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Persephone's chambers were laid out in a similar form to that of her father's. Thought they were originally built for use by the Queen of the kingdom, her mother and father had had the unorthodox good luck to marry for love and, as such, preferred to sleep in the same chambers. To that effect, Persephone had always slept in the Queen's rooms - almost since birth. A fact that she now saw a certain sense of irony in. Prior to yesterday and the Senate meeting, she had simply considered the rooms her home and save haven. Now they, like everything else in the palace seemed to impose upon her. Feel heavy in they very expectations of her.
It was as if she had a huge debt to pay. Had lived the life and luxury of a queen since young and would now have to prove she deserved such regal living. The fact that she had worked to the bone for years for the sake of her kingdom seemed to be lost on her short term recall for now.
The chambers themselves were set out in three chambers, with an addition set of double rooms off of the third. Thee bedroom was the room furthest north and was settled in a corner if the palace. As such the columns of the outer walls leading to a wrap around balcony looked out to the north and east. It was no surprise Persephone was an early riser when the light streamed in through those columns, toying with the gossamer curtains and rousing her from sleep. The second room was the largest chamber - an open space entered into when first stepping through the door to Persephone's quarters and offering doors to both the bedroom on one side and the third room on the other. This main receiving room was supposed to be a leisure or solar room; a living space for the princess to enjoy company, entertain, read or listen to hired musicians. Instead, the large room hard been appointed with the creates of tasks; the size of space reminiscent of the size of important in her world. It had been decked out like a study. With a large desk at the far side and two rows of smaller tables and chairs for scribes and peers to follow her instructions, Persephone was not permitted to rule the country from the Senate or the official seat of her father. Which meant she ran it from her private chambers.
In this room, books were everywhere, papers stacked high and the air smelt of clay dust. Towering shelving units had been added over time and were now full of correspondence. Everything was very busy, very full and very organised.
It was into this room that Lord Iason was shown in reference to Persephone's summons that she had sent via messenger. Having dismissed her scribes for a midday repast, Persephone was alone when Iason arrived and upon glancing up to notice his arrival she was immediately on her feet, a polite smile on her lips.
"Thank you for attending me, Lord Iason." She greeted him, determined to be the model of appropriate behaviour. Yesterday had been a small disaster. The Senate meet had gone as planned but I feelings on the result had not been expected at all. Not only had she suffered severe panic from - apparently - nowhere, but she had almost broken down entirely before a man she was supposed to be convincing that she would make a suitable queen and wife.
After her embarrassing episode in the gardens, the two of them had met again at dinner but with the presence of Emilia and the unexpected arrival of Persephone's steward from Arcana who stayed on for the meal, the two of them had barely said a word since she had left him among the flowers.
When she had inquired as to Iason's state of affairs for the day and been told by the house slave he had been assigned upon arrival in Athenia that he had no strict engagements that day, Persephone had sent a message back, requesting he join her for the midday meal.
"Won't you come through?" She offered with a hand out towards the third chambers of her residences, moving quickly around the table, her peplos luxuriating on the air and shining a bright shade of pomegranate as she let him through into what anyone else might have used as a single occupancy reading room.
Instead, given her choice of occupation for the main chamber, this one had been made to fit two loungers face to face, a small table between, on which plates of fruits, cheese, dried meats and fresh bread were already in place. Along with a decanter of wine and another of water.
Along one wall hung a tapestry of swans on a navy, inky black lake, and against the other was a small bookshelf with fiction tomes. None of which Persephone had had the chance to read.
"Please sit." She offered with an elegant wave of her hand towards one of the loungers. She herself, however, remained standing her hands on the back ledge of its partner as she watched him calmly. There was none of the awkwardness or heated emotion of the day before. The princess was back in control.
"I'm glad you were free to join me, Lord Iason." She stated, a pleasant tone to her voice. "For I wish to offer my condolences that you were witness to my behaviour yesterday. It was a trying day, as I'm sure you can imagine, but that doesn't justify a childish display like that. Rest assured, I'm quite recovered and you shall not be expected to deal with it again. Please help yourself to the wine if you wish..."
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Persephone's chambers were laid out in a similar form to that of her father's. Thought they were originally built for use by the Queen of the kingdom, her mother and father had had the unorthodox good luck to marry for love and, as such, preferred to sleep in the same chambers. To that effect, Persephone had always slept in the Queen's rooms - almost since birth. A fact that she now saw a certain sense of irony in. Prior to yesterday and the Senate meeting, she had simply considered the rooms her home and save haven. Now they, like everything else in the palace seemed to impose upon her. Feel heavy in they very expectations of her.
It was as if she had a huge debt to pay. Had lived the life and luxury of a queen since young and would now have to prove she deserved such regal living. The fact that she had worked to the bone for years for the sake of her kingdom seemed to be lost on her short term recall for now.
The chambers themselves were set out in three chambers, with an addition set of double rooms off of the third. Thee bedroom was the room furthest north and was settled in a corner if the palace. As such the columns of the outer walls leading to a wrap around balcony looked out to the north and east. It was no surprise Persephone was an early riser when the light streamed in through those columns, toying with the gossamer curtains and rousing her from sleep. The second room was the largest chamber - an open space entered into when first stepping through the door to Persephone's quarters and offering doors to both the bedroom on one side and the third room on the other. This main receiving room was supposed to be a leisure or solar room; a living space for the princess to enjoy company, entertain, read or listen to hired musicians. Instead, the large room hard been appointed with the creates of tasks; the size of space reminiscent of the size of important in her world. It had been decked out like a study. With a large desk at the far side and two rows of smaller tables and chairs for scribes and peers to follow her instructions, Persephone was not permitted to rule the country from the Senate or the official seat of her father. Which meant she ran it from her private chambers.
In this room, books were everywhere, papers stacked high and the air smelt of clay dust. Towering shelving units had been added over time and were now full of correspondence. Everything was very busy, very full and very organised.
It was into this room that Lord Iason was shown in reference to Persephone's summons that she had sent via messenger. Having dismissed her scribes for a midday repast, Persephone was alone when Iason arrived and upon glancing up to notice his arrival she was immediately on her feet, a polite smile on her lips.
"Thank you for attending me, Lord Iason." She greeted him, determined to be the model of appropriate behaviour. Yesterday had been a small disaster. The Senate meet had gone as planned but I feelings on the result had not been expected at all. Not only had she suffered severe panic from - apparently - nowhere, but she had almost broken down entirely before a man she was supposed to be convincing that she would make a suitable queen and wife.
After her embarrassing episode in the gardens, the two of them had met again at dinner but with the presence of Emilia and the unexpected arrival of Persephone's steward from Arcana who stayed on for the meal, the two of them had barely said a word since she had left him among the flowers.
When she had inquired as to Iason's state of affairs for the day and been told by the house slave he had been assigned upon arrival in Athenia that he had no strict engagements that day, Persephone had sent a message back, requesting he join her for the midday meal.
"Won't you come through?" She offered with a hand out towards the third chambers of her residences, moving quickly around the table, her peplos luxuriating on the air and shining a bright shade of pomegranate as she let him through into what anyone else might have used as a single occupancy reading room.
Instead, given her choice of occupation for the main chamber, this one had been made to fit two loungers face to face, a small table between, on which plates of fruits, cheese, dried meats and fresh bread were already in place. Along with a decanter of wine and another of water.
Along one wall hung a tapestry of swans on a navy, inky black lake, and against the other was a small bookshelf with fiction tomes. None of which Persephone had had the chance to read.
"Please sit." She offered with an elegant wave of her hand towards one of the loungers. She herself, however, remained standing her hands on the back ledge of its partner as she watched him calmly. There was none of the awkwardness or heated emotion of the day before. The princess was back in control.
"I'm glad you were free to join me, Lord Iason." She stated, a pleasant tone to her voice. "For I wish to offer my condolences that you were witness to my behaviour yesterday. It was a trying day, as I'm sure you can imagine, but that doesn't justify a childish display like that. Rest assured, I'm quite recovered and you shall not be expected to deal with it again. Please help yourself to the wine if you wish..."
Persephone's chambers were laid out in a similar form to that of her father's. Thought they were originally built for use by the Queen of the kingdom, her mother and father had had the unorthodox good luck to marry for love and, as such, preferred to sleep in the same chambers. To that effect, Persephone had always slept in the Queen's rooms - almost since birth. A fact that she now saw a certain sense of irony in. Prior to yesterday and the Senate meeting, she had simply considered the rooms her home and save haven. Now they, like everything else in the palace seemed to impose upon her. Feel heavy in they very expectations of her.
It was as if she had a huge debt to pay. Had lived the life and luxury of a queen since young and would now have to prove she deserved such regal living. The fact that she had worked to the bone for years for the sake of her kingdom seemed to be lost on her short term recall for now.
The chambers themselves were set out in three chambers, with an addition set of double rooms off of the third. Thee bedroom was the room furthest north and was settled in a corner if the palace. As such the columns of the outer walls leading to a wrap around balcony looked out to the north and east. It was no surprise Persephone was an early riser when the light streamed in through those columns, toying with the gossamer curtains and rousing her from sleep. The second room was the largest chamber - an open space entered into when first stepping through the door to Persephone's quarters and offering doors to both the bedroom on one side and the third room on the other. This main receiving room was supposed to be a leisure or solar room; a living space for the princess to enjoy company, entertain, read or listen to hired musicians. Instead, the large room hard been appointed with the creates of tasks; the size of space reminiscent of the size of important in her world. It had been decked out like a study. With a large desk at the far side and two rows of smaller tables and chairs for scribes and peers to follow her instructions, Persephone was not permitted to rule the country from the Senate or the official seat of her father. Which meant she ran it from her private chambers.
In this room, books were everywhere, papers stacked high and the air smelt of clay dust. Towering shelving units had been added over time and were now full of correspondence. Everything was very busy, very full and very organised.
It was into this room that Lord Iason was shown in reference to Persephone's summons that she had sent via messenger. Having dismissed her scribes for a midday repast, Persephone was alone when Iason arrived and upon glancing up to notice his arrival she was immediately on her feet, a polite smile on her lips.
"Thank you for attending me, Lord Iason." She greeted him, determined to be the model of appropriate behaviour. Yesterday had been a small disaster. The Senate meet had gone as planned but I feelings on the result had not been expected at all. Not only had she suffered severe panic from - apparently - nowhere, but she had almost broken down entirely before a man she was supposed to be convincing that she would make a suitable queen and wife.
After her embarrassing episode in the gardens, the two of them had met again at dinner but with the presence of Emilia and the unexpected arrival of Persephone's steward from Arcana who stayed on for the meal, the two of them had barely said a word since she had left him among the flowers.
When she had inquired as to Iason's state of affairs for the day and been told by the house slave he had been assigned upon arrival in Athenia that he had no strict engagements that day, Persephone had sent a message back, requesting he join her for the midday meal.
"Won't you come through?" She offered with a hand out towards the third chambers of her residences, moving quickly around the table, her peplos luxuriating on the air and shining a bright shade of pomegranate as she let him through into what anyone else might have used as a single occupancy reading room.
Instead, given her choice of occupation for the main chamber, this one had been made to fit two loungers face to face, a small table between, on which plates of fruits, cheese, dried meats and fresh bread were already in place. Along with a decanter of wine and another of water.
Along one wall hung a tapestry of swans on a navy, inky black lake, and against the other was a small bookshelf with fiction tomes. None of which Persephone had had the chance to read.
"Please sit." She offered with an elegant wave of her hand towards one of the loungers. She herself, however, remained standing her hands on the back ledge of its partner as she watched him calmly. There was none of the awkwardness or heated emotion of the day before. The princess was back in control.
"I'm glad you were free to join me, Lord Iason." She stated, a pleasant tone to her voice. "For I wish to offer my condolences that you were witness to my behaviour yesterday. It was a trying day, as I'm sure you can imagine, but that doesn't justify a childish display like that. Rest assured, I'm quite recovered and you shall not be expected to deal with it again. Please help yourself to the wine if you wish..."
After their encounter the day before, Iason wasn’t certain what sort of footing he was on with the new heir to the Athenian throne. She had kissed him, then cried, then fled and when they’d seen one another at dinner that night she had been as polite and distant as usual. It was all very confusing and he was beginning to see why many of his friends said women were troublesome. It wasn’t all her fault though, the circumstances she was living in put so much pressure on her that she was ashamed of tears, something entirely normal to him.
The summons for him to attend to her in her rooms was a bit of a shock but he was glad for the chance to speak with her again and see how she was faring. He cared a great deal about the state of his future wife’s wellbeing, and had wanted to get to know her better for ages though protocol and her business had kept that from coming to pass quickly. The taengean lord dressed simply, a deep green chiton with a cream himation slung over his shoulder in a subtle nod to his house colors. It was plain, but then he was not here to draw attention anyway.
His arrival at the princess’ chambers came with little fanfare and he bowed as she acknowledged him, noting the smile and hoping she was recovered from her fears the day before. Matching her expression with a warm smile of his own, Iason kept his hands clasped behind his back in an as at ease stance as he could manage.
”Of course, your highness. I am here to serve you.” giving a nod as she gestured him through, he sat at her request and tried not to fidget too much as she remained standing. He wasn’t used to sitting in the presence of a lady, it was rude. It was her apology though and the way she seemed ashamed of being only human that brought a frown to his face.
”Your highness, I saw nothing to be ashamed of in your behavior. We are only human after all, tears and being afraid and uncertain are part of who we are.” Ignoring her offer of wine, Iason instead sat forward in his chair, tempted to stand and take her hand. He was afraid she would instead reject him as she has yesterday when he had made attempts at comfort. ”I hope you understand, if we are married it will be part of my duty as husband to comfort and support you. In all things. I take that responsibility very seriously, as my father did with my mother.”
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After their encounter the day before, Iason wasn’t certain what sort of footing he was on with the new heir to the Athenian throne. She had kissed him, then cried, then fled and when they’d seen one another at dinner that night she had been as polite and distant as usual. It was all very confusing and he was beginning to see why many of his friends said women were troublesome. It wasn’t all her fault though, the circumstances she was living in put so much pressure on her that she was ashamed of tears, something entirely normal to him.
The summons for him to attend to her in her rooms was a bit of a shock but he was glad for the chance to speak with her again and see how she was faring. He cared a great deal about the state of his future wife’s wellbeing, and had wanted to get to know her better for ages though protocol and her business had kept that from coming to pass quickly. The taengean lord dressed simply, a deep green chiton with a cream himation slung over his shoulder in a subtle nod to his house colors. It was plain, but then he was not here to draw attention anyway.
His arrival at the princess’ chambers came with little fanfare and he bowed as she acknowledged him, noting the smile and hoping she was recovered from her fears the day before. Matching her expression with a warm smile of his own, Iason kept his hands clasped behind his back in an as at ease stance as he could manage.
”Of course, your highness. I am here to serve you.” giving a nod as she gestured him through, he sat at her request and tried not to fidget too much as she remained standing. He wasn’t used to sitting in the presence of a lady, it was rude. It was her apology though and the way she seemed ashamed of being only human that brought a frown to his face.
”Your highness, I saw nothing to be ashamed of in your behavior. We are only human after all, tears and being afraid and uncertain are part of who we are.” Ignoring her offer of wine, Iason instead sat forward in his chair, tempted to stand and take her hand. He was afraid she would instead reject him as she has yesterday when he had made attempts at comfort. ”I hope you understand, if we are married it will be part of my duty as husband to comfort and support you. In all things. I take that responsibility very seriously, as my father did with my mother.”
After their encounter the day before, Iason wasn’t certain what sort of footing he was on with the new heir to the Athenian throne. She had kissed him, then cried, then fled and when they’d seen one another at dinner that night she had been as polite and distant as usual. It was all very confusing and he was beginning to see why many of his friends said women were troublesome. It wasn’t all her fault though, the circumstances she was living in put so much pressure on her that she was ashamed of tears, something entirely normal to him.
The summons for him to attend to her in her rooms was a bit of a shock but he was glad for the chance to speak with her again and see how she was faring. He cared a great deal about the state of his future wife’s wellbeing, and had wanted to get to know her better for ages though protocol and her business had kept that from coming to pass quickly. The taengean lord dressed simply, a deep green chiton with a cream himation slung over his shoulder in a subtle nod to his house colors. It was plain, but then he was not here to draw attention anyway.
His arrival at the princess’ chambers came with little fanfare and he bowed as she acknowledged him, noting the smile and hoping she was recovered from her fears the day before. Matching her expression with a warm smile of his own, Iason kept his hands clasped behind his back in an as at ease stance as he could manage.
”Of course, your highness. I am here to serve you.” giving a nod as she gestured him through, he sat at her request and tried not to fidget too much as she remained standing. He wasn’t used to sitting in the presence of a lady, it was rude. It was her apology though and the way she seemed ashamed of being only human that brought a frown to his face.
”Your highness, I saw nothing to be ashamed of in your behavior. We are only human after all, tears and being afraid and uncertain are part of who we are.” Ignoring her offer of wine, Iason instead sat forward in his chair, tempted to stand and take her hand. He was afraid she would instead reject him as she has yesterday when he had made attempts at comfort. ”I hope you understand, if we are married it will be part of my duty as husband to comfort and support you. In all things. I take that responsibility very seriously, as my father did with my mother.”
Persephone watched as the man who was by arrangement destined to become her husband took a seat across from her, clearly uncomfortable. Was it her presence that made him awkward, the fact that he was seated and she standing, the subject matter she was raising? Uncertain as to what it was that tautened his frame and had him watching her closely, she said nothing on the subject, refusing to make obvious the tension she had noticed.
When the man offered that she need not apologise for anything, Persephone's head tilted a little in a subtle but polite sign that she was listening. Her hair, braided and coiled into a crown around her head offered a few stands falling loose. The length of her hair, even in its lowest layers, had the lock brushing her shoulder at the movement. Taking a deeper breath that was not yet a sigh, Persephone's features turned into something thoughtful. She was clearly considering how to answer his statements.
She felt an emotion - something soft - a little warm in her chest at his confirmation that he would support her as her husband in the future, but on its heels were a feeling of discomfort, something prompted by the lack of familiarity she had with the first emotion. It was... nice, to know that someone wished to stand beside her and comfort her when sad or out of sorts. But it was also entirely foreign to her that anyone would acknowledge that she was in need of the comfort in the first place. Entirely alien that someone might offer to supply that which she never admitted to needing.
"I agree with you, Lord Iason." She told the man, her gaze dropping to the food and wine on the table that neither seemed inclined to take from. "Tears and external displays of emotion are perfectly acceptable and, in some ways, necessary when feeling emotions of sorrow or fear. Or - as you say - uncertainty." Her eyes narrowed slightly as she seemed to be choosing her words carefully. "But perhaps things are different in Taengea with regards to political image." She surmised, in an off-hand manner that she hoped was not offensive or dismissive. "For tears are, indeed, acceptable when emotions are high. The difference is that I am due to reign over Athenia. And a monarch does not have emotions." Moving around the back of her lounger to the other end, as if she needed the motion to facilitate thought. "Least not in Athenia, they don't." Her smile was designed to be friendly, but her words turned it slightly self-deprecating, or even sorrowful...
Taking a longer inhale than normal, as if to steady herself, Persephone's gaze went down to the wine, focusing on its clear and steady surface.
"A monarch - Queen, Princess, it makes no difference - a monarch is not a person. They are an image. An emblem that identifies and exemplifies their kingdom. Emotions - be it sorrow or joy it does not matter - are, as you say, human. I cannot be human. That is the lesson that I have learnt from my parents..."
Persephone's stare flicked back up to meet his as if to assess his opinion of her words. Such definition of her role was one she had known well for years but she had hardly told anyone of it. She stood watching for his reaction, one hand on the back of the lounger, her slim fingers over the padded cushioning and her stature one of poise and elegance. She stood like a statue. Even her frame and stance were evidence of her words...
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Persephone watched as the man who was by arrangement destined to become her husband took a seat across from her, clearly uncomfortable. Was it her presence that made him awkward, the fact that he was seated and she standing, the subject matter she was raising? Uncertain as to what it was that tautened his frame and had him watching her closely, she said nothing on the subject, refusing to make obvious the tension she had noticed.
When the man offered that she need not apologise for anything, Persephone's head tilted a little in a subtle but polite sign that she was listening. Her hair, braided and coiled into a crown around her head offered a few stands falling loose. The length of her hair, even in its lowest layers, had the lock brushing her shoulder at the movement. Taking a deeper breath that was not yet a sigh, Persephone's features turned into something thoughtful. She was clearly considering how to answer his statements.
She felt an emotion - something soft - a little warm in her chest at his confirmation that he would support her as her husband in the future, but on its heels were a feeling of discomfort, something prompted by the lack of familiarity she had with the first emotion. It was... nice, to know that someone wished to stand beside her and comfort her when sad or out of sorts. But it was also entirely foreign to her that anyone would acknowledge that she was in need of the comfort in the first place. Entirely alien that someone might offer to supply that which she never admitted to needing.
"I agree with you, Lord Iason." She told the man, her gaze dropping to the food and wine on the table that neither seemed inclined to take from. "Tears and external displays of emotion are perfectly acceptable and, in some ways, necessary when feeling emotions of sorrow or fear. Or - as you say - uncertainty." Her eyes narrowed slightly as she seemed to be choosing her words carefully. "But perhaps things are different in Taengea with regards to political image." She surmised, in an off-hand manner that she hoped was not offensive or dismissive. "For tears are, indeed, acceptable when emotions are high. The difference is that I am due to reign over Athenia. And a monarch does not have emotions." Moving around the back of her lounger to the other end, as if she needed the motion to facilitate thought. "Least not in Athenia, they don't." Her smile was designed to be friendly, but her words turned it slightly self-deprecating, or even sorrowful...
Taking a longer inhale than normal, as if to steady herself, Persephone's gaze went down to the wine, focusing on its clear and steady surface.
"A monarch - Queen, Princess, it makes no difference - a monarch is not a person. They are an image. An emblem that identifies and exemplifies their kingdom. Emotions - be it sorrow or joy it does not matter - are, as you say, human. I cannot be human. That is the lesson that I have learnt from my parents..."
Persephone's stare flicked back up to meet his as if to assess his opinion of her words. Such definition of her role was one she had known well for years but she had hardly told anyone of it. She stood watching for his reaction, one hand on the back of the lounger, her slim fingers over the padded cushioning and her stature one of poise and elegance. She stood like a statue. Even her frame and stance were evidence of her words...
Persephone watched as the man who was by arrangement destined to become her husband took a seat across from her, clearly uncomfortable. Was it her presence that made him awkward, the fact that he was seated and she standing, the subject matter she was raising? Uncertain as to what it was that tautened his frame and had him watching her closely, she said nothing on the subject, refusing to make obvious the tension she had noticed.
When the man offered that she need not apologise for anything, Persephone's head tilted a little in a subtle but polite sign that she was listening. Her hair, braided and coiled into a crown around her head offered a few stands falling loose. The length of her hair, even in its lowest layers, had the lock brushing her shoulder at the movement. Taking a deeper breath that was not yet a sigh, Persephone's features turned into something thoughtful. She was clearly considering how to answer his statements.
She felt an emotion - something soft - a little warm in her chest at his confirmation that he would support her as her husband in the future, but on its heels were a feeling of discomfort, something prompted by the lack of familiarity she had with the first emotion. It was... nice, to know that someone wished to stand beside her and comfort her when sad or out of sorts. But it was also entirely foreign to her that anyone would acknowledge that she was in need of the comfort in the first place. Entirely alien that someone might offer to supply that which she never admitted to needing.
"I agree with you, Lord Iason." She told the man, her gaze dropping to the food and wine on the table that neither seemed inclined to take from. "Tears and external displays of emotion are perfectly acceptable and, in some ways, necessary when feeling emotions of sorrow or fear. Or - as you say - uncertainty." Her eyes narrowed slightly as she seemed to be choosing her words carefully. "But perhaps things are different in Taengea with regards to political image." She surmised, in an off-hand manner that she hoped was not offensive or dismissive. "For tears are, indeed, acceptable when emotions are high. The difference is that I am due to reign over Athenia. And a monarch does not have emotions." Moving around the back of her lounger to the other end, as if she needed the motion to facilitate thought. "Least not in Athenia, they don't." Her smile was designed to be friendly, but her words turned it slightly self-deprecating, or even sorrowful...
Taking a longer inhale than normal, as if to steady herself, Persephone's gaze went down to the wine, focusing on its clear and steady surface.
"A monarch - Queen, Princess, it makes no difference - a monarch is not a person. They are an image. An emblem that identifies and exemplifies their kingdom. Emotions - be it sorrow or joy it does not matter - are, as you say, human. I cannot be human. That is the lesson that I have learnt from my parents..."
Persephone's stare flicked back up to meet his as if to assess his opinion of her words. Such definition of her role was one she had known well for years but she had hardly told anyone of it. She stood watching for his reaction, one hand on the back of the lounger, her slim fingers over the padded cushioning and her stature one of poise and elegance. She stood like a statue. Even her frame and stance were evidence of her words...
"Our monarchs do indeed tend to have more...public displays of emotion. As I think do we as a people." Iason didn't hesitate to admit the differences, there was no point in arguing them. From what he had seen through his life and heard from his father and sisters in letters since he'd left, there was certainly a good deal of what Persephone would consider unacceptable for a monarch.
"But can I not come to know Persephone as well? Not just the monarch, but the woman. I had hoped....perhaps it is foolish, but I had hoped that we might become friends. Care for one another. I should like to be able to see these emotions you hide from the rest of the country, my one privilege as husband."
She was so perfectly rigid, appearing at all times almost more like a moving statue than a woman of flesh and blood, but he'd seen from the garden that she could become mortal on occasion. Living with her would be like residing with a goddess, it would be a blessing to see her soften and come down from Olympus to live in the mortal world with him for a moment. Thoughts unbidden crossed his mind of what it might be like to share a bed with her, if she would be as much of a far off creature of perfection or if she would unravel entirely.
Clearing his throat to banish those curiosities, Iason looked away from her and down instead at the table between them, sitting back in his chair and trying to ease some of the tension from his frame. This was a meeting she had called, and he couldn't simply sit here and lecture or ask for things he had not yet earned. If an apology was all she wished to discuss, he could accept that and move on, and hope that one day they would be able to speak plainly together.
"I do understand your feelings though, your highness. Anything you thought you must seek apology for is forgiven. I am as always here at your pleasure."
The wine on the table was now tempting, and he took up his glass, lifting it in a toast to her once the liquid was at an appropriate level. As he drank he watched her for a moment longer, the cracks he had seen before now smoothed over entirely. He was disappointed, though he'd not expected her to kiss him again until after their wedding day he missed the glimpse of who he had seen in those tears, and his desire to hold her until she felt no further sadness remained.
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"Our monarchs do indeed tend to have more...public displays of emotion. As I think do we as a people." Iason didn't hesitate to admit the differences, there was no point in arguing them. From what he had seen through his life and heard from his father and sisters in letters since he'd left, there was certainly a good deal of what Persephone would consider unacceptable for a monarch.
"But can I not come to know Persephone as well? Not just the monarch, but the woman. I had hoped....perhaps it is foolish, but I had hoped that we might become friends. Care for one another. I should like to be able to see these emotions you hide from the rest of the country, my one privilege as husband."
She was so perfectly rigid, appearing at all times almost more like a moving statue than a woman of flesh and blood, but he'd seen from the garden that she could become mortal on occasion. Living with her would be like residing with a goddess, it would be a blessing to see her soften and come down from Olympus to live in the mortal world with him for a moment. Thoughts unbidden crossed his mind of what it might be like to share a bed with her, if she would be as much of a far off creature of perfection or if she would unravel entirely.
Clearing his throat to banish those curiosities, Iason looked away from her and down instead at the table between them, sitting back in his chair and trying to ease some of the tension from his frame. This was a meeting she had called, and he couldn't simply sit here and lecture or ask for things he had not yet earned. If an apology was all she wished to discuss, he could accept that and move on, and hope that one day they would be able to speak plainly together.
"I do understand your feelings though, your highness. Anything you thought you must seek apology for is forgiven. I am as always here at your pleasure."
The wine on the table was now tempting, and he took up his glass, lifting it in a toast to her once the liquid was at an appropriate level. As he drank he watched her for a moment longer, the cracks he had seen before now smoothed over entirely. He was disappointed, though he'd not expected her to kiss him again until after their wedding day he missed the glimpse of who he had seen in those tears, and his desire to hold her until she felt no further sadness remained.
"Our monarchs do indeed tend to have more...public displays of emotion. As I think do we as a people." Iason didn't hesitate to admit the differences, there was no point in arguing them. From what he had seen through his life and heard from his father and sisters in letters since he'd left, there was certainly a good deal of what Persephone would consider unacceptable for a monarch.
"But can I not come to know Persephone as well? Not just the monarch, but the woman. I had hoped....perhaps it is foolish, but I had hoped that we might become friends. Care for one another. I should like to be able to see these emotions you hide from the rest of the country, my one privilege as husband."
She was so perfectly rigid, appearing at all times almost more like a moving statue than a woman of flesh and blood, but he'd seen from the garden that she could become mortal on occasion. Living with her would be like residing with a goddess, it would be a blessing to see her soften and come down from Olympus to live in the mortal world with him for a moment. Thoughts unbidden crossed his mind of what it might be like to share a bed with her, if she would be as much of a far off creature of perfection or if she would unravel entirely.
Clearing his throat to banish those curiosities, Iason looked away from her and down instead at the table between them, sitting back in his chair and trying to ease some of the tension from his frame. This was a meeting she had called, and he couldn't simply sit here and lecture or ask for things he had not yet earned. If an apology was all she wished to discuss, he could accept that and move on, and hope that one day they would be able to speak plainly together.
"I do understand your feelings though, your highness. Anything you thought you must seek apology for is forgiven. I am as always here at your pleasure."
The wine on the table was now tempting, and he took up his glass, lifting it in a toast to her once the liquid was at an appropriate level. As he drank he watched her for a moment longer, the cracks he had seen before now smoothed over entirely. He was disappointed, though he'd not expected her to kiss him again until after their wedding day he missed the glimpse of who he had seen in those tears, and his desire to hold her until she felt no further sadness remained.
Persephone listened politely as Iason offered his counter perspective - the view of the Taengean within her Athenian culture. She knew Taengeans to hold a reputation of strong feelings. That such emotions gave them strength and was considered a virtue. Here, that was not the case. In Athenia, self control was heralded above all else. The ability to describe your words and filter your actions with deliberate care and attention. To be a moving statue, not flesh and blood, Persephone thought, unknowingly mimicking Iason's thoughts exactly.
When the man suggested that he might one day learn to meet Persephone the woman, the princess felt a moment of intense panic and... almost terror, in the pit of her stomach. A sense of doomed foreboding. He wanted to know Persephone the woman but she had no idea who he might be talking of. The only time she had ever been considered as a female sans her throne and title, it had been a frightening experience. One where she had been treated roughly, pushed down and forcefully claimed by another's hands and mouth. Her crown and title were her defense, her protection. They gave her guards and social decorum or expectation. A guide on how to behave in her everyday life. They gave her distance and protection from others and an identity that she could wear like a cloak, excusing her from ever having to walk a path of life that required her to develop or find her own.
The fact that Iason wanted her to drop that veil with him suggested that he thought there was something beneath it. And Persephone had the horrible suspicion that there was not. That he would be disappointed.
Instead of admitting this though, for she did not know the man well enough yet to divulge recent thoughts she had not even told her family, Persephone simply smiled a friendly smile and moved around the end of the lounger to sit opposite the man and immediately poured herself a half glass of wine and selected a handful of grapes.
"On the account of friendship, my Lord." She finally told the man, pausing to lift her own cup in a moment of toast to him. "We are entirely in agreement. And I thank you for your graciousness and understanding." Her smile strengthened as she ate the grapes and then reached for a small wooden board on which she placed a few pieces of bread and cheese.
"So, tell me Lord Iason." Persephone began a, hopefully, simpler conversation that would allow them to start building that friendship that they had both spoken of. "Athenia is to be you kingdom, nay your home, in the future." She glanced up at him as she popped a bit of cheese between her lips. "What are your impressions of it since the beginning of your stay? How are you finding it?"
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Persephone listened politely as Iason offered his counter perspective - the view of the Taengean within her Athenian culture. She knew Taengeans to hold a reputation of strong feelings. That such emotions gave them strength and was considered a virtue. Here, that was not the case. In Athenia, self control was heralded above all else. The ability to describe your words and filter your actions with deliberate care and attention. To be a moving statue, not flesh and blood, Persephone thought, unknowingly mimicking Iason's thoughts exactly.
When the man suggested that he might one day learn to meet Persephone the woman, the princess felt a moment of intense panic and... almost terror, in the pit of her stomach. A sense of doomed foreboding. He wanted to know Persephone the woman but she had no idea who he might be talking of. The only time she had ever been considered as a female sans her throne and title, it had been a frightening experience. One where she had been treated roughly, pushed down and forcefully claimed by another's hands and mouth. Her crown and title were her defense, her protection. They gave her guards and social decorum or expectation. A guide on how to behave in her everyday life. They gave her distance and protection from others and an identity that she could wear like a cloak, excusing her from ever having to walk a path of life that required her to develop or find her own.
The fact that Iason wanted her to drop that veil with him suggested that he thought there was something beneath it. And Persephone had the horrible suspicion that there was not. That he would be disappointed.
Instead of admitting this though, for she did not know the man well enough yet to divulge recent thoughts she had not even told her family, Persephone simply smiled a friendly smile and moved around the end of the lounger to sit opposite the man and immediately poured herself a half glass of wine and selected a handful of grapes.
"On the account of friendship, my Lord." She finally told the man, pausing to lift her own cup in a moment of toast to him. "We are entirely in agreement. And I thank you for your graciousness and understanding." Her smile strengthened as she ate the grapes and then reached for a small wooden board on which she placed a few pieces of bread and cheese.
"So, tell me Lord Iason." Persephone began a, hopefully, simpler conversation that would allow them to start building that friendship that they had both spoken of. "Athenia is to be you kingdom, nay your home, in the future." She glanced up at him as she popped a bit of cheese between her lips. "What are your impressions of it since the beginning of your stay? How are you finding it?"
Persephone listened politely as Iason offered his counter perspective - the view of the Taengean within her Athenian culture. She knew Taengeans to hold a reputation of strong feelings. That such emotions gave them strength and was considered a virtue. Here, that was not the case. In Athenia, self control was heralded above all else. The ability to describe your words and filter your actions with deliberate care and attention. To be a moving statue, not flesh and blood, Persephone thought, unknowingly mimicking Iason's thoughts exactly.
When the man suggested that he might one day learn to meet Persephone the woman, the princess felt a moment of intense panic and... almost terror, in the pit of her stomach. A sense of doomed foreboding. He wanted to know Persephone the woman but she had no idea who he might be talking of. The only time she had ever been considered as a female sans her throne and title, it had been a frightening experience. One where she had been treated roughly, pushed down and forcefully claimed by another's hands and mouth. Her crown and title were her defense, her protection. They gave her guards and social decorum or expectation. A guide on how to behave in her everyday life. They gave her distance and protection from others and an identity that she could wear like a cloak, excusing her from ever having to walk a path of life that required her to develop or find her own.
The fact that Iason wanted her to drop that veil with him suggested that he thought there was something beneath it. And Persephone had the horrible suspicion that there was not. That he would be disappointed.
Instead of admitting this though, for she did not know the man well enough yet to divulge recent thoughts she had not even told her family, Persephone simply smiled a friendly smile and moved around the end of the lounger to sit opposite the man and immediately poured herself a half glass of wine and selected a handful of grapes.
"On the account of friendship, my Lord." She finally told the man, pausing to lift her own cup in a moment of toast to him. "We are entirely in agreement. And I thank you for your graciousness and understanding." Her smile strengthened as she ate the grapes and then reached for a small wooden board on which she placed a few pieces of bread and cheese.
"So, tell me Lord Iason." Persephone began a, hopefully, simpler conversation that would allow them to start building that friendship that they had both spoken of. "Athenia is to be you kingdom, nay your home, in the future." She glanced up at him as she popped a bit of cheese between her lips. "What are your impressions of it since the beginning of your stay? How are you finding it?"
At least she was willing to attempt to be his friend. He felt slightly deflated that his reassurances and request to meet the woman behind the mask of princess had been deflected, unknowing any reason why she might not wish for him to know her in such a way except perhaps she was not so taken with him as he had hoped. Persephone was everything he had hoped for in a wife, and though he was utterly inexperienced in love or the politics of a marriage, she seemed quite content to keep him at an arms length, nothing like the affection he had seen between his own parents.
His smile in return to hers was not quite so wide, trying to hide the discouragement he felt as he took a bit of food for himself. He wasn't given an opportunity to eat much before she asked him a series of questions and he set aside food and wine to look back at her and answer instead. There had to be a way to show her that he was serious about what he had said, that he wanted to know her truly. Even he with his duty and obligations could show some vulnerability, and in fact he had attempted to be open with her about who he was, but there seemed to be nothing reciprocated on that front. Perhaps he simply needed to accept that and move on. Time could work for or against them.
"It is very much different from Taengea. And of course these accommodations are very different from my father's house or my own barony. Far grander than anything I have experienced aside from my visits to Vasiliadon." He tried to think of positive comparisons, anything that might make him seem to be as enamoured of her country as she seemed to be. Perhaps that was the way to the center of the statue before him. "The city is beautiful, the way it overlooks the water. I look forward to seeing more, perhaps one day you might give me a tour, or have one arranged."
It felt like a lame response and he took a deep drink of wine to hide the way his face felt as if it was flushing, hoping it was not in fact the case. He didn't blush often, it just didn't happen, embarrassment. She took him off guard, and he wasn't sure how he felt about it, but control was something he prided himself on holding and in this sort of situation he had very little to speak of.
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At least she was willing to attempt to be his friend. He felt slightly deflated that his reassurances and request to meet the woman behind the mask of princess had been deflected, unknowing any reason why she might not wish for him to know her in such a way except perhaps she was not so taken with him as he had hoped. Persephone was everything he had hoped for in a wife, and though he was utterly inexperienced in love or the politics of a marriage, she seemed quite content to keep him at an arms length, nothing like the affection he had seen between his own parents.
His smile in return to hers was not quite so wide, trying to hide the discouragement he felt as he took a bit of food for himself. He wasn't given an opportunity to eat much before she asked him a series of questions and he set aside food and wine to look back at her and answer instead. There had to be a way to show her that he was serious about what he had said, that he wanted to know her truly. Even he with his duty and obligations could show some vulnerability, and in fact he had attempted to be open with her about who he was, but there seemed to be nothing reciprocated on that front. Perhaps he simply needed to accept that and move on. Time could work for or against them.
"It is very much different from Taengea. And of course these accommodations are very different from my father's house or my own barony. Far grander than anything I have experienced aside from my visits to Vasiliadon." He tried to think of positive comparisons, anything that might make him seem to be as enamoured of her country as she seemed to be. Perhaps that was the way to the center of the statue before him. "The city is beautiful, the way it overlooks the water. I look forward to seeing more, perhaps one day you might give me a tour, or have one arranged."
It felt like a lame response and he took a deep drink of wine to hide the way his face felt as if it was flushing, hoping it was not in fact the case. He didn't blush often, it just didn't happen, embarrassment. She took him off guard, and he wasn't sure how he felt about it, but control was something he prided himself on holding and in this sort of situation he had very little to speak of.
At least she was willing to attempt to be his friend. He felt slightly deflated that his reassurances and request to meet the woman behind the mask of princess had been deflected, unknowing any reason why she might not wish for him to know her in such a way except perhaps she was not so taken with him as he had hoped. Persephone was everything he had hoped for in a wife, and though he was utterly inexperienced in love or the politics of a marriage, she seemed quite content to keep him at an arms length, nothing like the affection he had seen between his own parents.
His smile in return to hers was not quite so wide, trying to hide the discouragement he felt as he took a bit of food for himself. He wasn't given an opportunity to eat much before she asked him a series of questions and he set aside food and wine to look back at her and answer instead. There had to be a way to show her that he was serious about what he had said, that he wanted to know her truly. Even he with his duty and obligations could show some vulnerability, and in fact he had attempted to be open with her about who he was, but there seemed to be nothing reciprocated on that front. Perhaps he simply needed to accept that and move on. Time could work for or against them.
"It is very much different from Taengea. And of course these accommodations are very different from my father's house or my own barony. Far grander than anything I have experienced aside from my visits to Vasiliadon." He tried to think of positive comparisons, anything that might make him seem to be as enamoured of her country as she seemed to be. Perhaps that was the way to the center of the statue before him. "The city is beautiful, the way it overlooks the water. I look forward to seeing more, perhaps one day you might give me a tour, or have one arranged."
It felt like a lame response and he took a deep drink of wine to hide the way his face felt as if it was flushing, hoping it was not in fact the case. He didn't blush often, it just didn't happen, embarrassment. She took him off guard, and he wasn't sure how he felt about it, but control was something he prided himself on holding and in this sort of situation he had very little to speak of.
Iason was a little hard to read. Perhaps he was an incredibly proficient actor - better than that of Athenian politicians - and was sending out false expressions and vibes. Perhaps he was simply so genuine that Persephone's years of experience handling said politicians had now made her uncertain where truthful expression was concerned. Perhaps she was reading too much into the thoughts his expressions seemed to convey. Perhaps she was reading what she could see with a tainted expression that was at odds with his truthfulness. Perhaps he was simply acting in a way that made her trained eye struggle to interpret correctly.
As she mentioned them being in agreement over them finding common ground in friendship, the light in his eyes seemed to dim slightly, his expression freeze a little. Like he was disappointed in her words. Which confused her given that she had just agreed with him. When she asked him how he found Athenia, he seemed to focus on describing key features as different; neither better nor worse. It was hard to read a man who seemed desperate to not insult or condemn either kingdom but in so doing was unable to give open compliments to either... Or, perhaps he simply had no love for her kingdom?
Then he commented on him being given a guided tour and Persephone felt her jawline tighten and heat hit her lightly in the cheekbones. She had tried to arrange a tour for the man when he had first arrived but things had been difficult. Showing the man to be in her company prior to the Feast of Sinners was difficult because it announced their connection before formal words could be delivered. Then there had been the disasters at the King of the Waves contest. The Senate meeting had been the week after and now here they were. It had been an impossibly busy few weeks since Iason had arrived in Athenia and Persephone had put arrangements for his tour to be planned for after the Senate Meet itself. It had not been properly handled and she was ashamed that such plans had slipped through her finally organised net of administration.
"Of course, Lord Iason." Persephone agreed, her voice soft but a little formal. "I'll have a tour arranged as soon as possible." She smiled at him as she cut free a few pieces of cheese from the board laid out between them and placed a piece in my mouth. She ate it quietly and delicately, her jaw never working too hard and her mouth and throat silent. "If you like the capitol and it's situ, I should take your Arcana, my barony." She smiled softly as she swallowed. "My province is directly on the seashore and is heralded for its seafood; eel in particular." She waved a hand around the grand room they were in. "Such residences are less common there and my home is more... downsized... from the glory of the royal palace."
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Iason was a little hard to read. Perhaps he was an incredibly proficient actor - better than that of Athenian politicians - and was sending out false expressions and vibes. Perhaps he was simply so genuine that Persephone's years of experience handling said politicians had now made her uncertain where truthful expression was concerned. Perhaps she was reading too much into the thoughts his expressions seemed to convey. Perhaps she was reading what she could see with a tainted expression that was at odds with his truthfulness. Perhaps he was simply acting in a way that made her trained eye struggle to interpret correctly.
As she mentioned them being in agreement over them finding common ground in friendship, the light in his eyes seemed to dim slightly, his expression freeze a little. Like he was disappointed in her words. Which confused her given that she had just agreed with him. When she asked him how he found Athenia, he seemed to focus on describing key features as different; neither better nor worse. It was hard to read a man who seemed desperate to not insult or condemn either kingdom but in so doing was unable to give open compliments to either... Or, perhaps he simply had no love for her kingdom?
Then he commented on him being given a guided tour and Persephone felt her jawline tighten and heat hit her lightly in the cheekbones. She had tried to arrange a tour for the man when he had first arrived but things had been difficult. Showing the man to be in her company prior to the Feast of Sinners was difficult because it announced their connection before formal words could be delivered. Then there had been the disasters at the King of the Waves contest. The Senate meeting had been the week after and now here they were. It had been an impossibly busy few weeks since Iason had arrived in Athenia and Persephone had put arrangements for his tour to be planned for after the Senate Meet itself. It had not been properly handled and she was ashamed that such plans had slipped through her finally organised net of administration.
"Of course, Lord Iason." Persephone agreed, her voice soft but a little formal. "I'll have a tour arranged as soon as possible." She smiled at him as she cut free a few pieces of cheese from the board laid out between them and placed a piece in my mouth. She ate it quietly and delicately, her jaw never working too hard and her mouth and throat silent. "If you like the capitol and it's situ, I should take your Arcana, my barony." She smiled softly as she swallowed. "My province is directly on the seashore and is heralded for its seafood; eel in particular." She waved a hand around the grand room they were in. "Such residences are less common there and my home is more... downsized... from the glory of the royal palace."
Iason was a little hard to read. Perhaps he was an incredibly proficient actor - better than that of Athenian politicians - and was sending out false expressions and vibes. Perhaps he was simply so genuine that Persephone's years of experience handling said politicians had now made her uncertain where truthful expression was concerned. Perhaps she was reading too much into the thoughts his expressions seemed to convey. Perhaps she was reading what she could see with a tainted expression that was at odds with his truthfulness. Perhaps he was simply acting in a way that made her trained eye struggle to interpret correctly.
As she mentioned them being in agreement over them finding common ground in friendship, the light in his eyes seemed to dim slightly, his expression freeze a little. Like he was disappointed in her words. Which confused her given that she had just agreed with him. When she asked him how he found Athenia, he seemed to focus on describing key features as different; neither better nor worse. It was hard to read a man who seemed desperate to not insult or condemn either kingdom but in so doing was unable to give open compliments to either... Or, perhaps he simply had no love for her kingdom?
Then he commented on him being given a guided tour and Persephone felt her jawline tighten and heat hit her lightly in the cheekbones. She had tried to arrange a tour for the man when he had first arrived but things had been difficult. Showing the man to be in her company prior to the Feast of Sinners was difficult because it announced their connection before formal words could be delivered. Then there had been the disasters at the King of the Waves contest. The Senate meeting had been the week after and now here they were. It had been an impossibly busy few weeks since Iason had arrived in Athenia and Persephone had put arrangements for his tour to be planned for after the Senate Meet itself. It had not been properly handled and she was ashamed that such plans had slipped through her finally organised net of administration.
"Of course, Lord Iason." Persephone agreed, her voice soft but a little formal. "I'll have a tour arranged as soon as possible." She smiled at him as she cut free a few pieces of cheese from the board laid out between them and placed a piece in my mouth. She ate it quietly and delicately, her jaw never working too hard and her mouth and throat silent. "If you like the capitol and it's situ, I should take your Arcana, my barony." She smiled softly as she swallowed. "My province is directly on the seashore and is heralded for its seafood; eel in particular." She waved a hand around the grand room they were in. "Such residences are less common there and my home is more... downsized... from the glory of the royal palace."
"Yes, that would be lovely."
It felt hollow and rehearsed, as if he was falling into the position he had been most afraid he would find himself settling in. His father's refrain had always been "yes, dear" and most other married men he'd known had adopted a similar mantra. There had been a knowledge deep within ever since he'd found that he would be wedding a princess, possibly a queen at the time and definitely a queen now, that he would bow to her more often than any of his friends and relations would ever bow to their wives. He didn't mind, he had just hoped that perhaps there would be some kind of equal accord, an understanding and respect of sorts that they could trade on.
Persephone's responses seemed to be making it plain now that she was the dominant force, and had little interest in being equal. He ought to have been more prepared for this, but how would he have had any way of knowing. As she helped herself to the food he waited until after she had taken her first bite to cut some for himself, feeling odd and awkward eating alone with a woman for the first time. It hadn't really hit him until he noticed the absence of sound but he was far more used to the raucous sounds of his sisters with little decorum at the family table or the joint collection at feasts. Never had he been so aware of how much noise he made when he ate than in comparison to how silent and delicate his betrothed was.
A tinge of red crossed his cheeks and he sat back after he finished what he'd helped himself to, fidgeting with the himation over his shoulder as it fell across his arm to give his hands something else to do. She was being kind he knew, offering to show him her barony, but there was a surge of homesickness he had to fight as he refrained from offering the same. He wouldn't be back in Meganea or Chaoedia for a very long time, if ever. He couldn't ever show her the forests of his own barony, the rolling hills of home, the horses that frolicked in their perfection across the grass, and his children would not be raised to run wild as he had, they would grow up in the stone of the palace and with a poise passed down from their mother.
"Perhaps it's foolish of me to say so, but I have always preferred a humble home to a palace. I would very much like to visit."
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"Yes, that would be lovely."
It felt hollow and rehearsed, as if he was falling into the position he had been most afraid he would find himself settling in. His father's refrain had always been "yes, dear" and most other married men he'd known had adopted a similar mantra. There had been a knowledge deep within ever since he'd found that he would be wedding a princess, possibly a queen at the time and definitely a queen now, that he would bow to her more often than any of his friends and relations would ever bow to their wives. He didn't mind, he had just hoped that perhaps there would be some kind of equal accord, an understanding and respect of sorts that they could trade on.
Persephone's responses seemed to be making it plain now that she was the dominant force, and had little interest in being equal. He ought to have been more prepared for this, but how would he have had any way of knowing. As she helped herself to the food he waited until after she had taken her first bite to cut some for himself, feeling odd and awkward eating alone with a woman for the first time. It hadn't really hit him until he noticed the absence of sound but he was far more used to the raucous sounds of his sisters with little decorum at the family table or the joint collection at feasts. Never had he been so aware of how much noise he made when he ate than in comparison to how silent and delicate his betrothed was.
A tinge of red crossed his cheeks and he sat back after he finished what he'd helped himself to, fidgeting with the himation over his shoulder as it fell across his arm to give his hands something else to do. She was being kind he knew, offering to show him her barony, but there was a surge of homesickness he had to fight as he refrained from offering the same. He wouldn't be back in Meganea or Chaoedia for a very long time, if ever. He couldn't ever show her the forests of his own barony, the rolling hills of home, the horses that frolicked in their perfection across the grass, and his children would not be raised to run wild as he had, they would grow up in the stone of the palace and with a poise passed down from their mother.
"Perhaps it's foolish of me to say so, but I have always preferred a humble home to a palace. I would very much like to visit."
"Yes, that would be lovely."
It felt hollow and rehearsed, as if he was falling into the position he had been most afraid he would find himself settling in. His father's refrain had always been "yes, dear" and most other married men he'd known had adopted a similar mantra. There had been a knowledge deep within ever since he'd found that he would be wedding a princess, possibly a queen at the time and definitely a queen now, that he would bow to her more often than any of his friends and relations would ever bow to their wives. He didn't mind, he had just hoped that perhaps there would be some kind of equal accord, an understanding and respect of sorts that they could trade on.
Persephone's responses seemed to be making it plain now that she was the dominant force, and had little interest in being equal. He ought to have been more prepared for this, but how would he have had any way of knowing. As she helped herself to the food he waited until after she had taken her first bite to cut some for himself, feeling odd and awkward eating alone with a woman for the first time. It hadn't really hit him until he noticed the absence of sound but he was far more used to the raucous sounds of his sisters with little decorum at the family table or the joint collection at feasts. Never had he been so aware of how much noise he made when he ate than in comparison to how silent and delicate his betrothed was.
A tinge of red crossed his cheeks and he sat back after he finished what he'd helped himself to, fidgeting with the himation over his shoulder as it fell across his arm to give his hands something else to do. She was being kind he knew, offering to show him her barony, but there was a surge of homesickness he had to fight as he refrained from offering the same. He wouldn't be back in Meganea or Chaoedia for a very long time, if ever. He couldn't ever show her the forests of his own barony, the rolling hills of home, the horses that frolicked in their perfection across the grass, and his children would not be raised to run wild as he had, they would grow up in the stone of the palace and with a poise passed down from their mother.
"Perhaps it's foolish of me to say so, but I have always preferred a humble home to a palace. I would very much like to visit."
Persephone might not have been adept at working on the Lord Iason's feelings with regards to herself - his disappointment that they seemed to be drawing back into a formal place in their relationship that he did not enjoy - but she wasn't ignorant of the fact that they were, indeed, settling into the role of princess and intended; rather than Persephone and Iason. "Princess" was a role easily played and the one she was most familiar with, for she wasn't sure if there even was a Persephone to be explored within her own nature. She had been a role and rank for so long, it was hard to consider her personal feelings on a topic without being nervous or scared that they would conflict with her duty.
For example, what if she opened up to being herself and he did the same, only to find that Iason and Persephone did not much care for one another. Suddenly the calm formality of their relationship currently would be replaced with hostility and a feeling of entrapment. For their marriage was their duty. Despite her early words in their relationship - that she wanted to know him on a personal level - walking that path, it was becoming clear, was a murky and dangerous affair.
When Iason offered up a little truth in himself - even suggesting that he might be looked down on for such thoughts - Persephone felt a little bravery seep in and herself return the favour...
"In truth..." She began, mimicking him... "I do not know what a humble home might entail." Her words were not revealing of her inner personality or nature but the slightly wistful tone was. "I... would not be averse to attempting one if I could make it coexist with my responsibilities but... I have yet to be exposed to such a life." She gave a soft and almost embarrassed smile as she shrugged one shoulder very slightly and with careful delicacy. "Perhaps that is something you will have to show me, Lord Iason."
What followed was a meal in which both conversed but neither truly said anything. The conversation was pleasant in tone and Persephone found that she liked Iason's voice and turn of phrase. The man was clearly well educated, thoughtful and considerate. Whilst most of the men she dealt with on a daily basis were driven ambitionists with a narrow view of the world, Iason appeared to be more interested in viewing what the world itself had to offer him. And whilst their topics of conversation might not have been dreadfully personal or character reviewing, his manner said more than his words.
Perhaps they would able to be friends in the future... She thought, as, at the end of the meal, Iason excused himself from her presence and she returned to her work...
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Persephone might not have been adept at working on the Lord Iason's feelings with regards to herself - his disappointment that they seemed to be drawing back into a formal place in their relationship that he did not enjoy - but she wasn't ignorant of the fact that they were, indeed, settling into the role of princess and intended; rather than Persephone and Iason. "Princess" was a role easily played and the one she was most familiar with, for she wasn't sure if there even was a Persephone to be explored within her own nature. She had been a role and rank for so long, it was hard to consider her personal feelings on a topic without being nervous or scared that they would conflict with her duty.
For example, what if she opened up to being herself and he did the same, only to find that Iason and Persephone did not much care for one another. Suddenly the calm formality of their relationship currently would be replaced with hostility and a feeling of entrapment. For their marriage was their duty. Despite her early words in their relationship - that she wanted to know him on a personal level - walking that path, it was becoming clear, was a murky and dangerous affair.
When Iason offered up a little truth in himself - even suggesting that he might be looked down on for such thoughts - Persephone felt a little bravery seep in and herself return the favour...
"In truth..." She began, mimicking him... "I do not know what a humble home might entail." Her words were not revealing of her inner personality or nature but the slightly wistful tone was. "I... would not be averse to attempting one if I could make it coexist with my responsibilities but... I have yet to be exposed to such a life." She gave a soft and almost embarrassed smile as she shrugged one shoulder very slightly and with careful delicacy. "Perhaps that is something you will have to show me, Lord Iason."
What followed was a meal in which both conversed but neither truly said anything. The conversation was pleasant in tone and Persephone found that she liked Iason's voice and turn of phrase. The man was clearly well educated, thoughtful and considerate. Whilst most of the men she dealt with on a daily basis were driven ambitionists with a narrow view of the world, Iason appeared to be more interested in viewing what the world itself had to offer him. And whilst their topics of conversation might not have been dreadfully personal or character reviewing, his manner said more than his words.
Perhaps they would able to be friends in the future... She thought, as, at the end of the meal, Iason excused himself from her presence and she returned to her work...
Persephone might not have been adept at working on the Lord Iason's feelings with regards to herself - his disappointment that they seemed to be drawing back into a formal place in their relationship that he did not enjoy - but she wasn't ignorant of the fact that they were, indeed, settling into the role of princess and intended; rather than Persephone and Iason. "Princess" was a role easily played and the one she was most familiar with, for she wasn't sure if there even was a Persephone to be explored within her own nature. She had been a role and rank for so long, it was hard to consider her personal feelings on a topic without being nervous or scared that they would conflict with her duty.
For example, what if she opened up to being herself and he did the same, only to find that Iason and Persephone did not much care for one another. Suddenly the calm formality of their relationship currently would be replaced with hostility and a feeling of entrapment. For their marriage was their duty. Despite her early words in their relationship - that she wanted to know him on a personal level - walking that path, it was becoming clear, was a murky and dangerous affair.
When Iason offered up a little truth in himself - even suggesting that he might be looked down on for such thoughts - Persephone felt a little bravery seep in and herself return the favour...
"In truth..." She began, mimicking him... "I do not know what a humble home might entail." Her words were not revealing of her inner personality or nature but the slightly wistful tone was. "I... would not be averse to attempting one if I could make it coexist with my responsibilities but... I have yet to be exposed to such a life." She gave a soft and almost embarrassed smile as she shrugged one shoulder very slightly and with careful delicacy. "Perhaps that is something you will have to show me, Lord Iason."
What followed was a meal in which both conversed but neither truly said anything. The conversation was pleasant in tone and Persephone found that she liked Iason's voice and turn of phrase. The man was clearly well educated, thoughtful and considerate. Whilst most of the men she dealt with on a daily basis were driven ambitionists with a narrow view of the world, Iason appeared to be more interested in viewing what the world itself had to offer him. And whilst their topics of conversation might not have been dreadfully personal or character reviewing, his manner said more than his words.
Perhaps they would able to be friends in the future... She thought, as, at the end of the meal, Iason excused himself from her presence and she returned to her work...