My friend Nikos,
I am in pain. Not pain of the body, but of the heart. Zanon...he's forsaken me. At least that is how I feel because there are days I feel nothing but sorrow but then there are nights I and fueled by the fire of hatred. My hatred isn't for my Zanon though, it's for that witch of a wife he has. You see, she is with child again. I don't think it could be truly Zanon's...she must've conjured up a spell and was blessed by Hekate herself in some manner. She is vile, how could she suddenly end up pregnant after years of separation? We all know she can't carry a healthy baby anymore. Her firstborn is her only saving grace. But because she has managed this, Zanon has not only given up his unimportant mistresses but me as well. Me, the man he called his love. I should...no such thoughts are dangerous. But I feel as though I am not worthy of love if someone such as Zanon does not desire to be with me. Are my looks fading? Something must be wrong with me.
I hope this letter finds you well. Tell me how Taengea is treating you?
Your friend,
Lena
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