well enough to really do him justice.
Her cheeks flushed, looking away before he caught her staring.
As they got close to the docks, his words broke the silence, bringing her attention back to him. She looked at him for a moment, his words once again cutting through her. They were meaningful, and they were what she needed to hear. “That is kind of you to say, Vangelis. I hope he shares your sentiments.” As the carriage rolled to a stop, she felt her heart drop out of her chest.
She wanted to stay.
She didn’t want to leave.
And yet, she had to.
They stopped as close to the ship as they could. Shifting her skirts to allow him to resettle himself, Selene restrained herself from assisting him. Her hand reached out to his, gripping it tightly. “I…” There was more she wanted to say. There was more she felt she needed to convey. But it didn’t feel right to insult him by thanking him for doing what had been thrust upon him. His hand had been forcing in her company.
But he had made the trip memorable. He had made her time in Colchis enjoyable. This had been exactly what she had needed to recover from the stress of the Circus. He had taken her mind off of her own worries. He’d given her a chance to repay the debt for his service to Taengea. Even though it wasn’t her place to repay it, she had. And she was glad that she did. There was so much that she wanted to say, but none of it felt like enough. “Write to me?” She finally said through the silence, her hand still in his. “I know it is a selfish request. But perhaps, if you find the time, you may take a moment to pacify me and my silly need to know that you and your family as well?” She wondered if he could tell how much his letters had meant to her. Or if he knew there was so much more he wanted to say but couldn’t.
If he knew how much she found herself caring about him. She smiled at him, trying hard to hide her emotions. “Humor me?” She gently teased, her thumb mindlessly caressing the palm of his hand. It was an action she wasn’t even aware she was doing, and yet it felt right.
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While some might have found the silence off-putting, Selene found a certain comfort to it. Her mind was racing in every direction, unable to settle on one matter that she was more worried about. There was no need for either of them to fill the silence with mindless chatter, like some social settings required. When it was just the two of them, there was a peace in the quiet. And as much as her mind needed to be put at ease, she also appreciated the careful thought he put in his words.
He didn’t want to worry her more. And he certainly didn’t want her to feel awkward or bad.
She made a mental note, adding it to the list of traits she wished for her own husband to have. As it was forming, she found that qualities from the Kotas males were popping up on the list. Someone who had a hint of sarcasm like Zanon, or perhaps a little bit of Silas’s sense of adventure. And she certainly wanted him to be as considerate and honest as Vangelis. Maybe it was just because she had spent the past two weeks as a shadowed part of their family. Or maybe it was because the dynamic of strong men was very different from that of women.
While she loved her sisters and adored their company, dinners with the Kotas family were designed to be debated. They were run on intelligence and politics. Selene had been taught that meals were meant to be light-hearted, but focused the conversation. You could learn a lot by letting the men talk. The Colchian family liked a far more interactive table. And she found herself drawn into the topics, her opinions mattering to them. Perhaps it was just what happened at a royal table. And while her mother was grooming her to be a queen, to be on the arm of a king, the table lacked what a royal family really ran on.
It was refreshing. And she would think back on those nights with fondness. Each of those meals, even the ones she had shared privately with Vangelis, had been a lesson on what it would take to be a good wife, and maybe a good royal, too. Because her father had always promised that she was only worthy of a king.
As he looked out the window, she allowed herself a moment to take in his features. To memorize the beauty of his eyes, the firm cut of his checks, the square of his jaw and the way it set when he was focused. She found herself longing for charcoal and parchment, to see if she could recreate his likeness. Would she be able to remember the wave that dropped into his face when his gaze was down? Or would she be able to do justice to the depth of color in his eyes? Nana could, for her gift was in painting. But she was certain that she couldn’t describe him well enough to really do him justice.
Her cheeks flushed, looking away before he caught her staring.
As they got close to the docks, his words broke the silence, bringing her attention back to him. She looked at him for a moment, his words once again cutting through her. They were meaningful, and they were what she needed to hear. “That is kind of you to say, Vangelis. I hope he shares your sentiments.” As the carriage rolled to a stop, she felt her heart drop out of her chest.
She wanted to stay.
She didn’t want to leave.
And yet, she had to.
They stopped as close to the ship as they could. Shifting her skirts to allow him to resettle himself, Selene restrained herself from assisting him. Her hand reached out to his, gripping it tightly. “I…” There was more she wanted to say. There was more she felt she needed to convey. But it didn’t feel right to insult him by thanking him for doing what had been thrust upon him. His hand had been forcing in her company.
But he had made the trip memorable. He had made her time in Colchis enjoyable. This had been exactly what she had needed to recover from the stress of the Circus. He had taken her mind off of her own worries. He’d given her a chance to repay the debt for his service to Taengea. Even though it wasn’t her place to repay it, she had. And she was glad that she did. There was so much that she wanted to say, but none of it felt like enough. “Write to me?” She finally said through the silence, her hand still in his. “I know it is a selfish request. But perhaps, if you find the time, you may take a moment to pacify me and my silly need to know that you and your family as well?” She wondered if he could tell how much his letters had meant to her. Or if he knew there was so much more he wanted to say but couldn’t.
If he knew how much she found herself caring about him. She smiled at him, trying hard to hide her emotions. “Humor me?” She gently teased, her thumb mindlessly caressing the palm of his hand. It was an action she wasn’t even aware she was doing, and yet it felt right.
While some might have found the silence off-putting, Selene found a certain comfort to it. Her mind was racing in every direction, unable to settle on one matter that she was more worried about. There was no need for either of them to fill the silence with mindless chatter, like some social settings required. When it was just the two of them, there was a peace in the quiet. And as much as her mind needed to be put at ease, she also appreciated the careful thought he put in his words.
He didn’t want to worry her more. And he certainly didn’t want her to feel awkward or bad.
She made a mental note, adding it to the list of traits she wished for her own husband to have. As it was forming, she found that qualities from the Kotas males were popping up on the list. Someone who had a hint of sarcasm like Zanon, or perhaps a little bit of Silas’s sense of adventure. And she certainly wanted him to be as considerate and honest as Vangelis. Maybe it was just because she had spent the past two weeks as a shadowed part of their family. Or maybe it was because the dynamic of strong men was very different from that of women.
While she loved her sisters and adored their company, dinners with the Kotas family were designed to be debated. They were run on intelligence and politics. Selene had been taught that meals were meant to be light-hearted, but focused the conversation. You could learn a lot by letting the men talk. The Colchian family liked a far more interactive table. And she found herself drawn into the topics, her opinions mattering to them. Perhaps it was just what happened at a royal table. And while her mother was grooming her to be a queen, to be on the arm of a king, the table lacked what a royal family really ran on.
It was refreshing. And she would think back on those nights with fondness. Each of those meals, even the ones she had shared privately with Vangelis, had been a lesson on what it would take to be a good wife, and maybe a good royal, too. Because her father had always promised that she was only worthy of a king.
As he looked out the window, she allowed herself a moment to take in his features. To memorize the beauty of his eyes, the firm cut of his checks, the square of his jaw and the way it set when he was focused. She found herself longing for charcoal and parchment, to see if she could recreate his likeness. Would she be able to remember the wave that dropped into his face when his gaze was down? Or would she be able to do justice to the depth of color in his eyes? Nana could, for her gift was in painting. But she was certain that she couldn’t describe him well enough to really do him justice.
Her cheeks flushed, looking away before he caught her staring.
As they got close to the docks, his words broke the silence, bringing her attention back to him. She looked at him for a moment, his words once again cutting through her. They were meaningful, and they were what she needed to hear. “That is kind of you to say, Vangelis. I hope he shares your sentiments.” As the carriage rolled to a stop, she felt her heart drop out of her chest.
She wanted to stay.
She didn’t want to leave.
And yet, she had to.
They stopped as close to the ship as they could. Shifting her skirts to allow him to resettle himself, Selene restrained herself from assisting him. Her hand reached out to his, gripping it tightly. “I…” There was more she wanted to say. There was more she felt she needed to convey. But it didn’t feel right to insult him by thanking him for doing what had been thrust upon him. His hand had been forcing in her company.
But he had made the trip memorable. He had made her time in Colchis enjoyable. This had been exactly what she had needed to recover from the stress of the Circus. He had taken her mind off of her own worries. He’d given her a chance to repay the debt for his service to Taengea. Even though it wasn’t her place to repay it, she had. And she was glad that she did. There was so much that she wanted to say, but none of it felt like enough. “Write to me?” She finally said through the silence, her hand still in his. “I know it is a selfish request. But perhaps, if you find the time, you may take a moment to pacify me and my silly need to know that you and your family as well?” She wondered if he could tell how much his letters had meant to her. Or if he knew there was so much more he wanted to say but couldn’t.
If he knew how much she found herself caring about him. She smiled at him, trying hard to hide her emotions. “Humor me?” She gently teased, her thumb mindlessly caressing the palm of his hand. It was an action she wasn’t even aware she was doing, and yet it felt right.
The crown prince smiled at the woman's entreaty to write to her. While he was no great literary or even particularly fond of writing - he disliked the way one could read multiple intonations of a single written sentence and found face to face discussion far more to his liking - he had no issues or qualms bowing his head to her request. Their letters had been awkward initially, as they would be with any new acquaintance but given the friendship they had built through the written word and more recently in person, he found Selene's letters a pleasant exception to the rule. Perhaps it was a trust between them, or because he knew how she communicated in person, but he found that he could take her letters at face value - in the same way he could her spoken words. He was finding that a lot... that Selene was an exception to his rules...
He opened his mouth to ask her. His instinct wanting to know how it could be that a woman of her education, heritage and House was so open and honest without the same slimy or layered meanings to her words that other women of her rank and position held. When really, given he beauty and her age as the eldest in her family, she should really have been the most skilled in courtly subterfuge.
Then again... perhaps she was just an incredibly good actress... said a small voice in the back of Vangelis' head but he stamped down on it hard. He had seen the woman blush, be embarrassed at her words causing affront, had seen her shocked, panicked and surprised. - Often because of the antics of his brother. No-one was that good an actress. Plus, it had never been Vangelis' style to assume everyone was lying. He always preferred to trust in other people and to take them at face value, until they proved to him otherwise - and then there was no going back - no forgiveness and no forgetting.
He snapped his mouth shut, feeling his question to now be too bold or to concern her that such doubts had bubbled for just a second. He would say nothing on the topic.
Instead, he spoke only a moment later to accompany his nod.
"I shall endeavour to do so, my Lady." He vowed, with regards to her request to write her letters. Given how his family confined him to his rooms so much nowadays, he suspected he would have plenty of time for letters he might otherwise not have the time to write. Then again, he had a suspicion that he would find the time where Selene was concerned, even if his daily life was back to normal.
The woman took his hand and Vangelis felt a moment of self-consciousness he didn't understand...
While there were small and soft callouses on the lady's palms and in particular places on her fingers - the areas in which reins would rub - Vangelis was unable to notice them at all when they were pressed against his own palm - a hand that was rougher than most soldiers, because he worked with all kinds of weapons and not just one. His palms were hard and rough, his knuckles harsh and the sides of his fingers where he would handle throwing knives or a bow were worn. His other hand was no better as he had trained himself to be as good with both on the battlefield.
Next to his, Selene's hand felt nothing but small, elegantly slim and unfeasibly soft. Vangelis couldn't help but notice the mismatch and how his touch must be rough to a woman of such beautiful and silky skin. A noble man without combat history would be the kind of man she would become engaged to... he thought without analysing the words... someone who matched her soft touch.
Feeling his chest tighten at the way her thumb had taken to brushing over his palm, Vangelis looked up sharply as the carriage driver pulled open the door, flooding their intimate space with light.
Without hesitation, Vangelis was quick to react, moving his hand to lead her outside of the carriage, so that she descended to the step with her back to the outside world, his eyes still on her face as she focused on what she was doing.
As she was about lower herself from the step to the ground, Vangelis tightened his hold on her hand for a moment to draw her attention and stay her feet.
Pausing for a moment and entirely uncertain why he had gripped her so, Vangelis tried to search her face for the answer. Seeing nothing but an honest and questioning expression on her face and the beauty he had always noticed about her, Vangelis felt himself lean forwards.
Protected from view by the door of the carriage and the fact that Selene had barely left its confines already, Vangelis was uncaring as he lent in closer to her, her personal space severely invaded and his face close to hers. He looked as if he wanted to say something and his lips parted as if to mould the words but his mind came up empty. His gaze dropped to her own lips and he felt his mouth water at their elegance - the lower lip slightly plumper than the upper.
Leaning in further, something gentlemanly in Vangelis had him turning his head and drew his lips to the side of her face... where cheekbone met temple. The kiss he placed there was quick and chaste but after his lips had met soft skin, he lingered, the rasp of his cheek against hers... - even his face was likely too rough for her tastes.
With his breath tracing over her ear and sending several stands of her hair aflutter, Vangelis closed his eyes for a moment as he murmured into her ear.
"Safe winds, Selene."
And as the lady was helped to the ground by the footman, Vangelis lent back, returning to the shadows.
He watched long enough to see that the woman was greeted by the captain of her ship and that her servant - who had already been escorted to the docks met her almost immediately. It was then that he wrapped his knuckles against the roof of the carriage and the coachman obeyed his command to turn the vehicle around and head back to the Kotas manor.
For some reason, he did not care to watch her ship sail away.
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The crown prince smiled at the woman's entreaty to write to her. While he was no great literary or even particularly fond of writing - he disliked the way one could read multiple intonations of a single written sentence and found face to face discussion far more to his liking - he had no issues or qualms bowing his head to her request. Their letters had been awkward initially, as they would be with any new acquaintance but given the friendship they had built through the written word and more recently in person, he found Selene's letters a pleasant exception to the rule. Perhaps it was a trust between them, or because he knew how she communicated in person, but he found that he could take her letters at face value - in the same way he could her spoken words. He was finding that a lot... that Selene was an exception to his rules...
He opened his mouth to ask her. His instinct wanting to know how it could be that a woman of her education, heritage and House was so open and honest without the same slimy or layered meanings to her words that other women of her rank and position held. When really, given he beauty and her age as the eldest in her family, she should really have been the most skilled in courtly subterfuge.
Then again... perhaps she was just an incredibly good actress... said a small voice in the back of Vangelis' head but he stamped down on it hard. He had seen the woman blush, be embarrassed at her words causing affront, had seen her shocked, panicked and surprised. - Often because of the antics of his brother. No-one was that good an actress. Plus, it had never been Vangelis' style to assume everyone was lying. He always preferred to trust in other people and to take them at face value, until they proved to him otherwise - and then there was no going back - no forgiveness and no forgetting.
He snapped his mouth shut, feeling his question to now be too bold or to concern her that such doubts had bubbled for just a second. He would say nothing on the topic.
Instead, he spoke only a moment later to accompany his nod.
"I shall endeavour to do so, my Lady." He vowed, with regards to her request to write her letters. Given how his family confined him to his rooms so much nowadays, he suspected he would have plenty of time for letters he might otherwise not have the time to write. Then again, he had a suspicion that he would find the time where Selene was concerned, even if his daily life was back to normal.
The woman took his hand and Vangelis felt a moment of self-consciousness he didn't understand...
While there were small and soft callouses on the lady's palms and in particular places on her fingers - the areas in which reins would rub - Vangelis was unable to notice them at all when they were pressed against his own palm - a hand that was rougher than most soldiers, because he worked with all kinds of weapons and not just one. His palms were hard and rough, his knuckles harsh and the sides of his fingers where he would handle throwing knives or a bow were worn. His other hand was no better as he had trained himself to be as good with both on the battlefield.
Next to his, Selene's hand felt nothing but small, elegantly slim and unfeasibly soft. Vangelis couldn't help but notice the mismatch and how his touch must be rough to a woman of such beautiful and silky skin. A noble man without combat history would be the kind of man she would become engaged to... he thought without analysing the words... someone who matched her soft touch.
Feeling his chest tighten at the way her thumb had taken to brushing over his palm, Vangelis looked up sharply as the carriage driver pulled open the door, flooding their intimate space with light.
Without hesitation, Vangelis was quick to react, moving his hand to lead her outside of the carriage, so that she descended to the step with her back to the outside world, his eyes still on her face as she focused on what she was doing.
As she was about lower herself from the step to the ground, Vangelis tightened his hold on her hand for a moment to draw her attention and stay her feet.
Pausing for a moment and entirely uncertain why he had gripped her so, Vangelis tried to search her face for the answer. Seeing nothing but an honest and questioning expression on her face and the beauty he had always noticed about her, Vangelis felt himself lean forwards.
Protected from view by the door of the carriage and the fact that Selene had barely left its confines already, Vangelis was uncaring as he lent in closer to her, her personal space severely invaded and his face close to hers. He looked as if he wanted to say something and his lips parted as if to mould the words but his mind came up empty. His gaze dropped to her own lips and he felt his mouth water at their elegance - the lower lip slightly plumper than the upper.
Leaning in further, something gentlemanly in Vangelis had him turning his head and drew his lips to the side of her face... where cheekbone met temple. The kiss he placed there was quick and chaste but after his lips had met soft skin, he lingered, the rasp of his cheek against hers... - even his face was likely too rough for her tastes.
With his breath tracing over her ear and sending several stands of her hair aflutter, Vangelis closed his eyes for a moment as he murmured into her ear.
"Safe winds, Selene."
And as the lady was helped to the ground by the footman, Vangelis lent back, returning to the shadows.
He watched long enough to see that the woman was greeted by the captain of her ship and that her servant - who had already been escorted to the docks met her almost immediately. It was then that he wrapped his knuckles against the roof of the carriage and the coachman obeyed his command to turn the vehicle around and head back to the Kotas manor.
For some reason, he did not care to watch her ship sail away.
The crown prince smiled at the woman's entreaty to write to her. While he was no great literary or even particularly fond of writing - he disliked the way one could read multiple intonations of a single written sentence and found face to face discussion far more to his liking - he had no issues or qualms bowing his head to her request. Their letters had been awkward initially, as they would be with any new acquaintance but given the friendship they had built through the written word and more recently in person, he found Selene's letters a pleasant exception to the rule. Perhaps it was a trust between them, or because he knew how she communicated in person, but he found that he could take her letters at face value - in the same way he could her spoken words. He was finding that a lot... that Selene was an exception to his rules...
He opened his mouth to ask her. His instinct wanting to know how it could be that a woman of her education, heritage and House was so open and honest without the same slimy or layered meanings to her words that other women of her rank and position held. When really, given he beauty and her age as the eldest in her family, she should really have been the most skilled in courtly subterfuge.
Then again... perhaps she was just an incredibly good actress... said a small voice in the back of Vangelis' head but he stamped down on it hard. He had seen the woman blush, be embarrassed at her words causing affront, had seen her shocked, panicked and surprised. - Often because of the antics of his brother. No-one was that good an actress. Plus, it had never been Vangelis' style to assume everyone was lying. He always preferred to trust in other people and to take them at face value, until they proved to him otherwise - and then there was no going back - no forgiveness and no forgetting.
He snapped his mouth shut, feeling his question to now be too bold or to concern her that such doubts had bubbled for just a second. He would say nothing on the topic.
Instead, he spoke only a moment later to accompany his nod.
"I shall endeavour to do so, my Lady." He vowed, with regards to her request to write her letters. Given how his family confined him to his rooms so much nowadays, he suspected he would have plenty of time for letters he might otherwise not have the time to write. Then again, he had a suspicion that he would find the time where Selene was concerned, even if his daily life was back to normal.
The woman took his hand and Vangelis felt a moment of self-consciousness he didn't understand...
While there were small and soft callouses on the lady's palms and in particular places on her fingers - the areas in which reins would rub - Vangelis was unable to notice them at all when they were pressed against his own palm - a hand that was rougher than most soldiers, because he worked with all kinds of weapons and not just one. His palms were hard and rough, his knuckles harsh and the sides of his fingers where he would handle throwing knives or a bow were worn. His other hand was no better as he had trained himself to be as good with both on the battlefield.
Next to his, Selene's hand felt nothing but small, elegantly slim and unfeasibly soft. Vangelis couldn't help but notice the mismatch and how his touch must be rough to a woman of such beautiful and silky skin. A noble man without combat history would be the kind of man she would become engaged to... he thought without analysing the words... someone who matched her soft touch.
Feeling his chest tighten at the way her thumb had taken to brushing over his palm, Vangelis looked up sharply as the carriage driver pulled open the door, flooding their intimate space with light.
Without hesitation, Vangelis was quick to react, moving his hand to lead her outside of the carriage, so that she descended to the step with her back to the outside world, his eyes still on her face as she focused on what she was doing.
As she was about lower herself from the step to the ground, Vangelis tightened his hold on her hand for a moment to draw her attention and stay her feet.
Pausing for a moment and entirely uncertain why he had gripped her so, Vangelis tried to search her face for the answer. Seeing nothing but an honest and questioning expression on her face and the beauty he had always noticed about her, Vangelis felt himself lean forwards.
Protected from view by the door of the carriage and the fact that Selene had barely left its confines already, Vangelis was uncaring as he lent in closer to her, her personal space severely invaded and his face close to hers. He looked as if he wanted to say something and his lips parted as if to mould the words but his mind came up empty. His gaze dropped to her own lips and he felt his mouth water at their elegance - the lower lip slightly plumper than the upper.
Leaning in further, something gentlemanly in Vangelis had him turning his head and drew his lips to the side of her face... where cheekbone met temple. The kiss he placed there was quick and chaste but after his lips had met soft skin, he lingered, the rasp of his cheek against hers... - even his face was likely too rough for her tastes.
With his breath tracing over her ear and sending several stands of her hair aflutter, Vangelis closed his eyes for a moment as he murmured into her ear.
"Safe winds, Selene."
And as the lady was helped to the ground by the footman, Vangelis lent back, returning to the shadows.
He watched long enough to see that the woman was greeted by the captain of her ship and that her servant - who had already been escorted to the docks met her almost immediately. It was then that he wrapped his knuckles against the roof of the carriage and the coachman obeyed his command to turn the vehicle around and head back to the Kotas manor.
For some reason, he did not care to watch her ship sail away.
Her gaze dropped with his, a bit uncertain about how he would react to her reaching out to him. They had spent enough time alone that he would have to have been used to the way she always seemed to require personal touch, especially when her emotions could spiral out of control. She sought out the grounding ability of touch, the need to focus herself to make sure that she was saying what she meant. A part of her, deep down, had wanted one last touch. One last moment to remember him once she was home.
His hands were large in her own, dark and calloused. There were scars, causing her to wonder if the Gods had blessed him in life. She wanted the stories of them all, to hear just how he came about them. Perhaps, only to pull him into a conversation that would have no end. Her own hand was imperfect, and she knew it. The callouses from riding and from her harp felt thick against her palm, so she couldn’t help but gently feel his own, surprised to find that the roughness wasn’t unpleasant.
As the door was opened, she focused on being strong. Leaving was inevitable, something she had known from the beginning that she would have to do. Staying in Colchis was an impossibility. Even though she wanted to stay, even though she wished she could have watched break that horse. Selene felt like she was leaving with a dozens things she still wished to do. But it was time for her to get back to reality. Time to let the Kotas family resume their normal lives.
Time to move on.
She had vowed to herself that she wouldn’t lose her composure in his presence, wouldn’t let her true feelings become too apparent. He was simply going to hand her down into the streets, and that would be that. Skirts raised, just so, she let her feet hit the ground. And quickly, silently, she said a prayer to the God of Time to freeze this moment. To allow her to remember everything about this. The way his eyes danced. The slow, lazy grin that she was able to pull from his face. And, if answered, he stopped her from letting go. Hand still tight in his, she looked up at him, utterly confused.
Had he forgotten something?
Her eyes met his, locking with his sharp gaze. He leaned in, his breath hot on her skin. She flushed brightly, simply at the obvious breach in propriety. She didn’t know what he was going to do. The closer he got, the quicker she was realizing that she was holding her breath. And then, his lips were on her cheek. The heat felt far more intense that it really was. She thought for sure that she was going to catch on fire. Incredibly soft, his lips almost left a brand on her cheek. Resisting letting her hand come up to touch the now biting space, she let her face continue to pink. Her eyes met his as he let her go, and she nodded. Speechless, she gave him one last smile before she allowed herself to be directed towards the ship. Like him, she couldn't bare to look back at his retreat.
She was able to wait until she was in her stay room, alone, to let the cascade of tears and emotion overtake her.
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Her gaze dropped with his, a bit uncertain about how he would react to her reaching out to him. They had spent enough time alone that he would have to have been used to the way she always seemed to require personal touch, especially when her emotions could spiral out of control. She sought out the grounding ability of touch, the need to focus herself to make sure that she was saying what she meant. A part of her, deep down, had wanted one last touch. One last moment to remember him once she was home.
His hands were large in her own, dark and calloused. There were scars, causing her to wonder if the Gods had blessed him in life. She wanted the stories of them all, to hear just how he came about them. Perhaps, only to pull him into a conversation that would have no end. Her own hand was imperfect, and she knew it. The callouses from riding and from her harp felt thick against her palm, so she couldn’t help but gently feel his own, surprised to find that the roughness wasn’t unpleasant.
As the door was opened, she focused on being strong. Leaving was inevitable, something she had known from the beginning that she would have to do. Staying in Colchis was an impossibility. Even though she wanted to stay, even though she wished she could have watched break that horse. Selene felt like she was leaving with a dozens things she still wished to do. But it was time for her to get back to reality. Time to let the Kotas family resume their normal lives.
Time to move on.
She had vowed to herself that she wouldn’t lose her composure in his presence, wouldn’t let her true feelings become too apparent. He was simply going to hand her down into the streets, and that would be that. Skirts raised, just so, she let her feet hit the ground. And quickly, silently, she said a prayer to the God of Time to freeze this moment. To allow her to remember everything about this. The way his eyes danced. The slow, lazy grin that she was able to pull from his face. And, if answered, he stopped her from letting go. Hand still tight in his, she looked up at him, utterly confused.
Had he forgotten something?
Her eyes met his, locking with his sharp gaze. He leaned in, his breath hot on her skin. She flushed brightly, simply at the obvious breach in propriety. She didn’t know what he was going to do. The closer he got, the quicker she was realizing that she was holding her breath. And then, his lips were on her cheek. The heat felt far more intense that it really was. She thought for sure that she was going to catch on fire. Incredibly soft, his lips almost left a brand on her cheek. Resisting letting her hand come up to touch the now biting space, she let her face continue to pink. Her eyes met his as he let her go, and she nodded. Speechless, she gave him one last smile before she allowed herself to be directed towards the ship. Like him, she couldn't bare to look back at his retreat.
She was able to wait until she was in her stay room, alone, to let the cascade of tears and emotion overtake her.
Her gaze dropped with his, a bit uncertain about how he would react to her reaching out to him. They had spent enough time alone that he would have to have been used to the way she always seemed to require personal touch, especially when her emotions could spiral out of control. She sought out the grounding ability of touch, the need to focus herself to make sure that she was saying what she meant. A part of her, deep down, had wanted one last touch. One last moment to remember him once she was home.
His hands were large in her own, dark and calloused. There were scars, causing her to wonder if the Gods had blessed him in life. She wanted the stories of them all, to hear just how he came about them. Perhaps, only to pull him into a conversation that would have no end. Her own hand was imperfect, and she knew it. The callouses from riding and from her harp felt thick against her palm, so she couldn’t help but gently feel his own, surprised to find that the roughness wasn’t unpleasant.
As the door was opened, she focused on being strong. Leaving was inevitable, something she had known from the beginning that she would have to do. Staying in Colchis was an impossibility. Even though she wanted to stay, even though she wished she could have watched break that horse. Selene felt like she was leaving with a dozens things she still wished to do. But it was time for her to get back to reality. Time to let the Kotas family resume their normal lives.
Time to move on.
She had vowed to herself that she wouldn’t lose her composure in his presence, wouldn’t let her true feelings become too apparent. He was simply going to hand her down into the streets, and that would be that. Skirts raised, just so, she let her feet hit the ground. And quickly, silently, she said a prayer to the God of Time to freeze this moment. To allow her to remember everything about this. The way his eyes danced. The slow, lazy grin that she was able to pull from his face. And, if answered, he stopped her from letting go. Hand still tight in his, she looked up at him, utterly confused.
Had he forgotten something?
Her eyes met his, locking with his sharp gaze. He leaned in, his breath hot on her skin. She flushed brightly, simply at the obvious breach in propriety. She didn’t know what he was going to do. The closer he got, the quicker she was realizing that she was holding her breath. And then, his lips were on her cheek. The heat felt far more intense that it really was. She thought for sure that she was going to catch on fire. Incredibly soft, his lips almost left a brand on her cheek. Resisting letting her hand come up to touch the now biting space, she let her face continue to pink. Her eyes met his as he let her go, and she nodded. Speechless, she gave him one last smile before she allowed herself to be directed towards the ship. Like him, she couldn't bare to look back at his retreat.
She was able to wait until she was in her stay room, alone, to let the cascade of tears and emotion overtake her.