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After days of nothing but sitting, stopping at inns, and breaking bread with barons, Dionysios’ travels were almost at an end. Soon, he would step off this accursed rocking vehicle and be delivered into the loving embrace of his home, or, more specifically, his clutch of cunning children. All of whom had, unsurprisingly, managed to avoid any nuptials, noteworthy alliances, or progress of any sort between the time he left until this very moment.
That would be swiftly remedied upon his return.
Dionysios’ shoulders lifted and sagged against a heavy sigh. His back pressed straight against his seat, his chin high and his shoulders rested rearward. He sat as if he were four decades younger, proud and imposing, strong, indomitable. He lifted one black eyebrow and pursed his lips, his head slowly swiveling to gaze at the passing scenery. The rocks and cliffs had given way to stone and civility, the truly poor all but forgotten in favor of those who worked slightly less and earned slightly more.
Those they passed upon the streets of Midas turned their heads as the carriage clacked through. Dionysios gripped the wood of his staff and leaned forward, peering at them as if caught by the passing curiosity of poverty. He supposed the functioning of it was fascinating in a way. The ecosystem of the city was a curious thing to study, for it was thus: man and worm. Man could walk, talk, make choices, think. Worms could do nothing but wriggle about and wait for the day the sun baked them into strings.
And to think the worms thanked that sun for the privilege.
“Do you think,” he began, not once turning away from the passing scene, “that there are differing categories of man?”
His voice was deep, even in his advanced age. Quiet, measured, his words seemingly nothing but casual comment and yet holding a dark pit of meaning in its modulation. The second passenger within the carriage said nothing.
“There has always been some debate among the philosophers and sophists. Some say that it is through the selective breeding of our nobility and the careless begetting of the poors that causes such a separation. If one group is exceptional, able to think deeply, able to speak with eloquence, then that group might be called ‘man.’ And yet, if the other group is common, unable to ponder upon complexities, unable to articulate more than a sentence with any clarity, then how can he also be ‘man?’”
Dionysios looked upon the second passenger. She was young, perhaps nineteen or twenty, with yellow hair and lily-pale skin. She was beautiful, for Dionysios did not suffer displeasing sights. The slave girl had a name once as well. He had taken it and given her a new one when he purchased her three years ago.
The woman kept her head lowered and did not answer, for he did not give her leave to do so yet. The carriage rolled over an errant stone and her bowed head bobbed to and fro as a pendulum.
“It might surprise you that I do not hold such opinions. For if man was categorized by his ability to speak, or his ability to think, then what might we call those syphilis-addled wretches laying in the gutters? Beasts, by metaphor, but in record? They are not birds, not mongrels, nor cat, nor insect. They are still man. It is not the mind nor the tongue that makes a man a piece of his species, but his body, his construction. All of mankind bleeds the same blood, and this is what separates the Thanasi from the rest of those who cluster in their riches and forget their niche. We understand that there is only one thing separating the baron from the slave who works the mines. It is but a name. And names can be easily taken, is this not true?”
The slave girl slowly looked up at him, her doe-brown eyes, once full of life, lay upon him in apathy. There was nothing behind those glassy orbs, for he’d taken her soul as well. He did leave one thing there, a thing of great use. Fear always was.
“Speak,” he said, voice mild and monotone.
“It is true.”
“Hm,” he nodded. Of course she would not disagree with him. She used to, back when she still remembered what her mother had named her upon birth. He quite enjoyed it then, their little discourses. Dionysios might have gotten rid of her and bought a fresh girl already, but she was skilled in soothing the aching muscles of his back. Strong hands from farmwork.
“Remember that, Ea. If a single hint of our previous dealings should ever come to light, it would be easy for the king to take mine own name from me. And then I could not protect you, for like a name, my presence is the only thing that separates you from my daughter. You should be very cautious moving about the house, and keep well away from the other staff.”
The slave folded her hands upon her lap, the only bodily indication of her anxiety at the prospect. Upon habit, she closed her eyes, her mouth moving in a silent prayer for protection.
Dionysios turned his attention outward once more, his voice still pitched low and measured as evenly as the clack of the wagon. “Take care, Ea. When you are so close to her, not a single prayer will save you from her incantations. She will gorge upon your essence as surely as the snake devours the mouse. Your papa will stay waiting on the bank of Styx for the rest of eternity, wondering why his child forsook him, waiting regardless.”
He took in a deep breath, the dense sweat-fed Midas air moistening his lungs. He did so despise this city and its repugnance. It reminded him of a time when he was too young and alone to do much else but read and attend court. It conjured to mind sessions when he amused the older courtiers with his discourse, only for those same fools to look upon Prince Silas, or Prince Mithas, with the same admiration, though they did nothing but breathe to receive it. And yet, it had mattered not in the end, as all of them were dead, and Lord Dionysios of House Thanasi was still here.
The carriage slowed and rocked to a complete stop. He suddenly slumped forward in his seat and grabbed his staff with both hands, standing up and hunching over as if straightening was nigh on impossible. He did not mind having to lean so when the symptoms of such a position were so very rewarding.
The door of the carriage swung open and Dionysios shuffled to the arch of the vehicle, craning his head out of the shade of the wooden ceiling to gaze upon the face of his quiet, practical estate. A servant held out a hand and Dionysios took the proffered appendage, the grim line of his mouth morphing into something more fragile, more human. He huffed and puffed as he spread his legs like a crab and ambled down the short set of stairs.
Once upon the ground, Dionysios set the butt of his cane upon the stone street and patted the servant’s hand, his sallow cheeks twitching with the smallest of smiles, softening the harsh lines of his face. The pitch of voice changed, lifted every so slightly into something pleasant, something warm. “Thank you, my boy.”
The servant bowed respectfully and murmured his pleasure. He was pale as a ghost and tall and thin like a reed. Maybe it was one of Dionysios’ bastards. He was sure he had throngs of them scattered throughout the slave trade in Greece. Good thing, too. Better the slaves were of strong stock. The ore industry alone would collapse if Tython or, Gods help them, Tython’s father, had spread his thin seed upon his staff.
Dionysios struck the ground hard with the butt of his staff, holding on with both hands and waddling behind the anchor. Ea’s waifish presence stayed behind him, moving just as slow. He lifted his eyes to the entrance of the house and though he was not surprised to find that his children—so thoroughly provided for and cherished—were nowhere in sight, he could not say he was glad for it. They probably scattered like beetles when the dawn broke, hoping to avoid his presence at all costs. Mihail and Dysius, brats that they were, had likely departed days earlier just to be sure there was no chance of meeting upon any sort of early arrival Dionysios might have arranged.
Three years away could change a mortal, and he wished to look upon all of them to ensure they were still sufficient. He would have Nethis summon all of them presently—his eldest, at least, could be relied upon to attend him. After he saw his offspring, he would visit Evras and his grandson.
It was a tragedy that true sickness had laid Dionysios low for so long; no doubt the Kotas filth had been pouring idiocy into young Dion’s mind and spoiling it with the lumbering foolishness so specific to their blood. Everything would be set to rights soon enough, though. Dionysios of House Thanasi would see to it. Then, maybe he could die in peace this time.
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After days of nothing but sitting, stopping at inns, and breaking bread with barons, Dionysios’ travels were almost at an end. Soon, he would step off this accursed rocking vehicle and be delivered into the loving embrace of his home, or, more specifically, his clutch of cunning children. All of whom had, unsurprisingly, managed to avoid any nuptials, noteworthy alliances, or progress of any sort between the time he left until this very moment.
That would be swiftly remedied upon his return.
Dionysios’ shoulders lifted and sagged against a heavy sigh. His back pressed straight against his seat, his chin high and his shoulders rested rearward. He sat as if he were four decades younger, proud and imposing, strong, indomitable. He lifted one black eyebrow and pursed his lips, his head slowly swiveling to gaze at the passing scenery. The rocks and cliffs had given way to stone and civility, the truly poor all but forgotten in favor of those who worked slightly less and earned slightly more.
Those they passed upon the streets of Midas turned their heads as the carriage clacked through. Dionysios gripped the wood of his staff and leaned forward, peering at them as if caught by the passing curiosity of poverty. He supposed the functioning of it was fascinating in a way. The ecosystem of the city was a curious thing to study, for it was thus: man and worm. Man could walk, talk, make choices, think. Worms could do nothing but wriggle about and wait for the day the sun baked them into strings.
And to think the worms thanked that sun for the privilege.
“Do you think,” he began, not once turning away from the passing scene, “that there are differing categories of man?”
His voice was deep, even in his advanced age. Quiet, measured, his words seemingly nothing but casual comment and yet holding a dark pit of meaning in its modulation. The second passenger within the carriage said nothing.
“There has always been some debate among the philosophers and sophists. Some say that it is through the selective breeding of our nobility and the careless begetting of the poors that causes such a separation. If one group is exceptional, able to think deeply, able to speak with eloquence, then that group might be called ‘man.’ And yet, if the other group is common, unable to ponder upon complexities, unable to articulate more than a sentence with any clarity, then how can he also be ‘man?’”
Dionysios looked upon the second passenger. She was young, perhaps nineteen or twenty, with yellow hair and lily-pale skin. She was beautiful, for Dionysios did not suffer displeasing sights. The slave girl had a name once as well. He had taken it and given her a new one when he purchased her three years ago.
The woman kept her head lowered and did not answer, for he did not give her leave to do so yet. The carriage rolled over an errant stone and her bowed head bobbed to and fro as a pendulum.
“It might surprise you that I do not hold such opinions. For if man was categorized by his ability to speak, or his ability to think, then what might we call those syphilis-addled wretches laying in the gutters? Beasts, by metaphor, but in record? They are not birds, not mongrels, nor cat, nor insect. They are still man. It is not the mind nor the tongue that makes a man a piece of his species, but his body, his construction. All of mankind bleeds the same blood, and this is what separates the Thanasi from the rest of those who cluster in their riches and forget their niche. We understand that there is only one thing separating the baron from the slave who works the mines. It is but a name. And names can be easily taken, is this not true?”
The slave girl slowly looked up at him, her doe-brown eyes, once full of life, lay upon him in apathy. There was nothing behind those glassy orbs, for he’d taken her soul as well. He did leave one thing there, a thing of great use. Fear always was.
“Speak,” he said, voice mild and monotone.
“It is true.”
“Hm,” he nodded. Of course she would not disagree with him. She used to, back when she still remembered what her mother had named her upon birth. He quite enjoyed it then, their little discourses. Dionysios might have gotten rid of her and bought a fresh girl already, but she was skilled in soothing the aching muscles of his back. Strong hands from farmwork.
“Remember that, Ea. If a single hint of our previous dealings should ever come to light, it would be easy for the king to take mine own name from me. And then I could not protect you, for like a name, my presence is the only thing that separates you from my daughter. You should be very cautious moving about the house, and keep well away from the other staff.”
The slave folded her hands upon her lap, the only bodily indication of her anxiety at the prospect. Upon habit, she closed her eyes, her mouth moving in a silent prayer for protection.
Dionysios turned his attention outward once more, his voice still pitched low and measured as evenly as the clack of the wagon. “Take care, Ea. When you are so close to her, not a single prayer will save you from her incantations. She will gorge upon your essence as surely as the snake devours the mouse. Your papa will stay waiting on the bank of Styx for the rest of eternity, wondering why his child forsook him, waiting regardless.”
He took in a deep breath, the dense sweat-fed Midas air moistening his lungs. He did so despise this city and its repugnance. It reminded him of a time when he was too young and alone to do much else but read and attend court. It conjured to mind sessions when he amused the older courtiers with his discourse, only for those same fools to look upon Prince Silas, or Prince Mithas, with the same admiration, though they did nothing but breathe to receive it. And yet, it had mattered not in the end, as all of them were dead, and Lord Dionysios of House Thanasi was still here.
The carriage slowed and rocked to a complete stop. He suddenly slumped forward in his seat and grabbed his staff with both hands, standing up and hunching over as if straightening was nigh on impossible. He did not mind having to lean so when the symptoms of such a position were so very rewarding.
The door of the carriage swung open and Dionysios shuffled to the arch of the vehicle, craning his head out of the shade of the wooden ceiling to gaze upon the face of his quiet, practical estate. A servant held out a hand and Dionysios took the proffered appendage, the grim line of his mouth morphing into something more fragile, more human. He huffed and puffed as he spread his legs like a crab and ambled down the short set of stairs.
Once upon the ground, Dionysios set the butt of his cane upon the stone street and patted the servant’s hand, his sallow cheeks twitching with the smallest of smiles, softening the harsh lines of his face. The pitch of voice changed, lifted every so slightly into something pleasant, something warm. “Thank you, my boy.”
The servant bowed respectfully and murmured his pleasure. He was pale as a ghost and tall and thin like a reed. Maybe it was one of Dionysios’ bastards. He was sure he had throngs of them scattered throughout the slave trade in Greece. Good thing, too. Better the slaves were of strong stock. The ore industry alone would collapse if Tython or, Gods help them, Tython’s father, had spread his thin seed upon his staff.
Dionysios struck the ground hard with the butt of his staff, holding on with both hands and waddling behind the anchor. Ea’s waifish presence stayed behind him, moving just as slow. He lifted his eyes to the entrance of the house and though he was not surprised to find that his children—so thoroughly provided for and cherished—were nowhere in sight, he could not say he was glad for it. They probably scattered like beetles when the dawn broke, hoping to avoid his presence at all costs. Mihail and Dysius, brats that they were, had likely departed days earlier just to be sure there was no chance of meeting upon any sort of early arrival Dionysios might have arranged.
Three years away could change a mortal, and he wished to look upon all of them to ensure they were still sufficient. He would have Nethis summon all of them presently—his eldest, at least, could be relied upon to attend him. After he saw his offspring, he would visit Evras and his grandson.
It was a tragedy that true sickness had laid Dionysios low for so long; no doubt the Kotas filth had been pouring idiocy into young Dion’s mind and spoiling it with the lumbering foolishness so specific to their blood. Everything would be set to rights soon enough, though. Dionysios of House Thanasi would see to it. Then, maybe he could die in peace this time.
After days of nothing but sitting, stopping at inns, and breaking bread with barons, Dionysios’ travels were almost at an end. Soon, he would step off this accursed rocking vehicle and be delivered into the loving embrace of his home, or, more specifically, his clutch of cunning children. All of whom had, unsurprisingly, managed to avoid any nuptials, noteworthy alliances, or progress of any sort between the time he left until this very moment.
That would be swiftly remedied upon his return.
Dionysios’ shoulders lifted and sagged against a heavy sigh. His back pressed straight against his seat, his chin high and his shoulders rested rearward. He sat as if he were four decades younger, proud and imposing, strong, indomitable. He lifted one black eyebrow and pursed his lips, his head slowly swiveling to gaze at the passing scenery. The rocks and cliffs had given way to stone and civility, the truly poor all but forgotten in favor of those who worked slightly less and earned slightly more.
Those they passed upon the streets of Midas turned their heads as the carriage clacked through. Dionysios gripped the wood of his staff and leaned forward, peering at them as if caught by the passing curiosity of poverty. He supposed the functioning of it was fascinating in a way. The ecosystem of the city was a curious thing to study, for it was thus: man and worm. Man could walk, talk, make choices, think. Worms could do nothing but wriggle about and wait for the day the sun baked them into strings.
And to think the worms thanked that sun for the privilege.
“Do you think,” he began, not once turning away from the passing scene, “that there are differing categories of man?”
His voice was deep, even in his advanced age. Quiet, measured, his words seemingly nothing but casual comment and yet holding a dark pit of meaning in its modulation. The second passenger within the carriage said nothing.
“There has always been some debate among the philosophers and sophists. Some say that it is through the selective breeding of our nobility and the careless begetting of the poors that causes such a separation. If one group is exceptional, able to think deeply, able to speak with eloquence, then that group might be called ‘man.’ And yet, if the other group is common, unable to ponder upon complexities, unable to articulate more than a sentence with any clarity, then how can he also be ‘man?’”
Dionysios looked upon the second passenger. She was young, perhaps nineteen or twenty, with yellow hair and lily-pale skin. She was beautiful, for Dionysios did not suffer displeasing sights. The slave girl had a name once as well. He had taken it and given her a new one when he purchased her three years ago.
The woman kept her head lowered and did not answer, for he did not give her leave to do so yet. The carriage rolled over an errant stone and her bowed head bobbed to and fro as a pendulum.
“It might surprise you that I do not hold such opinions. For if man was categorized by his ability to speak, or his ability to think, then what might we call those syphilis-addled wretches laying in the gutters? Beasts, by metaphor, but in record? They are not birds, not mongrels, nor cat, nor insect. They are still man. It is not the mind nor the tongue that makes a man a piece of his species, but his body, his construction. All of mankind bleeds the same blood, and this is what separates the Thanasi from the rest of those who cluster in their riches and forget their niche. We understand that there is only one thing separating the baron from the slave who works the mines. It is but a name. And names can be easily taken, is this not true?”
The slave girl slowly looked up at him, her doe-brown eyes, once full of life, lay upon him in apathy. There was nothing behind those glassy orbs, for he’d taken her soul as well. He did leave one thing there, a thing of great use. Fear always was.
“Speak,” he said, voice mild and monotone.
“It is true.”
“Hm,” he nodded. Of course she would not disagree with him. She used to, back when she still remembered what her mother had named her upon birth. He quite enjoyed it then, their little discourses. Dionysios might have gotten rid of her and bought a fresh girl already, but she was skilled in soothing the aching muscles of his back. Strong hands from farmwork.
“Remember that, Ea. If a single hint of our previous dealings should ever come to light, it would be easy for the king to take mine own name from me. And then I could not protect you, for like a name, my presence is the only thing that separates you from my daughter. You should be very cautious moving about the house, and keep well away from the other staff.”
The slave folded her hands upon her lap, the only bodily indication of her anxiety at the prospect. Upon habit, she closed her eyes, her mouth moving in a silent prayer for protection.
Dionysios turned his attention outward once more, his voice still pitched low and measured as evenly as the clack of the wagon. “Take care, Ea. When you are so close to her, not a single prayer will save you from her incantations. She will gorge upon your essence as surely as the snake devours the mouse. Your papa will stay waiting on the bank of Styx for the rest of eternity, wondering why his child forsook him, waiting regardless.”
He took in a deep breath, the dense sweat-fed Midas air moistening his lungs. He did so despise this city and its repugnance. It reminded him of a time when he was too young and alone to do much else but read and attend court. It conjured to mind sessions when he amused the older courtiers with his discourse, only for those same fools to look upon Prince Silas, or Prince Mithas, with the same admiration, though they did nothing but breathe to receive it. And yet, it had mattered not in the end, as all of them were dead, and Lord Dionysios of House Thanasi was still here.
The carriage slowed and rocked to a complete stop. He suddenly slumped forward in his seat and grabbed his staff with both hands, standing up and hunching over as if straightening was nigh on impossible. He did not mind having to lean so when the symptoms of such a position were so very rewarding.
The door of the carriage swung open and Dionysios shuffled to the arch of the vehicle, craning his head out of the shade of the wooden ceiling to gaze upon the face of his quiet, practical estate. A servant held out a hand and Dionysios took the proffered appendage, the grim line of his mouth morphing into something more fragile, more human. He huffed and puffed as he spread his legs like a crab and ambled down the short set of stairs.
Once upon the ground, Dionysios set the butt of his cane upon the stone street and patted the servant’s hand, his sallow cheeks twitching with the smallest of smiles, softening the harsh lines of his face. The pitch of voice changed, lifted every so slightly into something pleasant, something warm. “Thank you, my boy.”
The servant bowed respectfully and murmured his pleasure. He was pale as a ghost and tall and thin like a reed. Maybe it was one of Dionysios’ bastards. He was sure he had throngs of them scattered throughout the slave trade in Greece. Good thing, too. Better the slaves were of strong stock. The ore industry alone would collapse if Tython or, Gods help them, Tython’s father, had spread his thin seed upon his staff.
Dionysios struck the ground hard with the butt of his staff, holding on with both hands and waddling behind the anchor. Ea’s waifish presence stayed behind him, moving just as slow. He lifted his eyes to the entrance of the house and though he was not surprised to find that his children—so thoroughly provided for and cherished—were nowhere in sight, he could not say he was glad for it. They probably scattered like beetles when the dawn broke, hoping to avoid his presence at all costs. Mihail and Dysius, brats that they were, had likely departed days earlier just to be sure there was no chance of meeting upon any sort of early arrival Dionysios might have arranged.
Three years away could change a mortal, and he wished to look upon all of them to ensure they were still sufficient. He would have Nethis summon all of them presently—his eldest, at least, could be relied upon to attend him. After he saw his offspring, he would visit Evras and his grandson.
It was a tragedy that true sickness had laid Dionysios low for so long; no doubt the Kotas filth had been pouring idiocy into young Dion’s mind and spoiling it with the lumbering foolishness so specific to their blood. Everything would be set to rights soon enough, though. Dionysios of House Thanasi would see to it. Then, maybe he could die in peace this time.
When the letter came, it wasn’t greeted with pleasure. In truth, after inquiring from where the courier hailed, Nethis already suspected by whose hand it was written and that the contents would be ill-tidings—there was no reason to get a letter from whence it came except either death or a home-coming—and opening it was more akin to ripping apart an old wound healed over than it was satisfying anticipation.
Fathers were troublesome things; while she hardly wanted hers dead, she did not precisely want him back in her life either.
See, three years was long enough to learn to live without Dionysios, to make changes that suited her—and sometimes all of them—to find a rhythm of work and manipulation that ensured family business was done, the house well managed, and she was happy (or happy enough, anyway).
After all, Dysius wasn’t clever enough to do it alone. They both knew it, so he hadn’t protested much—or at least not any more than she had expected—in the wake of their father’s departure when she took a seat behind their father’s desk and told Dysius how things were going to be: you’re not capable of doing it alone and I’m not male enough to do it publicly…
The letter’s opening indicated return rather than death and her first impulse was an ungrateful, appalling one, even for her: disappointment. It was far worse than any daughter owed their father and worse than she owed him. Only after so long an absence, she could not entirely bring herself to care or be sorry.
She liked things as they presently were, she was in no mood to start catering to someone else’s demands again.
Only, in the mood or out of it, the rest of the letter started that old cycle up again: rather than simply inform of his return so that it would be no surprise and his room could be made ready, he wanted the house almost entirely cleared for his arrival; no slaves, no servants, no Dysius, no Mihail, no Thea, no Evras, no Dion.
He just wanted her there.
Part of her—one that desired validation from him meaning it was consequentially easily ignored in his absence but was now reawakened on the prospect of return—was pleased; it meant something to be wanted over Dysius. However, despite that, mostly, she was irritated and a little worried; his desires made more work than strictly necessary and amongst the Thanasi, secrecy and isolation rarely led to happy moments.
But then, happiness was so very relative and subject to scale; if the options were to do as she was told and be subject to whatever isolation might bring or fail, be subject to displeasure and likely, ultimately, whatever isolation might bring, it seemed easier—and therefore more likely to make her happier—to pick the former version of things.
If Dionysios only wanted Nethis, then that was what he would get.
To such end, for both Mihail and Thea, the situation was minimally explained as she told them to either leave for the day or keep to their rooms, that she didn’t care which so long as it was done. Dysius was shown the letter in full and in the discussion that followed, they mutually agreed it would be best if he went back to Megaris, seeing as that was where he properly belonged as the province’s Baron, while Evras was merely sent a note as an apprisal of the situation and warning that he would likely come see her and Dion, at some point.
And as for the household, well, it was easy enough to tell non-crucial staff not to come to the house tomorrow the night before his slated arrival, to keep non-essential slaves in their quarters and to order the rest—the more essential of the staff and slaves—to stay out of sight best as possible, unless specifically instructed otherwise.
Amongst those instructed otherwise was a boy of five or maybe six. In terms of ownership he was Thanasi property, but by blood he belonged to one of the slaves who worked in the kitchen. Most days, he stayed there with his mother, made to fetch and carry water and wood or whatever else little boys might do to help, in order to keep him from trouble.
This was a limited kindness from Nethis’ perspective, seeing as she could put him elsewhere or keep him from his mother just because if she so desired.
Normally she didn’t—most often, she had no use for a child so young and thought it best he go where he’d be least trouble—but today was an exception to normalcy. With rare softness, she coaxed the boy from the kitchen as his mother looked on in worry, unable to refuse in any way, even as her son was easily led; a genuine smile as she crouched to his level, asked if he thought he could help her with a very important job, and promised perhaps, a treat if he could do it well, did the work for her so much so that as they left the kitchen to venture to rooms he rarely saw—much to her private consternation—he took her hand in his, looking for something to latch to, as if she might be safe.
She let him, telling herself it was only for the sake of his cooperation, as she guided them both first to the room in which she intended to occupy herself while waiting, and then from there to the doorway of the house itself where she deposited the boy with instructions to stay where left without drawing notice to himself, to only return to the room they were just in when a carriage and a visitor came.
She didn’t bother to explain to the boy that it was no visitor, that it was technically his master. It wasn’t worth the effort and her faith that he would fully understand was very little.
She wasn’t so sure he would even manage this properly, but she didn’t see another option; it wasn’t as if she was going to allow Dionysios to wait on her, at least not for long, or worse yet, have to come find her and he wanted to see as few people as possible.
At least the boy would be unobtrusive, or so she hoped.
The first time he came racing back, it was for no cause but to merely tell her about an almost-visitor. In a surprising show of patience, upon realizing the mistake, she merely took him back to the doorway, calmly reminded him of what she wanted and the, perhaps, reward, hoping gentle treatment would get her where she was sure sharp words would not.
The second time, when he came racing back because of a carriage’s arrival, Nethis couldn’t help but be pleased with herself, for the right choice made for successful manipulation.
He bounced on his toes with excitement before asking, "Did I do a good job? Did I?"
In answer, she offered him another rare smile, even as she suddenly found herself in less mood to do so—here reality was setting in—and nodded.
"You did. Now go on," she said, head canting in the general direction of the kitchen. "Tell your mother I said you can have honey cake."
Without ceremony, he ran out, needing no second instruction to go. In other circumstances, she’d stop him due to the ingratitude, but she didn’t have the time to spare for the correction, and truly, she suspected it would do very little good without consequence to reinforce the lesson.
Little boys were ever unruly so there would be another time for it, no doubt, so instead, she stood and moved to leave as well, passing a mirror as she did so. Here there was a momentary pause, to tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear and to reflect upon the fact that she chose to do nothing remarkably out of the ordinary when dressing this morning: as ever, it was the same facade: loose curls carefully tamed, charcoal lightly applied to eyes, red lips and nails pigmented to the same hue and the golden snake upper arm bangle she always wore.
Given that it was nothing more than a passing look, she didn’t bother to reflect on or fuss with the burgundy peplos, or more specifically the golden fibulae that held it together.
Instead, she left too and diverged toward the entrance rather than deeper into the house, vantage point of approach allowing her a clear sightline of the door, from a room away, which allowed her the opportunity to see the door open and get a glimpse of her father as he entered, a girl—a woman?—trailed behind him.
It was almost shocking. No, it was shocking—the cane, the fact that he looked notably older than she remembered (was that saying much of him or just her memory?), the reality that he truly was back at all—but she hid her feeling; she could imagine no scenario in which an emotional reaction to his mere state of being would go appreciated.
Instead, as she closed the distance, her attention shifted to the woman with him. Nethis let her gaze pass over her long enough to mark her a slave and take her measure quickly; despite how long it had been, she knew the type—young, pretty, submissive (or like so now)—meaning it was easy to look and promptly disregarded her as another of Dionysios’ nearly, if not entirely, broken toys.
When one grew up or existed around such proclivities, well, they hardly seem monstrous after a point, most of all when she practiced her own version.
Still, it all came to this, to being close enough to speak to him for the first time in three years.
"Welcome home, Father." There was ease to the sentiment, as if this was normal, as if it hadn’t been so long, as if she knew what to expect. "You look well."
Six words to him and three comprised a well-delivered lie. Perhaps she should be ashamed, but, well, lying was all but expected, wasn’t it?
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When the letter came, it wasn’t greeted with pleasure. In truth, after inquiring from where the courier hailed, Nethis already suspected by whose hand it was written and that the contents would be ill-tidings—there was no reason to get a letter from whence it came except either death or a home-coming—and opening it was more akin to ripping apart an old wound healed over than it was satisfying anticipation.
Fathers were troublesome things; while she hardly wanted hers dead, she did not precisely want him back in her life either.
See, three years was long enough to learn to live without Dionysios, to make changes that suited her—and sometimes all of them—to find a rhythm of work and manipulation that ensured family business was done, the house well managed, and she was happy (or happy enough, anyway).
After all, Dysius wasn’t clever enough to do it alone. They both knew it, so he hadn’t protested much—or at least not any more than she had expected—in the wake of their father’s departure when she took a seat behind their father’s desk and told Dysius how things were going to be: you’re not capable of doing it alone and I’m not male enough to do it publicly…
The letter’s opening indicated return rather than death and her first impulse was an ungrateful, appalling one, even for her: disappointment. It was far worse than any daughter owed their father and worse than she owed him. Only after so long an absence, she could not entirely bring herself to care or be sorry.
She liked things as they presently were, she was in no mood to start catering to someone else’s demands again.
Only, in the mood or out of it, the rest of the letter started that old cycle up again: rather than simply inform of his return so that it would be no surprise and his room could be made ready, he wanted the house almost entirely cleared for his arrival; no slaves, no servants, no Dysius, no Mihail, no Thea, no Evras, no Dion.
He just wanted her there.
Part of her—one that desired validation from him meaning it was consequentially easily ignored in his absence but was now reawakened on the prospect of return—was pleased; it meant something to be wanted over Dysius. However, despite that, mostly, she was irritated and a little worried; his desires made more work than strictly necessary and amongst the Thanasi, secrecy and isolation rarely led to happy moments.
But then, happiness was so very relative and subject to scale; if the options were to do as she was told and be subject to whatever isolation might bring or fail, be subject to displeasure and likely, ultimately, whatever isolation might bring, it seemed easier—and therefore more likely to make her happier—to pick the former version of things.
If Dionysios only wanted Nethis, then that was what he would get.
To such end, for both Mihail and Thea, the situation was minimally explained as she told them to either leave for the day or keep to their rooms, that she didn’t care which so long as it was done. Dysius was shown the letter in full and in the discussion that followed, they mutually agreed it would be best if he went back to Megaris, seeing as that was where he properly belonged as the province’s Baron, while Evras was merely sent a note as an apprisal of the situation and warning that he would likely come see her and Dion, at some point.
And as for the household, well, it was easy enough to tell non-crucial staff not to come to the house tomorrow the night before his slated arrival, to keep non-essential slaves in their quarters and to order the rest—the more essential of the staff and slaves—to stay out of sight best as possible, unless specifically instructed otherwise.
Amongst those instructed otherwise was a boy of five or maybe six. In terms of ownership he was Thanasi property, but by blood he belonged to one of the slaves who worked in the kitchen. Most days, he stayed there with his mother, made to fetch and carry water and wood or whatever else little boys might do to help, in order to keep him from trouble.
This was a limited kindness from Nethis’ perspective, seeing as she could put him elsewhere or keep him from his mother just because if she so desired.
Normally she didn’t—most often, she had no use for a child so young and thought it best he go where he’d be least trouble—but today was an exception to normalcy. With rare softness, she coaxed the boy from the kitchen as his mother looked on in worry, unable to refuse in any way, even as her son was easily led; a genuine smile as she crouched to his level, asked if he thought he could help her with a very important job, and promised perhaps, a treat if he could do it well, did the work for her so much so that as they left the kitchen to venture to rooms he rarely saw—much to her private consternation—he took her hand in his, looking for something to latch to, as if she might be safe.
She let him, telling herself it was only for the sake of his cooperation, as she guided them both first to the room in which she intended to occupy herself while waiting, and then from there to the doorway of the house itself where she deposited the boy with instructions to stay where left without drawing notice to himself, to only return to the room they were just in when a carriage and a visitor came.
She didn’t bother to explain to the boy that it was no visitor, that it was technically his master. It wasn’t worth the effort and her faith that he would fully understand was very little.
She wasn’t so sure he would even manage this properly, but she didn’t see another option; it wasn’t as if she was going to allow Dionysios to wait on her, at least not for long, or worse yet, have to come find her and he wanted to see as few people as possible.
At least the boy would be unobtrusive, or so she hoped.
The first time he came racing back, it was for no cause but to merely tell her about an almost-visitor. In a surprising show of patience, upon realizing the mistake, she merely took him back to the doorway, calmly reminded him of what she wanted and the, perhaps, reward, hoping gentle treatment would get her where she was sure sharp words would not.
The second time, when he came racing back because of a carriage’s arrival, Nethis couldn’t help but be pleased with herself, for the right choice made for successful manipulation.
He bounced on his toes with excitement before asking, "Did I do a good job? Did I?"
In answer, she offered him another rare smile, even as she suddenly found herself in less mood to do so—here reality was setting in—and nodded.
"You did. Now go on," she said, head canting in the general direction of the kitchen. "Tell your mother I said you can have honey cake."
Without ceremony, he ran out, needing no second instruction to go. In other circumstances, she’d stop him due to the ingratitude, but she didn’t have the time to spare for the correction, and truly, she suspected it would do very little good without consequence to reinforce the lesson.
Little boys were ever unruly so there would be another time for it, no doubt, so instead, she stood and moved to leave as well, passing a mirror as she did so. Here there was a momentary pause, to tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear and to reflect upon the fact that she chose to do nothing remarkably out of the ordinary when dressing this morning: as ever, it was the same facade: loose curls carefully tamed, charcoal lightly applied to eyes, red lips and nails pigmented to the same hue and the golden snake upper arm bangle she always wore.
Given that it was nothing more than a passing look, she didn’t bother to reflect on or fuss with the burgundy peplos, or more specifically the golden fibulae that held it together.
Instead, she left too and diverged toward the entrance rather than deeper into the house, vantage point of approach allowing her a clear sightline of the door, from a room away, which allowed her the opportunity to see the door open and get a glimpse of her father as he entered, a girl—a woman?—trailed behind him.
It was almost shocking. No, it was shocking—the cane, the fact that he looked notably older than she remembered (was that saying much of him or just her memory?), the reality that he truly was back at all—but she hid her feeling; she could imagine no scenario in which an emotional reaction to his mere state of being would go appreciated.
Instead, as she closed the distance, her attention shifted to the woman with him. Nethis let her gaze pass over her long enough to mark her a slave and take her measure quickly; despite how long it had been, she knew the type—young, pretty, submissive (or like so now)—meaning it was easy to look and promptly disregarded her as another of Dionysios’ nearly, if not entirely, broken toys.
When one grew up or existed around such proclivities, well, they hardly seem monstrous after a point, most of all when she practiced her own version.
Still, it all came to this, to being close enough to speak to him for the first time in three years.
"Welcome home, Father." There was ease to the sentiment, as if this was normal, as if it hadn’t been so long, as if she knew what to expect. "You look well."
Six words to him and three comprised a well-delivered lie. Perhaps she should be ashamed, but, well, lying was all but expected, wasn’t it?
When the letter came, it wasn’t greeted with pleasure. In truth, after inquiring from where the courier hailed, Nethis already suspected by whose hand it was written and that the contents would be ill-tidings—there was no reason to get a letter from whence it came except either death or a home-coming—and opening it was more akin to ripping apart an old wound healed over than it was satisfying anticipation.
Fathers were troublesome things; while she hardly wanted hers dead, she did not precisely want him back in her life either.
See, three years was long enough to learn to live without Dionysios, to make changes that suited her—and sometimes all of them—to find a rhythm of work and manipulation that ensured family business was done, the house well managed, and she was happy (or happy enough, anyway).
After all, Dysius wasn’t clever enough to do it alone. They both knew it, so he hadn’t protested much—or at least not any more than she had expected—in the wake of their father’s departure when she took a seat behind their father’s desk and told Dysius how things were going to be: you’re not capable of doing it alone and I’m not male enough to do it publicly…
The letter’s opening indicated return rather than death and her first impulse was an ungrateful, appalling one, even for her: disappointment. It was far worse than any daughter owed their father and worse than she owed him. Only after so long an absence, she could not entirely bring herself to care or be sorry.
She liked things as they presently were, she was in no mood to start catering to someone else’s demands again.
Only, in the mood or out of it, the rest of the letter started that old cycle up again: rather than simply inform of his return so that it would be no surprise and his room could be made ready, he wanted the house almost entirely cleared for his arrival; no slaves, no servants, no Dysius, no Mihail, no Thea, no Evras, no Dion.
He just wanted her there.
Part of her—one that desired validation from him meaning it was consequentially easily ignored in his absence but was now reawakened on the prospect of return—was pleased; it meant something to be wanted over Dysius. However, despite that, mostly, she was irritated and a little worried; his desires made more work than strictly necessary and amongst the Thanasi, secrecy and isolation rarely led to happy moments.
But then, happiness was so very relative and subject to scale; if the options were to do as she was told and be subject to whatever isolation might bring or fail, be subject to displeasure and likely, ultimately, whatever isolation might bring, it seemed easier—and therefore more likely to make her happier—to pick the former version of things.
If Dionysios only wanted Nethis, then that was what he would get.
To such end, for both Mihail and Thea, the situation was minimally explained as she told them to either leave for the day or keep to their rooms, that she didn’t care which so long as it was done. Dysius was shown the letter in full and in the discussion that followed, they mutually agreed it would be best if he went back to Megaris, seeing as that was where he properly belonged as the province’s Baron, while Evras was merely sent a note as an apprisal of the situation and warning that he would likely come see her and Dion, at some point.
And as for the household, well, it was easy enough to tell non-crucial staff not to come to the house tomorrow the night before his slated arrival, to keep non-essential slaves in their quarters and to order the rest—the more essential of the staff and slaves—to stay out of sight best as possible, unless specifically instructed otherwise.
Amongst those instructed otherwise was a boy of five or maybe six. In terms of ownership he was Thanasi property, but by blood he belonged to one of the slaves who worked in the kitchen. Most days, he stayed there with his mother, made to fetch and carry water and wood or whatever else little boys might do to help, in order to keep him from trouble.
This was a limited kindness from Nethis’ perspective, seeing as she could put him elsewhere or keep him from his mother just because if she so desired.
Normally she didn’t—most often, she had no use for a child so young and thought it best he go where he’d be least trouble—but today was an exception to normalcy. With rare softness, she coaxed the boy from the kitchen as his mother looked on in worry, unable to refuse in any way, even as her son was easily led; a genuine smile as she crouched to his level, asked if he thought he could help her with a very important job, and promised perhaps, a treat if he could do it well, did the work for her so much so that as they left the kitchen to venture to rooms he rarely saw—much to her private consternation—he took her hand in his, looking for something to latch to, as if she might be safe.
She let him, telling herself it was only for the sake of his cooperation, as she guided them both first to the room in which she intended to occupy herself while waiting, and then from there to the doorway of the house itself where she deposited the boy with instructions to stay where left without drawing notice to himself, to only return to the room they were just in when a carriage and a visitor came.
She didn’t bother to explain to the boy that it was no visitor, that it was technically his master. It wasn’t worth the effort and her faith that he would fully understand was very little.
She wasn’t so sure he would even manage this properly, but she didn’t see another option; it wasn’t as if she was going to allow Dionysios to wait on her, at least not for long, or worse yet, have to come find her and he wanted to see as few people as possible.
At least the boy would be unobtrusive, or so she hoped.
The first time he came racing back, it was for no cause but to merely tell her about an almost-visitor. In a surprising show of patience, upon realizing the mistake, she merely took him back to the doorway, calmly reminded him of what she wanted and the, perhaps, reward, hoping gentle treatment would get her where she was sure sharp words would not.
The second time, when he came racing back because of a carriage’s arrival, Nethis couldn’t help but be pleased with herself, for the right choice made for successful manipulation.
He bounced on his toes with excitement before asking, "Did I do a good job? Did I?"
In answer, she offered him another rare smile, even as she suddenly found herself in less mood to do so—here reality was setting in—and nodded.
"You did. Now go on," she said, head canting in the general direction of the kitchen. "Tell your mother I said you can have honey cake."
Without ceremony, he ran out, needing no second instruction to go. In other circumstances, she’d stop him due to the ingratitude, but she didn’t have the time to spare for the correction, and truly, she suspected it would do very little good without consequence to reinforce the lesson.
Little boys were ever unruly so there would be another time for it, no doubt, so instead, she stood and moved to leave as well, passing a mirror as she did so. Here there was a momentary pause, to tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear and to reflect upon the fact that she chose to do nothing remarkably out of the ordinary when dressing this morning: as ever, it was the same facade: loose curls carefully tamed, charcoal lightly applied to eyes, red lips and nails pigmented to the same hue and the golden snake upper arm bangle she always wore.
Given that it was nothing more than a passing look, she didn’t bother to reflect on or fuss with the burgundy peplos, or more specifically the golden fibulae that held it together.
Instead, she left too and diverged toward the entrance rather than deeper into the house, vantage point of approach allowing her a clear sightline of the door, from a room away, which allowed her the opportunity to see the door open and get a glimpse of her father as he entered, a girl—a woman?—trailed behind him.
It was almost shocking. No, it was shocking—the cane, the fact that he looked notably older than she remembered (was that saying much of him or just her memory?), the reality that he truly was back at all—but she hid her feeling; she could imagine no scenario in which an emotional reaction to his mere state of being would go appreciated.
Instead, as she closed the distance, her attention shifted to the woman with him. Nethis let her gaze pass over her long enough to mark her a slave and take her measure quickly; despite how long it had been, she knew the type—young, pretty, submissive (or like so now)—meaning it was easy to look and promptly disregarded her as another of Dionysios’ nearly, if not entirely, broken toys.
When one grew up or existed around such proclivities, well, they hardly seem monstrous after a point, most of all when she practiced her own version.
Still, it all came to this, to being close enough to speak to him for the first time in three years.
"Welcome home, Father." There was ease to the sentiment, as if this was normal, as if it hadn’t been so long, as if she knew what to expect. "You look well."
Six words to him and three comprised a well-delivered lie. Perhaps she should be ashamed, but, well, lying was all but expected, wasn’t it?
His vision was not what it used to be. He could see a figure exiting his home, he could see the distinct colors of burgundy, white, and black, but they all blended together and smeared along the backdrop of the estate. It could be no other than his eldest, for she was the only one he could count on to practice her duties as his spawn while the rest shed social and familial decorum as cobras peeling away dead layers.
As Nethis glided closer, her form become clearer. There was the fine shape of her face, the sly blue eyes, the red lip color she’d always favored. Dionysios did not expect such a fluttering in his throat when she finally became acute. Three years sounded so long when uttered or thought, but in truth, they were even longer when one was regulated to a singular property. He would not say that he missed her, but having been gone from familiarity so long, something resembling nostalgia briefly grabbed hold of him.
“Welcome home, Father.”
He leaned upon his staff and his eyes scanned her, his mouth entirely flat. Nethis seemed no worse nor better than when he’d left, and a small well of disappointment interrupted what should have otherwise been a satisfying survey.
He could lie to others well enough, but to himself he could not hide. He liked it best when people were bereft of his presence, for when others relied upon him, they were easier to control. Within the disappointment that Nethis did not look worse was a tiny sense of pride and a chastisement for himself—of course she had been fine without him. All of them would be when he was dead and gone, Nethis chief among them. He had ordained it upon her birth and so it became true; such was the will of Dionysios.
“You look well,” she said.
“Hm,” he gave her a curt nod, acknowledging his acceptance and his agreement. Truthfully, he looked ghastly. Old, decrepit, hunched, and faded, three of which were merely symptoms of outliving everyone else.
“I am pleased to be home.” He inclined his head toward the house and bid her walk abreast as they spoke. He did not hug her or otherwise touch her in any affectionate or familiar fashion. It was not suitable for a royal to display such things in the open, for it was a symbolic show of vulnerability: here is who I value, here is how you can harm me. It was not his way to display such things in privacy either, for such benefactions of warmth lost their potency when exhibited freely. He additionally did not comment upon her own health—hearty and hale though she was—for he saved his compliments and approvals for such time as they would suited him.
A servant unloaded his luggage from the carriage. He only brought three trunks, for he’d left garment and necessity plenty in his estate chambers when he’d left three years before. He glanced at Ea over his shoulder and flicked his eyes to the carriage. With a bowed head, Ea curtsied and turned to instruct the servant on where and how Dionysios’ trunks should be placed.
Another carriage would be along shortly with the rest of the belongings he’d accumulated during his sickness. More than once, he’d wondered if it was one of his children that had brought him so low, and it would not surprise him if it were. Unlike Dionysios, they had grown up with both parents until he’d rid them of Ulla’s lumbering presence. They did not know what it meant to have nobody and nothing to care for them, and so it was no bother to simply dispose of one who did. It was something to investigate, but tertiary to most things. He was close to the end, what point was there in wasting precious time upon such trivial matters?
His luggage attended to, Dionysios turned his attention back to his daughter and advanced into his home. “Though it seems as if you are the only one who takes pleasure in my arrival. Tell me, did the others leave before or after the rising sun?”
As they made their way inside, Dionysios—even stooped and slowed—made assurances that his feet passed the entrance threshold before Nethis’. His plain black himation swept around his feet as a symptom of his minuscule increase in speed. It was a small detail, and it was not something that people took notice of, but he’d learned long ago that any tiny movement to assert dominance built into a larger perception for those around him. He may be old, but he was not dead, and until somebody could best him, he was once more the master of his realm.
Truthfully, he relished the thought of someone trying to take his position from him while he was still alive enough to defend it. He’d long ago identified his eldest as quite possibly the only person who could do so. All others were either too lazy or too stupid, and usually a combination of the two.
As they moved further into the house, Dionysios took inventory of his surroundings as they passed. It was pristine and beautiful in its utilitarian style, his house colors accenting the decor in a tasteful and subtle way. Nothing looked changed, and the silence of the house was both obvious and troublesome.
“The dining room will be sufficient,” he said by way of direction. Slowly, he reached out as they walked, grasping Nethis’ elegant hand and tucking it in his elbow. It was a small gesture, but so rare was a touch from him that it spoke volumes. “You must tell me what you’ve been doing all this time, Nethis. The house has been remarkably kept.”
He turned his head slowly and his eyes bounced between her own. A small, barely-there smile carved through his lips. It was wizened and kindly. Polite, even. “Why, it almost appears to be frozen in time, as if nothing has changed since the day I left. One might even call it petrified.”
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His vision was not what it used to be. He could see a figure exiting his home, he could see the distinct colors of burgundy, white, and black, but they all blended together and smeared along the backdrop of the estate. It could be no other than his eldest, for she was the only one he could count on to practice her duties as his spawn while the rest shed social and familial decorum as cobras peeling away dead layers.
As Nethis glided closer, her form become clearer. There was the fine shape of her face, the sly blue eyes, the red lip color she’d always favored. Dionysios did not expect such a fluttering in his throat when she finally became acute. Three years sounded so long when uttered or thought, but in truth, they were even longer when one was regulated to a singular property. He would not say that he missed her, but having been gone from familiarity so long, something resembling nostalgia briefly grabbed hold of him.
“Welcome home, Father.”
He leaned upon his staff and his eyes scanned her, his mouth entirely flat. Nethis seemed no worse nor better than when he’d left, and a small well of disappointment interrupted what should have otherwise been a satisfying survey.
He could lie to others well enough, but to himself he could not hide. He liked it best when people were bereft of his presence, for when others relied upon him, they were easier to control. Within the disappointment that Nethis did not look worse was a tiny sense of pride and a chastisement for himself—of course she had been fine without him. All of them would be when he was dead and gone, Nethis chief among them. He had ordained it upon her birth and so it became true; such was the will of Dionysios.
“You look well,” she said.
“Hm,” he gave her a curt nod, acknowledging his acceptance and his agreement. Truthfully, he looked ghastly. Old, decrepit, hunched, and faded, three of which were merely symptoms of outliving everyone else.
“I am pleased to be home.” He inclined his head toward the house and bid her walk abreast as they spoke. He did not hug her or otherwise touch her in any affectionate or familiar fashion. It was not suitable for a royal to display such things in the open, for it was a symbolic show of vulnerability: here is who I value, here is how you can harm me. It was not his way to display such things in privacy either, for such benefactions of warmth lost their potency when exhibited freely. He additionally did not comment upon her own health—hearty and hale though she was—for he saved his compliments and approvals for such time as they would suited him.
A servant unloaded his luggage from the carriage. He only brought three trunks, for he’d left garment and necessity plenty in his estate chambers when he’d left three years before. He glanced at Ea over his shoulder and flicked his eyes to the carriage. With a bowed head, Ea curtsied and turned to instruct the servant on where and how Dionysios’ trunks should be placed.
Another carriage would be along shortly with the rest of the belongings he’d accumulated during his sickness. More than once, he’d wondered if it was one of his children that had brought him so low, and it would not surprise him if it were. Unlike Dionysios, they had grown up with both parents until he’d rid them of Ulla’s lumbering presence. They did not know what it meant to have nobody and nothing to care for them, and so it was no bother to simply dispose of one who did. It was something to investigate, but tertiary to most things. He was close to the end, what point was there in wasting precious time upon such trivial matters?
His luggage attended to, Dionysios turned his attention back to his daughter and advanced into his home. “Though it seems as if you are the only one who takes pleasure in my arrival. Tell me, did the others leave before or after the rising sun?”
As they made their way inside, Dionysios—even stooped and slowed—made assurances that his feet passed the entrance threshold before Nethis’. His plain black himation swept around his feet as a symptom of his minuscule increase in speed. It was a small detail, and it was not something that people took notice of, but he’d learned long ago that any tiny movement to assert dominance built into a larger perception for those around him. He may be old, but he was not dead, and until somebody could best him, he was once more the master of his realm.
Truthfully, he relished the thought of someone trying to take his position from him while he was still alive enough to defend it. He’d long ago identified his eldest as quite possibly the only person who could do so. All others were either too lazy or too stupid, and usually a combination of the two.
As they moved further into the house, Dionysios took inventory of his surroundings as they passed. It was pristine and beautiful in its utilitarian style, his house colors accenting the decor in a tasteful and subtle way. Nothing looked changed, and the silence of the house was both obvious and troublesome.
“The dining room will be sufficient,” he said by way of direction. Slowly, he reached out as they walked, grasping Nethis’ elegant hand and tucking it in his elbow. It was a small gesture, but so rare was a touch from him that it spoke volumes. “You must tell me what you’ve been doing all this time, Nethis. The house has been remarkably kept.”
He turned his head slowly and his eyes bounced between her own. A small, barely-there smile carved through his lips. It was wizened and kindly. Polite, even. “Why, it almost appears to be frozen in time, as if nothing has changed since the day I left. One might even call it petrified.”
His vision was not what it used to be. He could see a figure exiting his home, he could see the distinct colors of burgundy, white, and black, but they all blended together and smeared along the backdrop of the estate. It could be no other than his eldest, for she was the only one he could count on to practice her duties as his spawn while the rest shed social and familial decorum as cobras peeling away dead layers.
As Nethis glided closer, her form become clearer. There was the fine shape of her face, the sly blue eyes, the red lip color she’d always favored. Dionysios did not expect such a fluttering in his throat when she finally became acute. Three years sounded so long when uttered or thought, but in truth, they were even longer when one was regulated to a singular property. He would not say that he missed her, but having been gone from familiarity so long, something resembling nostalgia briefly grabbed hold of him.
“Welcome home, Father.”
He leaned upon his staff and his eyes scanned her, his mouth entirely flat. Nethis seemed no worse nor better than when he’d left, and a small well of disappointment interrupted what should have otherwise been a satisfying survey.
He could lie to others well enough, but to himself he could not hide. He liked it best when people were bereft of his presence, for when others relied upon him, they were easier to control. Within the disappointment that Nethis did not look worse was a tiny sense of pride and a chastisement for himself—of course she had been fine without him. All of them would be when he was dead and gone, Nethis chief among them. He had ordained it upon her birth and so it became true; such was the will of Dionysios.
“You look well,” she said.
“Hm,” he gave her a curt nod, acknowledging his acceptance and his agreement. Truthfully, he looked ghastly. Old, decrepit, hunched, and faded, three of which were merely symptoms of outliving everyone else.
“I am pleased to be home.” He inclined his head toward the house and bid her walk abreast as they spoke. He did not hug her or otherwise touch her in any affectionate or familiar fashion. It was not suitable for a royal to display such things in the open, for it was a symbolic show of vulnerability: here is who I value, here is how you can harm me. It was not his way to display such things in privacy either, for such benefactions of warmth lost their potency when exhibited freely. He additionally did not comment upon her own health—hearty and hale though she was—for he saved his compliments and approvals for such time as they would suited him.
A servant unloaded his luggage from the carriage. He only brought three trunks, for he’d left garment and necessity plenty in his estate chambers when he’d left three years before. He glanced at Ea over his shoulder and flicked his eyes to the carriage. With a bowed head, Ea curtsied and turned to instruct the servant on where and how Dionysios’ trunks should be placed.
Another carriage would be along shortly with the rest of the belongings he’d accumulated during his sickness. More than once, he’d wondered if it was one of his children that had brought him so low, and it would not surprise him if it were. Unlike Dionysios, they had grown up with both parents until he’d rid them of Ulla’s lumbering presence. They did not know what it meant to have nobody and nothing to care for them, and so it was no bother to simply dispose of one who did. It was something to investigate, but tertiary to most things. He was close to the end, what point was there in wasting precious time upon such trivial matters?
His luggage attended to, Dionysios turned his attention back to his daughter and advanced into his home. “Though it seems as if you are the only one who takes pleasure in my arrival. Tell me, did the others leave before or after the rising sun?”
As they made their way inside, Dionysios—even stooped and slowed—made assurances that his feet passed the entrance threshold before Nethis’. His plain black himation swept around his feet as a symptom of his minuscule increase in speed. It was a small detail, and it was not something that people took notice of, but he’d learned long ago that any tiny movement to assert dominance built into a larger perception for those around him. He may be old, but he was not dead, and until somebody could best him, he was once more the master of his realm.
Truthfully, he relished the thought of someone trying to take his position from him while he was still alive enough to defend it. He’d long ago identified his eldest as quite possibly the only person who could do so. All others were either too lazy or too stupid, and usually a combination of the two.
As they moved further into the house, Dionysios took inventory of his surroundings as they passed. It was pristine and beautiful in its utilitarian style, his house colors accenting the decor in a tasteful and subtle way. Nothing looked changed, and the silence of the house was both obvious and troublesome.
“The dining room will be sufficient,” he said by way of direction. Slowly, he reached out as they walked, grasping Nethis’ elegant hand and tucking it in his elbow. It was a small gesture, but so rare was a touch from him that it spoke volumes. “You must tell me what you’ve been doing all this time, Nethis. The house has been remarkably kept.”
He turned his head slowly and his eyes bounced between her own. A small, barely-there smile carved through his lips. It was wizened and kindly. Polite, even. “Why, it almost appears to be frozen in time, as if nothing has changed since the day I left. One might even call it petrified.”
His reaction to her lacked a certain sort of warmth, and for another family that might be troubling, but to Nethis it was merely expected. Childhood memories that contained physical affection and fondness did not often feature her father in them, and at this point in her life, she sincerely doubted that would ever change, which was fine.
It wasn’t as if she felt bereft, for the most part; she had never learned to value physical affection of that kind much and consequentially had never thought it withheld, somehow.
Instead, he said something about being pleased to be home, and she merely hummed out polite—if not slightly pleased—acknowledgment and then watched in perfect silence, as Dionysios briefly—and non-verbally—interacted with the girl he’d brought home.
There was something to it—history unknown—that she wanted to nuance, to know. It would wait.
“Nonsense,” she protested easily, slightly dismissive of his assertion about her siblings; it wasn’t true, no matter how the rest of her siblings felt, because she wasn’t pleased he was home, but her rejection followed different logic. “We’re all pleased you are home. Only, Dysius is in Megaris, as he belongs.” There was little argument that could be made here; as the province’s baron, his place undeniably was there, though he could have left things for several days to come greet their father, with the advanced notice. “Evras is with her husband and son.” She saw little possible objection, though the same caveat applied.
Still, rather than answer for Mihail and Thea, for a moment, she debated, instead of saying more; had he forgotten what he wrote her or was he just being difficult so that he might have an excuse to be angry? “And I asked Mihail and Thea for their absence. I thought it easiest.”
She fashioned it presumption with care; if he remembered, it would be in accordance with his demands, and if not, well it was an opportunity to see a line tested and power minimally delineated.
How much would he take? How much would he allow her?
The explanation carried them inside further, her pace naturally falling in line with his though it felt far too slow, given how she had no need for a cane, nor any difficulty walking. There was a subtle power play, an increase in speed so that he would enter first, and she let him have it, pretended she didn’t notice.
If this was how he wanted to assert himself then fine, let him. She’d save her fight for something that mattered.
What he said next, as they walked toward the dining room at his demand, was more that.
Here, she glanced at him, resisting the urge to lift a brow, to betray the offense his surprise naturally was, to tug her hand free after he took it. In other circumstances, she might have been wholly pleased with the gesture and interpreted it as rare fondness, but here it half felt like imprisonment with a clear message: he was in control here, she would go nowhere—in a physical, literal sense—without his guidance.
If only he knew what she was capable of.
To his demand that she tell him what she had been doing, she offered answer nonchalantly, positioning both items that would be most worth questioning in the middle of two notions that were anything but dangerous to elaborate upon. “Maintaining the household. Helping Dysius. Minding Senate business.” A flicker of a smirk. “Entertaining myself.”
As he continued, it was more an effort to resist displaying her irritation. What exactly had he expected? That he was so necessary they would fall apart without him? That they will be effusive and relieved he was home?
Shame, she supposed, that he was realizing otherwise, but he had brought the realization upon himself by providing the circumstances.
“Petrified? So you are disappointed, then.” she observed, posited, voice carefully calm, as she kept the insult from both her face and voice. “Would you have preferred the house in disarray rather than stable? Or for me to be less capable at a responsibility left to me eighteen years ago when mother died?”
A pause as her head canted just slightly.
“Shall I apologize for both? Either?” Subtle mockery masked in false pleasantness slid home here. This was derision for discontent she failed to understand, for the notion that she would adhere to docility and compliance simply because he was home, as if forcing her to slow her pace to his and trail half a step behind him or catching her hand would tame her. “You need only say the word, of course.”
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His reaction to her lacked a certain sort of warmth, and for another family that might be troubling, but to Nethis it was merely expected. Childhood memories that contained physical affection and fondness did not often feature her father in them, and at this point in her life, she sincerely doubted that would ever change, which was fine.
It wasn’t as if she felt bereft, for the most part; she had never learned to value physical affection of that kind much and consequentially had never thought it withheld, somehow.
Instead, he said something about being pleased to be home, and she merely hummed out polite—if not slightly pleased—acknowledgment and then watched in perfect silence, as Dionysios briefly—and non-verbally—interacted with the girl he’d brought home.
There was something to it—history unknown—that she wanted to nuance, to know. It would wait.
“Nonsense,” she protested easily, slightly dismissive of his assertion about her siblings; it wasn’t true, no matter how the rest of her siblings felt, because she wasn’t pleased he was home, but her rejection followed different logic. “We’re all pleased you are home. Only, Dysius is in Megaris, as he belongs.” There was little argument that could be made here; as the province’s baron, his place undeniably was there, though he could have left things for several days to come greet their father, with the advanced notice. “Evras is with her husband and son.” She saw little possible objection, though the same caveat applied.
Still, rather than answer for Mihail and Thea, for a moment, she debated, instead of saying more; had he forgotten what he wrote her or was he just being difficult so that he might have an excuse to be angry? “And I asked Mihail and Thea for their absence. I thought it easiest.”
She fashioned it presumption with care; if he remembered, it would be in accordance with his demands, and if not, well it was an opportunity to see a line tested and power minimally delineated.
How much would he take? How much would he allow her?
The explanation carried them inside further, her pace naturally falling in line with his though it felt far too slow, given how she had no need for a cane, nor any difficulty walking. There was a subtle power play, an increase in speed so that he would enter first, and she let him have it, pretended she didn’t notice.
If this was how he wanted to assert himself then fine, let him. She’d save her fight for something that mattered.
What he said next, as they walked toward the dining room at his demand, was more that.
Here, she glanced at him, resisting the urge to lift a brow, to betray the offense his surprise naturally was, to tug her hand free after he took it. In other circumstances, she might have been wholly pleased with the gesture and interpreted it as rare fondness, but here it half felt like imprisonment with a clear message: he was in control here, she would go nowhere—in a physical, literal sense—without his guidance.
If only he knew what she was capable of.
To his demand that she tell him what she had been doing, she offered answer nonchalantly, positioning both items that would be most worth questioning in the middle of two notions that were anything but dangerous to elaborate upon. “Maintaining the household. Helping Dysius. Minding Senate business.” A flicker of a smirk. “Entertaining myself.”
As he continued, it was more an effort to resist displaying her irritation. What exactly had he expected? That he was so necessary they would fall apart without him? That they will be effusive and relieved he was home?
Shame, she supposed, that he was realizing otherwise, but he had brought the realization upon himself by providing the circumstances.
“Petrified? So you are disappointed, then.” she observed, posited, voice carefully calm, as she kept the insult from both her face and voice. “Would you have preferred the house in disarray rather than stable? Or for me to be less capable at a responsibility left to me eighteen years ago when mother died?”
A pause as her head canted just slightly.
“Shall I apologize for both? Either?” Subtle mockery masked in false pleasantness slid home here. This was derision for discontent she failed to understand, for the notion that she would adhere to docility and compliance simply because he was home, as if forcing her to slow her pace to his and trail half a step behind him or catching her hand would tame her. “You need only say the word, of course.”
His reaction to her lacked a certain sort of warmth, and for another family that might be troubling, but to Nethis it was merely expected. Childhood memories that contained physical affection and fondness did not often feature her father in them, and at this point in her life, she sincerely doubted that would ever change, which was fine.
It wasn’t as if she felt bereft, for the most part; she had never learned to value physical affection of that kind much and consequentially had never thought it withheld, somehow.
Instead, he said something about being pleased to be home, and she merely hummed out polite—if not slightly pleased—acknowledgment and then watched in perfect silence, as Dionysios briefly—and non-verbally—interacted with the girl he’d brought home.
There was something to it—history unknown—that she wanted to nuance, to know. It would wait.
“Nonsense,” she protested easily, slightly dismissive of his assertion about her siblings; it wasn’t true, no matter how the rest of her siblings felt, because she wasn’t pleased he was home, but her rejection followed different logic. “We’re all pleased you are home. Only, Dysius is in Megaris, as he belongs.” There was little argument that could be made here; as the province’s baron, his place undeniably was there, though he could have left things for several days to come greet their father, with the advanced notice. “Evras is with her husband and son.” She saw little possible objection, though the same caveat applied.
Still, rather than answer for Mihail and Thea, for a moment, she debated, instead of saying more; had he forgotten what he wrote her or was he just being difficult so that he might have an excuse to be angry? “And I asked Mihail and Thea for their absence. I thought it easiest.”
She fashioned it presumption with care; if he remembered, it would be in accordance with his demands, and if not, well it was an opportunity to see a line tested and power minimally delineated.
How much would he take? How much would he allow her?
The explanation carried them inside further, her pace naturally falling in line with his though it felt far too slow, given how she had no need for a cane, nor any difficulty walking. There was a subtle power play, an increase in speed so that he would enter first, and she let him have it, pretended she didn’t notice.
If this was how he wanted to assert himself then fine, let him. She’d save her fight for something that mattered.
What he said next, as they walked toward the dining room at his demand, was more that.
Here, she glanced at him, resisting the urge to lift a brow, to betray the offense his surprise naturally was, to tug her hand free after he took it. In other circumstances, she might have been wholly pleased with the gesture and interpreted it as rare fondness, but here it half felt like imprisonment with a clear message: he was in control here, she would go nowhere—in a physical, literal sense—without his guidance.
If only he knew what she was capable of.
To his demand that she tell him what she had been doing, she offered answer nonchalantly, positioning both items that would be most worth questioning in the middle of two notions that were anything but dangerous to elaborate upon. “Maintaining the household. Helping Dysius. Minding Senate business.” A flicker of a smirk. “Entertaining myself.”
As he continued, it was more an effort to resist displaying her irritation. What exactly had he expected? That he was so necessary they would fall apart without him? That they will be effusive and relieved he was home?
Shame, she supposed, that he was realizing otherwise, but he had brought the realization upon himself by providing the circumstances.
“Petrified? So you are disappointed, then.” she observed, posited, voice carefully calm, as she kept the insult from both her face and voice. “Would you have preferred the house in disarray rather than stable? Or for me to be less capable at a responsibility left to me eighteen years ago when mother died?”
A pause as her head canted just slightly.
“Shall I apologize for both? Either?” Subtle mockery masked in false pleasantness slid home here. This was derision for discontent she failed to understand, for the notion that she would adhere to docility and compliance simply because he was home, as if forcing her to slow her pace to his and trail half a step behind him or catching her hand would tame her. “You need only say the word, of course.”
“Nonsense. We’re all pleased you are home. Only, Dysius is in Megaris, as he belongs. Evras is with her husband and son.”
Dionysios could see through the placations, and not because he had to try. It was easy enough for Dysius to leave. Surely the boy wasn’t actually seeing to any matters. Dysius, like Dionysios’ father, was a weak man. Although his eldest boy didn’t lose himself in opium dens, his penchant for ineptitude was just as gross a sin. Oh, Dysius tried to do exceptionally, but his efforts were mediocre at best. The only reason his attempts were mild and not utter failures was because Nethis assisted him.
Dionysios would need to find Dysius a wife soon. A hyper-competent one. The amount of noblewomen in Colchis was severely lacking, but it could not be an Athenian or Taengean bride; they were too conditioned to obey. Better to find a woman who would handle things as Nethis might and ensure her loyalty to the Thanasi name. A minor noble would not be seen as a particularly advantageous choice where dowries and and alliances were concerned. However, the Thanasi did not lack wealth and networks. What they lacked were heirs, and preferably from the wombs of women who did more than twitter and sing.
A bride with a keen mind would be worth far more to the Thanasi than a bride with an impressive dowry. At least a marriage between Zanon and Evras had been secured years ago. Evras’ absence was far more permissible, as she seemed to be the only one actually accomplishing anything. Nethis was merely manufacturing excuses for her siblings' wish to keep well away from Dionysios. It was no matter for the time being. He would summon the rest of them later.
“If you excused Thea and Mihail, then surely there is a reason. Dysius, however, has no excuse," Dionysios said.
He and Nethis made their way inside the estate, walking abreast in the corridor toward the dining area. He made sure to tuck her hand to his arm, signifying without so many words that he would not be going anywhere soon, and neither would she. He noticed the polished silence of the house immediately, of course, and its immaculate state. Almost as if he'd never left. He, of course, inquired after such obvious paralysis and asked after Nethis' activities.
“Maintaining the household. Helping Dysius. Minding Senate business.” She flashed the briefest of smirks. “Entertaining myself.”
She was doing all that she should be doing, all that he expected of her. And yet...where were the results? Maintaining, indeed. No advancement, no profit, only business as usual. This was not what he envisioned of the future, and it certainly wasn't the result he desired see upon his return. However, he was not so boorish that he would speak plainly on the matter. Dionysios wanted to know what, exactly, her actions entailed. And why, exactly, she had not risen to the occasion of his absence. He expected better of her.
Words could so easily be twisted and repurposed. Lies easy to tell, shrouds easy to wear. What could not be hidden so well were the layers that covered the truth. To get past them, they needed to first surface, and then be sliced away. Mirth, hope, faith—they all dissolved like acid. And underneath all of that vapidity was where the true power lay, where the fuel of human action rested. Fear, anger, and despondency.
He would find them presently. “Why, it almost appears to be frozen in time, as if nothing has changed since the day I left. One might even call it petrified.”
“Petrified? So you are disappointed, then.” Nethis' voice was measured, smooth, betraying nothing.
He’d learned long ago that silence was the best instructor. If one was quiet enough for long enough, others simply vomit their minds just to fill the quiet void. And so, he did not respond. He simply allowed her to empty her head like a nauseous stomach.
“Would you have preferred the house in disarray rather than stable? Or for me to be less capable of a responsibility left to me eighteen years ago when mother died?”
Stable. What an awful term. Stability. Mediocrity. Insignificance. At least in failure, one could do so spectacularly. At least in risking disarray, chaos, and failure, should the gambit prove fruitful, the results were above par. That exceptionalism was the ideal that drove him as a young man. He’d tried to act and believe in the way he was told he should, but in goodness, when adhering to the majority rule, he was nothing but another young man with a few extra responsibilities.
He got nowhere with stability. Only another day of the same thing. Sometimes even another day of scorn, or failure, or derision. It was only when he did things the way others wished him not to that he became more, that his successes were uncounted, that his was a name that would not be forgotten, but feared. That is why he’d raised his children as he did. He did not wish for them to learn what he learned the hard way.
And yet it seemed that decades of his nurturing were for not, for here was his daughter and heir spitting spite like a petulant child. She should not be surprised at his underwhelm, for she was the one who had done nothing particularly impressive. If anything, she should be chagrined with her efforts—or lack-thereof—and perhaps she was. Perhaps that is why she turned her ire outward rather than conceptualize that her surprising lack of advancement belonged to her. Only the weak became defensive.
“Shall I apologize for both? Either?” She used such a pleasant tone, yet Dionysios had known her far too long to be fooled into thinking the content of her tone was the weight of her meaning. “You need only say the word, of course.”
Anger. At herself, if he had to guess, for her adequacy. Perhaps she was chagrined, then. Perhaps she was reminding herself of all she'd done as a way of soothing her wounded pride without realizing as much. Then again, perhaps she was reminding him of all the responsibilities she had been given in her life as a way of forcing him to see that she was doing just fine.
Truthfully, what she had or hadn't accomplished in the past was of no concern to the present, and so reminding him of it was a null argument. In any case, it seemed that she valued her past actions as if they might answer for the here and now. They didn't.
For a heartbeat, three, he said nothing, only continued down the corridor to the dining area. When he did speak, though, his own tone was as calm and quiet as a babbling brook. “Such contempt.”
He turned his chin ever so slightly to her, mapping her face with his eyes. There was a spark of something in the familiarity of her features. Affection. perhaps. He remembered when she was just a slip of a child, how difficult it had been to keep his temper when she tested him. She’d been insolent to him, haughty, even. But by staying a disciplining hand, he’d encouraged such behavior and audacity. Her pride, even as a child, had gladdened him and made her the treasure of his house. And yet now, such pride was making her far too easy to read. That would not do.
“You should apologize for neither, and nothing. Regret is a symptom of guilt, and that is the last thing a Thanasi should feel.” He took a deep breath, releasing it on a dry sigh, “As is disappointment.”
The corridor opened into the dining chamber and Dionysios led his daughter to the long, polished table. He let go of her long enough to pull out a chair, the cushion a fine black and gold design. Ulla may have been a Kotas, but she’d been a tasteful decorator at least, if that was indeed the same chair she’d purchased years before.
After Nethis was positioned sufficiently, Dionysios rounded the table and took his own seat across from her, lowering himself with a soft grunt before placing his staff upon the table with a sharp clatter. “I am not disappointed with you, Nethis, and have never been.” A lie. “Concerned is a more apt term. I am concerned that everything seems to be in order, and nothing more. That is, of course, unless there is something beneath the appearance of a stagnated house?”
As he spoke, he grabbed his staff upon the table and began loosening the small hole at the base of the lacquered laurel. The junction between wood and cotton separated and he let the small disk clap to the table.
“It is because you have been handling such responsibilities for two decades that I expected...more. My absence has given you plenty of opportunity to do as you wished. You have been controlling my steward, as you have noted, to conduct senate business that should be mine. You have had access to all my trade and investments. You have been able to rule my house like a queen, and yet I see no results of your reign. This is quite unsettling. Have the duties of managing a household and entertaining yourself distracted you from progressing?”
His brittle fingers pinched and reached into the small, hollow hole of his staff and after a moment of struggling with the contents inside the chamber, he was finally able to grab hold of it and pull it gently from its hiding place.
“It does, however, seem that you wish for me to apologize for my concern. I won’t, of course, as it is well-earned. You should, however, ponder upon your disdain—the why of it. Why should you feel such things against a father who always and only wanted you to thrive? When you find your answer, daughter, you will surely be better able to mask it. As I have told you time and again, speak too often, and you appear common. Speak too often, and people will be able to read you and thus control you regardless of your insistence to the contrary. Now—”
He spread a small roll of thin parchment before him. The letters upon it were not Greek, but Aramaic. “You will provide me with a concise list of what you have done, what you have not done, and what you intended to do but have yet to accomplish. You will have such a list upon my desk come morning, and with it, records of every deed both fulfilled and attempted.”
And should she withhold anything, he would know. He had, after all, spies in the house who brought him copies of her documents—Dysius’ as well, though his were decidedly less substantive. Dionysios had been well enough for the past one and a half years to conduct all of his business from his bed, but he did not. Instead, he allowed his children to do it. He simply watched, critiquing and lauding them in silent turns with each motion and decision reported to him.
The soft clack of sandals upon the hard floor was enough of a warning that the entrance of Ea and the slave boy was of no surprise. The boy was balancing a hefty trunk in his arms and upon Ea's silent direction, he swiftly deposited it upon the table and beside Dionysios. Without a word, the two slaves departed.
“Onto more present matters.” He slid his parchment across the table to Nethis. “I have come into possession of certain assets. It is my wish to bequeath them onto either you or Dysius. The natural choice would be you, but it isn’t unlikely that Dysius could prove his competence before I die. I will see which of you is more deserving of them in the coming months.”
He nodded to the parchment, “This receipt requires an algorithm to decode, which you will have delivered to your room before evening tomorrow. The shipment on record will be arriving within the month, and you will see all deliverables merged—discreetly—into our new textile venture. Manage this without issue, and you will have a new task. Complete that one with satisfactory results, and you will have a third. If you should prove able to handle these matters, then they shall be yours. And, of course, discretion will require privacy and freedom of movement, both of which I will award in the form of a province should you be gifted the assets.”
He reached up and unpinned the heavy buckle upon the trunk, pushing the top up and open. Dionysios rose just enough to reach into the depths of the wooden compartment, grabbing hold of its most precious cargo. It was a large square of thick linen, round about the edges and pliable to the touch. He laid it in front of Nethis and unfolded the linen, revealing two large bolts of rich material.
“A gift from the orient.” Dionysios slid the first fold of silk from atop the second. One was a deep scarlet, the other obsidian black. Never had such fine silk crossed the Greecian border, for it was of the purest quality—not a single thread of cotton or linen interrupted its integrity. Dionysios allowed his eldest a few moments of silence to gather her thoughts before he lifted an eyebrow. “Such fine adornments shall surely assist in attracting a satisfactory betrothal. After all, it is clear your duties are already formidable in number, and to add to them might overwhelm you. It would be much easier to conduct senate business and assist your family if you had someone to manage your household and provide sufficient entertainment."
He would not care if she married or not under usual circumstances, but his daughter's ineligibility had gradually become a heartier thorn in his side as time wore on. With marriage came bindings, and the Thanasi would do well to bring outside parties to heel—as many as possible. He had four unmarried children—four opportunities to collect further resources to nourish the great serpent.
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“Nonsense. We’re all pleased you are home. Only, Dysius is in Megaris, as he belongs. Evras is with her husband and son.”
Dionysios could see through the placations, and not because he had to try. It was easy enough for Dysius to leave. Surely the boy wasn’t actually seeing to any matters. Dysius, like Dionysios’ father, was a weak man. Although his eldest boy didn’t lose himself in opium dens, his penchant for ineptitude was just as gross a sin. Oh, Dysius tried to do exceptionally, but his efforts were mediocre at best. The only reason his attempts were mild and not utter failures was because Nethis assisted him.
Dionysios would need to find Dysius a wife soon. A hyper-competent one. The amount of noblewomen in Colchis was severely lacking, but it could not be an Athenian or Taengean bride; they were too conditioned to obey. Better to find a woman who would handle things as Nethis might and ensure her loyalty to the Thanasi name. A minor noble would not be seen as a particularly advantageous choice where dowries and and alliances were concerned. However, the Thanasi did not lack wealth and networks. What they lacked were heirs, and preferably from the wombs of women who did more than twitter and sing.
A bride with a keen mind would be worth far more to the Thanasi than a bride with an impressive dowry. At least a marriage between Zanon and Evras had been secured years ago. Evras’ absence was far more permissible, as she seemed to be the only one actually accomplishing anything. Nethis was merely manufacturing excuses for her siblings' wish to keep well away from Dionysios. It was no matter for the time being. He would summon the rest of them later.
“If you excused Thea and Mihail, then surely there is a reason. Dysius, however, has no excuse," Dionysios said.
He and Nethis made their way inside the estate, walking abreast in the corridor toward the dining area. He made sure to tuck her hand to his arm, signifying without so many words that he would not be going anywhere soon, and neither would she. He noticed the polished silence of the house immediately, of course, and its immaculate state. Almost as if he'd never left. He, of course, inquired after such obvious paralysis and asked after Nethis' activities.
“Maintaining the household. Helping Dysius. Minding Senate business.” She flashed the briefest of smirks. “Entertaining myself.”
She was doing all that she should be doing, all that he expected of her. And yet...where were the results? Maintaining, indeed. No advancement, no profit, only business as usual. This was not what he envisioned of the future, and it certainly wasn't the result he desired see upon his return. However, he was not so boorish that he would speak plainly on the matter. Dionysios wanted to know what, exactly, her actions entailed. And why, exactly, she had not risen to the occasion of his absence. He expected better of her.
Words could so easily be twisted and repurposed. Lies easy to tell, shrouds easy to wear. What could not be hidden so well were the layers that covered the truth. To get past them, they needed to first surface, and then be sliced away. Mirth, hope, faith—they all dissolved like acid. And underneath all of that vapidity was where the true power lay, where the fuel of human action rested. Fear, anger, and despondency.
He would find them presently. “Why, it almost appears to be frozen in time, as if nothing has changed since the day I left. One might even call it petrified.”
“Petrified? So you are disappointed, then.” Nethis' voice was measured, smooth, betraying nothing.
He’d learned long ago that silence was the best instructor. If one was quiet enough for long enough, others simply vomit their minds just to fill the quiet void. And so, he did not respond. He simply allowed her to empty her head like a nauseous stomach.
“Would you have preferred the house in disarray rather than stable? Or for me to be less capable of a responsibility left to me eighteen years ago when mother died?”
Stable. What an awful term. Stability. Mediocrity. Insignificance. At least in failure, one could do so spectacularly. At least in risking disarray, chaos, and failure, should the gambit prove fruitful, the results were above par. That exceptionalism was the ideal that drove him as a young man. He’d tried to act and believe in the way he was told he should, but in goodness, when adhering to the majority rule, he was nothing but another young man with a few extra responsibilities.
He got nowhere with stability. Only another day of the same thing. Sometimes even another day of scorn, or failure, or derision. It was only when he did things the way others wished him not to that he became more, that his successes were uncounted, that his was a name that would not be forgotten, but feared. That is why he’d raised his children as he did. He did not wish for them to learn what he learned the hard way.
And yet it seemed that decades of his nurturing were for not, for here was his daughter and heir spitting spite like a petulant child. She should not be surprised at his underwhelm, for she was the one who had done nothing particularly impressive. If anything, she should be chagrined with her efforts—or lack-thereof—and perhaps she was. Perhaps that is why she turned her ire outward rather than conceptualize that her surprising lack of advancement belonged to her. Only the weak became defensive.
“Shall I apologize for both? Either?” She used such a pleasant tone, yet Dionysios had known her far too long to be fooled into thinking the content of her tone was the weight of her meaning. “You need only say the word, of course.”
Anger. At herself, if he had to guess, for her adequacy. Perhaps she was chagrined, then. Perhaps she was reminding herself of all she'd done as a way of soothing her wounded pride without realizing as much. Then again, perhaps she was reminding him of all the responsibilities she had been given in her life as a way of forcing him to see that she was doing just fine.
Truthfully, what she had or hadn't accomplished in the past was of no concern to the present, and so reminding him of it was a null argument. In any case, it seemed that she valued her past actions as if they might answer for the here and now. They didn't.
For a heartbeat, three, he said nothing, only continued down the corridor to the dining area. When he did speak, though, his own tone was as calm and quiet as a babbling brook. “Such contempt.”
He turned his chin ever so slightly to her, mapping her face with his eyes. There was a spark of something in the familiarity of her features. Affection. perhaps. He remembered when she was just a slip of a child, how difficult it had been to keep his temper when she tested him. She’d been insolent to him, haughty, even. But by staying a disciplining hand, he’d encouraged such behavior and audacity. Her pride, even as a child, had gladdened him and made her the treasure of his house. And yet now, such pride was making her far too easy to read. That would not do.
“You should apologize for neither, and nothing. Regret is a symptom of guilt, and that is the last thing a Thanasi should feel.” He took a deep breath, releasing it on a dry sigh, “As is disappointment.”
The corridor opened into the dining chamber and Dionysios led his daughter to the long, polished table. He let go of her long enough to pull out a chair, the cushion a fine black and gold design. Ulla may have been a Kotas, but she’d been a tasteful decorator at least, if that was indeed the same chair she’d purchased years before.
After Nethis was positioned sufficiently, Dionysios rounded the table and took his own seat across from her, lowering himself with a soft grunt before placing his staff upon the table with a sharp clatter. “I am not disappointed with you, Nethis, and have never been.” A lie. “Concerned is a more apt term. I am concerned that everything seems to be in order, and nothing more. That is, of course, unless there is something beneath the appearance of a stagnated house?”
As he spoke, he grabbed his staff upon the table and began loosening the small hole at the base of the lacquered laurel. The junction between wood and cotton separated and he let the small disk clap to the table.
“It is because you have been handling such responsibilities for two decades that I expected...more. My absence has given you plenty of opportunity to do as you wished. You have been controlling my steward, as you have noted, to conduct senate business that should be mine. You have had access to all my trade and investments. You have been able to rule my house like a queen, and yet I see no results of your reign. This is quite unsettling. Have the duties of managing a household and entertaining yourself distracted you from progressing?”
His brittle fingers pinched and reached into the small, hollow hole of his staff and after a moment of struggling with the contents inside the chamber, he was finally able to grab hold of it and pull it gently from its hiding place.
“It does, however, seem that you wish for me to apologize for my concern. I won’t, of course, as it is well-earned. You should, however, ponder upon your disdain—the why of it. Why should you feel such things against a father who always and only wanted you to thrive? When you find your answer, daughter, you will surely be better able to mask it. As I have told you time and again, speak too often, and you appear common. Speak too often, and people will be able to read you and thus control you regardless of your insistence to the contrary. Now—”
He spread a small roll of thin parchment before him. The letters upon it were not Greek, but Aramaic. “You will provide me with a concise list of what you have done, what you have not done, and what you intended to do but have yet to accomplish. You will have such a list upon my desk come morning, and with it, records of every deed both fulfilled and attempted.”
And should she withhold anything, he would know. He had, after all, spies in the house who brought him copies of her documents—Dysius’ as well, though his were decidedly less substantive. Dionysios had been well enough for the past one and a half years to conduct all of his business from his bed, but he did not. Instead, he allowed his children to do it. He simply watched, critiquing and lauding them in silent turns with each motion and decision reported to him.
The soft clack of sandals upon the hard floor was enough of a warning that the entrance of Ea and the slave boy was of no surprise. The boy was balancing a hefty trunk in his arms and upon Ea's silent direction, he swiftly deposited it upon the table and beside Dionysios. Without a word, the two slaves departed.
“Onto more present matters.” He slid his parchment across the table to Nethis. “I have come into possession of certain assets. It is my wish to bequeath them onto either you or Dysius. The natural choice would be you, but it isn’t unlikely that Dysius could prove his competence before I die. I will see which of you is more deserving of them in the coming months.”
He nodded to the parchment, “This receipt requires an algorithm to decode, which you will have delivered to your room before evening tomorrow. The shipment on record will be arriving within the month, and you will see all deliverables merged—discreetly—into our new textile venture. Manage this without issue, and you will have a new task. Complete that one with satisfactory results, and you will have a third. If you should prove able to handle these matters, then they shall be yours. And, of course, discretion will require privacy and freedom of movement, both of which I will award in the form of a province should you be gifted the assets.”
He reached up and unpinned the heavy buckle upon the trunk, pushing the top up and open. Dionysios rose just enough to reach into the depths of the wooden compartment, grabbing hold of its most precious cargo. It was a large square of thick linen, round about the edges and pliable to the touch. He laid it in front of Nethis and unfolded the linen, revealing two large bolts of rich material.
“A gift from the orient.” Dionysios slid the first fold of silk from atop the second. One was a deep scarlet, the other obsidian black. Never had such fine silk crossed the Greecian border, for it was of the purest quality—not a single thread of cotton or linen interrupted its integrity. Dionysios allowed his eldest a few moments of silence to gather her thoughts before he lifted an eyebrow. “Such fine adornments shall surely assist in attracting a satisfactory betrothal. After all, it is clear your duties are already formidable in number, and to add to them might overwhelm you. It would be much easier to conduct senate business and assist your family if you had someone to manage your household and provide sufficient entertainment."
He would not care if she married or not under usual circumstances, but his daughter's ineligibility had gradually become a heartier thorn in his side as time wore on. With marriage came bindings, and the Thanasi would do well to bring outside parties to heel—as many as possible. He had four unmarried children—four opportunities to collect further resources to nourish the great serpent.
“Nonsense. We’re all pleased you are home. Only, Dysius is in Megaris, as he belongs. Evras is with her husband and son.”
Dionysios could see through the placations, and not because he had to try. It was easy enough for Dysius to leave. Surely the boy wasn’t actually seeing to any matters. Dysius, like Dionysios’ father, was a weak man. Although his eldest boy didn’t lose himself in opium dens, his penchant for ineptitude was just as gross a sin. Oh, Dysius tried to do exceptionally, but his efforts were mediocre at best. The only reason his attempts were mild and not utter failures was because Nethis assisted him.
Dionysios would need to find Dysius a wife soon. A hyper-competent one. The amount of noblewomen in Colchis was severely lacking, but it could not be an Athenian or Taengean bride; they were too conditioned to obey. Better to find a woman who would handle things as Nethis might and ensure her loyalty to the Thanasi name. A minor noble would not be seen as a particularly advantageous choice where dowries and and alliances were concerned. However, the Thanasi did not lack wealth and networks. What they lacked were heirs, and preferably from the wombs of women who did more than twitter and sing.
A bride with a keen mind would be worth far more to the Thanasi than a bride with an impressive dowry. At least a marriage between Zanon and Evras had been secured years ago. Evras’ absence was far more permissible, as she seemed to be the only one actually accomplishing anything. Nethis was merely manufacturing excuses for her siblings' wish to keep well away from Dionysios. It was no matter for the time being. He would summon the rest of them later.
“If you excused Thea and Mihail, then surely there is a reason. Dysius, however, has no excuse," Dionysios said.
He and Nethis made their way inside the estate, walking abreast in the corridor toward the dining area. He made sure to tuck her hand to his arm, signifying without so many words that he would not be going anywhere soon, and neither would she. He noticed the polished silence of the house immediately, of course, and its immaculate state. Almost as if he'd never left. He, of course, inquired after such obvious paralysis and asked after Nethis' activities.
“Maintaining the household. Helping Dysius. Minding Senate business.” She flashed the briefest of smirks. “Entertaining myself.”
She was doing all that she should be doing, all that he expected of her. And yet...where were the results? Maintaining, indeed. No advancement, no profit, only business as usual. This was not what he envisioned of the future, and it certainly wasn't the result he desired see upon his return. However, he was not so boorish that he would speak plainly on the matter. Dionysios wanted to know what, exactly, her actions entailed. And why, exactly, she had not risen to the occasion of his absence. He expected better of her.
Words could so easily be twisted and repurposed. Lies easy to tell, shrouds easy to wear. What could not be hidden so well were the layers that covered the truth. To get past them, they needed to first surface, and then be sliced away. Mirth, hope, faith—they all dissolved like acid. And underneath all of that vapidity was where the true power lay, where the fuel of human action rested. Fear, anger, and despondency.
He would find them presently. “Why, it almost appears to be frozen in time, as if nothing has changed since the day I left. One might even call it petrified.”
“Petrified? So you are disappointed, then.” Nethis' voice was measured, smooth, betraying nothing.
He’d learned long ago that silence was the best instructor. If one was quiet enough for long enough, others simply vomit their minds just to fill the quiet void. And so, he did not respond. He simply allowed her to empty her head like a nauseous stomach.
“Would you have preferred the house in disarray rather than stable? Or for me to be less capable of a responsibility left to me eighteen years ago when mother died?”
Stable. What an awful term. Stability. Mediocrity. Insignificance. At least in failure, one could do so spectacularly. At least in risking disarray, chaos, and failure, should the gambit prove fruitful, the results were above par. That exceptionalism was the ideal that drove him as a young man. He’d tried to act and believe in the way he was told he should, but in goodness, when adhering to the majority rule, he was nothing but another young man with a few extra responsibilities.
He got nowhere with stability. Only another day of the same thing. Sometimes even another day of scorn, or failure, or derision. It was only when he did things the way others wished him not to that he became more, that his successes were uncounted, that his was a name that would not be forgotten, but feared. That is why he’d raised his children as he did. He did not wish for them to learn what he learned the hard way.
And yet it seemed that decades of his nurturing were for not, for here was his daughter and heir spitting spite like a petulant child. She should not be surprised at his underwhelm, for she was the one who had done nothing particularly impressive. If anything, she should be chagrined with her efforts—or lack-thereof—and perhaps she was. Perhaps that is why she turned her ire outward rather than conceptualize that her surprising lack of advancement belonged to her. Only the weak became defensive.
“Shall I apologize for both? Either?” She used such a pleasant tone, yet Dionysios had known her far too long to be fooled into thinking the content of her tone was the weight of her meaning. “You need only say the word, of course.”
Anger. At herself, if he had to guess, for her adequacy. Perhaps she was chagrined, then. Perhaps she was reminding herself of all she'd done as a way of soothing her wounded pride without realizing as much. Then again, perhaps she was reminding him of all the responsibilities she had been given in her life as a way of forcing him to see that she was doing just fine.
Truthfully, what she had or hadn't accomplished in the past was of no concern to the present, and so reminding him of it was a null argument. In any case, it seemed that she valued her past actions as if they might answer for the here and now. They didn't.
For a heartbeat, three, he said nothing, only continued down the corridor to the dining area. When he did speak, though, his own tone was as calm and quiet as a babbling brook. “Such contempt.”
He turned his chin ever so slightly to her, mapping her face with his eyes. There was a spark of something in the familiarity of her features. Affection. perhaps. He remembered when she was just a slip of a child, how difficult it had been to keep his temper when she tested him. She’d been insolent to him, haughty, even. But by staying a disciplining hand, he’d encouraged such behavior and audacity. Her pride, even as a child, had gladdened him and made her the treasure of his house. And yet now, such pride was making her far too easy to read. That would not do.
“You should apologize for neither, and nothing. Regret is a symptom of guilt, and that is the last thing a Thanasi should feel.” He took a deep breath, releasing it on a dry sigh, “As is disappointment.”
The corridor opened into the dining chamber and Dionysios led his daughter to the long, polished table. He let go of her long enough to pull out a chair, the cushion a fine black and gold design. Ulla may have been a Kotas, but she’d been a tasteful decorator at least, if that was indeed the same chair she’d purchased years before.
After Nethis was positioned sufficiently, Dionysios rounded the table and took his own seat across from her, lowering himself with a soft grunt before placing his staff upon the table with a sharp clatter. “I am not disappointed with you, Nethis, and have never been.” A lie. “Concerned is a more apt term. I am concerned that everything seems to be in order, and nothing more. That is, of course, unless there is something beneath the appearance of a stagnated house?”
As he spoke, he grabbed his staff upon the table and began loosening the small hole at the base of the lacquered laurel. The junction between wood and cotton separated and he let the small disk clap to the table.
“It is because you have been handling such responsibilities for two decades that I expected...more. My absence has given you plenty of opportunity to do as you wished. You have been controlling my steward, as you have noted, to conduct senate business that should be mine. You have had access to all my trade and investments. You have been able to rule my house like a queen, and yet I see no results of your reign. This is quite unsettling. Have the duties of managing a household and entertaining yourself distracted you from progressing?”
His brittle fingers pinched and reached into the small, hollow hole of his staff and after a moment of struggling with the contents inside the chamber, he was finally able to grab hold of it and pull it gently from its hiding place.
“It does, however, seem that you wish for me to apologize for my concern. I won’t, of course, as it is well-earned. You should, however, ponder upon your disdain—the why of it. Why should you feel such things against a father who always and only wanted you to thrive? When you find your answer, daughter, you will surely be better able to mask it. As I have told you time and again, speak too often, and you appear common. Speak too often, and people will be able to read you and thus control you regardless of your insistence to the contrary. Now—”
He spread a small roll of thin parchment before him. The letters upon it were not Greek, but Aramaic. “You will provide me with a concise list of what you have done, what you have not done, and what you intended to do but have yet to accomplish. You will have such a list upon my desk come morning, and with it, records of every deed both fulfilled and attempted.”
And should she withhold anything, he would know. He had, after all, spies in the house who brought him copies of her documents—Dysius’ as well, though his were decidedly less substantive. Dionysios had been well enough for the past one and a half years to conduct all of his business from his bed, but he did not. Instead, he allowed his children to do it. He simply watched, critiquing and lauding them in silent turns with each motion and decision reported to him.
The soft clack of sandals upon the hard floor was enough of a warning that the entrance of Ea and the slave boy was of no surprise. The boy was balancing a hefty trunk in his arms and upon Ea's silent direction, he swiftly deposited it upon the table and beside Dionysios. Without a word, the two slaves departed.
“Onto more present matters.” He slid his parchment across the table to Nethis. “I have come into possession of certain assets. It is my wish to bequeath them onto either you or Dysius. The natural choice would be you, but it isn’t unlikely that Dysius could prove his competence before I die. I will see which of you is more deserving of them in the coming months.”
He nodded to the parchment, “This receipt requires an algorithm to decode, which you will have delivered to your room before evening tomorrow. The shipment on record will be arriving within the month, and you will see all deliverables merged—discreetly—into our new textile venture. Manage this without issue, and you will have a new task. Complete that one with satisfactory results, and you will have a third. If you should prove able to handle these matters, then they shall be yours. And, of course, discretion will require privacy and freedom of movement, both of which I will award in the form of a province should you be gifted the assets.”
He reached up and unpinned the heavy buckle upon the trunk, pushing the top up and open. Dionysios rose just enough to reach into the depths of the wooden compartment, grabbing hold of its most precious cargo. It was a large square of thick linen, round about the edges and pliable to the touch. He laid it in front of Nethis and unfolded the linen, revealing two large bolts of rich material.
“A gift from the orient.” Dionysios slid the first fold of silk from atop the second. One was a deep scarlet, the other obsidian black. Never had such fine silk crossed the Greecian border, for it was of the purest quality—not a single thread of cotton or linen interrupted its integrity. Dionysios allowed his eldest a few moments of silence to gather her thoughts before he lifted an eyebrow. “Such fine adornments shall surely assist in attracting a satisfactory betrothal. After all, it is clear your duties are already formidable in number, and to add to them might overwhelm you. It would be much easier to conduct senate business and assist your family if you had someone to manage your household and provide sufficient entertainment."
He would not care if she married or not under usual circumstances, but his daughter's ineligibility had gradually become a heartier thorn in his side as time wore on. With marriage came bindings, and the Thanasi would do well to bring outside parties to heel—as many as possible. He had four unmarried children—four opportunities to collect further resources to nourish the great serpent.
They didn't understand each other anymore. The longer they spent in each other's presence, the clearer it became to Nethis that this was the case.
First, there was the obvious issue of the letter he'd sent that he no longer remembered. It was troubling, but she filed it away for later, something to puzzle over and prod about, perhaps using that girl of his.
She didn't bother to defend Dysius, but then, there didn't seem a point.
See, accusation of contempt aside—which was neither perfectly correct nor incorrect—and was a challenge met with unflinchingly gaze and nothing said, as they continued to walk, he lectured her as if she were a child. Three years ago, five years ago, nine years ago, and far before that even, she would have sat there and took it, let him teach and take what she wanted of the lessons to heart while discarding the rest.
Now, she barely listened or rather, found it hard to do so when he ascribed to her things she absolutely didn't feel.
She regretted nothing, she had nothing to be guilty for.
Entertainment hadn't distracted her from anything, it had only been a pleasant relief, one she deserved.
He could see no results because he didn't even know what she had done; this a feeling further supported when he later demanded a full recounting, one she was beginning to feel disinclined to give from both a sense of futility as well as a slow-building outrage.
The attempt to guilt her by framing himself as holding her best interests at heart was pitiful, as was his refutation about an apology she didn't want; she'd learned long ago that apologies meant nothing.
The dig about speaking too much was rich, coming from him, considering he talked and talked and talked and didn't give her a chance to say anything all.
In all of this, with his determination to assert some kind of power, there was no way to interrupt or slide in the words edgewise that would have been useful in defending herself. So he lectured on being easily read and she could only wonder if he knew that with every word he spoke, he was losing her.
That he had lost her in some sense already.
After all, he had made up his mind that stability wasn't enough, that somehow she was supposed to have turned an impossible position into something not just stable but profitable, never mind the fact that stability took three times as long to achieve without him as it did with his presence because she had to fight for legitimacy in a world that—understandably—preferred the person who actually held the power to the proxy.
She knew he wouldn't care, knew that particular explanation would fall on deaf ears, because in his eyes, no doubt, somehow she should have been able to make people care less, been able to spin the situation better, faster.
Meanwhile, she figured it was a damn near gods-gifted miracle she had managed it at all.
By the time he got to present matters—still without allowing her time or space to process all that'd been said or to substantially say anything for herself—her mood had chilled, cold temper sweeping in.
She listened—if only because she had no other choice—as he laid out an elaborate plan she neither cared for nor wanted to participate in, most of all because he failed to ask what she wanted and simply assumed she would be tempted by the notion of unspecified assets and an unnamed province, most of all from a man who apparently could not even remember writing her a letter.
Again, they didn't know each other anymore, and he had clearly failed to account for the fact that three years had taught her she could do nearly everything if she wanted, that a province would no longer be enough.
The thing that tipped her over, that prevented her from finding a calmer answer or agreeing to the all but nonsense presented, was marriage.
In some fashions, she was a pragmatist and she wasn't as opposed to the notion as one might imagine; she grew up with Ulla's voice in her ear whispering a future where this was not optional but a certainty because she had royal blood in her veins and such things were the way of the world, and she understood the value of herself as a game piece to be played for the right effect, for the proper reward.
The trouble was in the proposition's framing, in acting like she had no choice, in making it out like it was a small thing to find someone who would both be worth marrying in terms of connections, but not be man enough not to do what men did: seek control, take power.
Noble boys and royal men were—on the whole—bred for both and who else was there for her?
At long last, he gave her a chance to respond, and she had no positivity.
"So I'm to be sold using silk then." There was no hiding her disdain for further perceived foolishness now; she didn't mask it with pleasantness, couldn't, really.
Silk.
Even for the rarity of it, it felt degrading.
Still, she might have been willing, if not outright interested, in cooperating with whatever scheme he planned next if it had come with a little more explanation, proper temptation, and coaxing. Instead, it was like he'd forgotten who she was, what fate and the gods and her own hard work had made her, and remembered her more biddable than she'd ever been.
For a moment, she considered and quickly discarded the notion of begging him to reconsider. On this topic, this and very few others, she'd do it, only she didn't see it doing any good; she'd already gotten an unnecessary lecture about apologies, stemming from an obvious misjudgment as to her sincerity in offering them.
If he wanted her married, he'd do it. It wasn't as if he needed to ask her permission; legally, she had no say at all.
She cared for the family as an entity deeply, but not enough to consent to such a sale. She valued herself enough not to be held captive or offered hollow promises contingent on a task she didn't understand—what new textiles business, what was he even talking about?—and others she didn't even know the details of.
If he wanted advancement in the form of a legacy, he needed her. After all, not that he seemed to understand it, but stability itself would have been out of reach without her.
Well, perhaps it was her turn to teach, and she knew a form of lessons far more effective than lecture: rejection.
"If stability given the circumstances isn't enough then give it all to Dysius. Send him your algorithm and see what he can make of it. I am not a dog; I don't take chastisement and then go where bade, I don't perform for treats, least of all ones that are held out ifs or maybes dependent on further success in competition without sufficient elaboration, and I am not a possession to be sold just because you think it's time."
She pushed her chair away from the table, stood.
"As for your tasks, do them yourself, Father, or beg your sons to perform for whatever you can think to promise them. Perhaps you will find something sufficient to make one of them degrade themselves for your pleasure and say nothing when you call it advancement. But I won't, least of all like this."
She turned to walk away, took a step and then a second, contemplating as she went, thoughts leading to a natural pause in which she glanced back at him.
Here, a parting blow, a choice to unleash the best weapon she had. "Oh, and since stability reads as unsettling petrification, I see no reason to continue striving for its maintenance in any measure. Watch your world crumble, Father. See what happens when I don't lift a finger to stop it."
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They didn't understand each other anymore. The longer they spent in each other's presence, the clearer it became to Nethis that this was the case.
First, there was the obvious issue of the letter he'd sent that he no longer remembered. It was troubling, but she filed it away for later, something to puzzle over and prod about, perhaps using that girl of his.
She didn't bother to defend Dysius, but then, there didn't seem a point.
See, accusation of contempt aside—which was neither perfectly correct nor incorrect—and was a challenge met with unflinchingly gaze and nothing said, as they continued to walk, he lectured her as if she were a child. Three years ago, five years ago, nine years ago, and far before that even, she would have sat there and took it, let him teach and take what she wanted of the lessons to heart while discarding the rest.
Now, she barely listened or rather, found it hard to do so when he ascribed to her things she absolutely didn't feel.
She regretted nothing, she had nothing to be guilty for.
Entertainment hadn't distracted her from anything, it had only been a pleasant relief, one she deserved.
He could see no results because he didn't even know what she had done; this a feeling further supported when he later demanded a full recounting, one she was beginning to feel disinclined to give from both a sense of futility as well as a slow-building outrage.
The attempt to guilt her by framing himself as holding her best interests at heart was pitiful, as was his refutation about an apology she didn't want; she'd learned long ago that apologies meant nothing.
The dig about speaking too much was rich, coming from him, considering he talked and talked and talked and didn't give her a chance to say anything all.
In all of this, with his determination to assert some kind of power, there was no way to interrupt or slide in the words edgewise that would have been useful in defending herself. So he lectured on being easily read and she could only wonder if he knew that with every word he spoke, he was losing her.
That he had lost her in some sense already.
After all, he had made up his mind that stability wasn't enough, that somehow she was supposed to have turned an impossible position into something not just stable but profitable, never mind the fact that stability took three times as long to achieve without him as it did with his presence because she had to fight for legitimacy in a world that—understandably—preferred the person who actually held the power to the proxy.
She knew he wouldn't care, knew that particular explanation would fall on deaf ears, because in his eyes, no doubt, somehow she should have been able to make people care less, been able to spin the situation better, faster.
Meanwhile, she figured it was a damn near gods-gifted miracle she had managed it at all.
By the time he got to present matters—still without allowing her time or space to process all that'd been said or to substantially say anything for herself—her mood had chilled, cold temper sweeping in.
She listened—if only because she had no other choice—as he laid out an elaborate plan she neither cared for nor wanted to participate in, most of all because he failed to ask what she wanted and simply assumed she would be tempted by the notion of unspecified assets and an unnamed province, most of all from a man who apparently could not even remember writing her a letter.
Again, they didn't know each other anymore, and he had clearly failed to account for the fact that three years had taught her she could do nearly everything if she wanted, that a province would no longer be enough.
The thing that tipped her over, that prevented her from finding a calmer answer or agreeing to the all but nonsense presented, was marriage.
In some fashions, she was a pragmatist and she wasn't as opposed to the notion as one might imagine; she grew up with Ulla's voice in her ear whispering a future where this was not optional but a certainty because she had royal blood in her veins and such things were the way of the world, and she understood the value of herself as a game piece to be played for the right effect, for the proper reward.
The trouble was in the proposition's framing, in acting like she had no choice, in making it out like it was a small thing to find someone who would both be worth marrying in terms of connections, but not be man enough not to do what men did: seek control, take power.
Noble boys and royal men were—on the whole—bred for both and who else was there for her?
At long last, he gave her a chance to respond, and she had no positivity.
"So I'm to be sold using silk then." There was no hiding her disdain for further perceived foolishness now; she didn't mask it with pleasantness, couldn't, really.
Silk.
Even for the rarity of it, it felt degrading.
Still, she might have been willing, if not outright interested, in cooperating with whatever scheme he planned next if it had come with a little more explanation, proper temptation, and coaxing. Instead, it was like he'd forgotten who she was, what fate and the gods and her own hard work had made her, and remembered her more biddable than she'd ever been.
For a moment, she considered and quickly discarded the notion of begging him to reconsider. On this topic, this and very few others, she'd do it, only she didn't see it doing any good; she'd already gotten an unnecessary lecture about apologies, stemming from an obvious misjudgment as to her sincerity in offering them.
If he wanted her married, he'd do it. It wasn't as if he needed to ask her permission; legally, she had no say at all.
She cared for the family as an entity deeply, but not enough to consent to such a sale. She valued herself enough not to be held captive or offered hollow promises contingent on a task she didn't understand—what new textiles business, what was he even talking about?—and others she didn't even know the details of.
If he wanted advancement in the form of a legacy, he needed her. After all, not that he seemed to understand it, but stability itself would have been out of reach without her.
Well, perhaps it was her turn to teach, and she knew a form of lessons far more effective than lecture: rejection.
"If stability given the circumstances isn't enough then give it all to Dysius. Send him your algorithm and see what he can make of it. I am not a dog; I don't take chastisement and then go where bade, I don't perform for treats, least of all ones that are held out ifs or maybes dependent on further success in competition without sufficient elaboration, and I am not a possession to be sold just because you think it's time."
She pushed her chair away from the table, stood.
"As for your tasks, do them yourself, Father, or beg your sons to perform for whatever you can think to promise them. Perhaps you will find something sufficient to make one of them degrade themselves for your pleasure and say nothing when you call it advancement. But I won't, least of all like this."
She turned to walk away, took a step and then a second, contemplating as she went, thoughts leading to a natural pause in which she glanced back at him.
Here, a parting blow, a choice to unleash the best weapon she had. "Oh, and since stability reads as unsettling petrification, I see no reason to continue striving for its maintenance in any measure. Watch your world crumble, Father. See what happens when I don't lift a finger to stop it."
They didn't understand each other anymore. The longer they spent in each other's presence, the clearer it became to Nethis that this was the case.
First, there was the obvious issue of the letter he'd sent that he no longer remembered. It was troubling, but she filed it away for later, something to puzzle over and prod about, perhaps using that girl of his.
She didn't bother to defend Dysius, but then, there didn't seem a point.
See, accusation of contempt aside—which was neither perfectly correct nor incorrect—and was a challenge met with unflinchingly gaze and nothing said, as they continued to walk, he lectured her as if she were a child. Three years ago, five years ago, nine years ago, and far before that even, she would have sat there and took it, let him teach and take what she wanted of the lessons to heart while discarding the rest.
Now, she barely listened or rather, found it hard to do so when he ascribed to her things she absolutely didn't feel.
She regretted nothing, she had nothing to be guilty for.
Entertainment hadn't distracted her from anything, it had only been a pleasant relief, one she deserved.
He could see no results because he didn't even know what she had done; this a feeling further supported when he later demanded a full recounting, one she was beginning to feel disinclined to give from both a sense of futility as well as a slow-building outrage.
The attempt to guilt her by framing himself as holding her best interests at heart was pitiful, as was his refutation about an apology she didn't want; she'd learned long ago that apologies meant nothing.
The dig about speaking too much was rich, coming from him, considering he talked and talked and talked and didn't give her a chance to say anything all.
In all of this, with his determination to assert some kind of power, there was no way to interrupt or slide in the words edgewise that would have been useful in defending herself. So he lectured on being easily read and she could only wonder if he knew that with every word he spoke, he was losing her.
That he had lost her in some sense already.
After all, he had made up his mind that stability wasn't enough, that somehow she was supposed to have turned an impossible position into something not just stable but profitable, never mind the fact that stability took three times as long to achieve without him as it did with his presence because she had to fight for legitimacy in a world that—understandably—preferred the person who actually held the power to the proxy.
She knew he wouldn't care, knew that particular explanation would fall on deaf ears, because in his eyes, no doubt, somehow she should have been able to make people care less, been able to spin the situation better, faster.
Meanwhile, she figured it was a damn near gods-gifted miracle she had managed it at all.
By the time he got to present matters—still without allowing her time or space to process all that'd been said or to substantially say anything for herself—her mood had chilled, cold temper sweeping in.
She listened—if only because she had no other choice—as he laid out an elaborate plan she neither cared for nor wanted to participate in, most of all because he failed to ask what she wanted and simply assumed she would be tempted by the notion of unspecified assets and an unnamed province, most of all from a man who apparently could not even remember writing her a letter.
Again, they didn't know each other anymore, and he had clearly failed to account for the fact that three years had taught her she could do nearly everything if she wanted, that a province would no longer be enough.
The thing that tipped her over, that prevented her from finding a calmer answer or agreeing to the all but nonsense presented, was marriage.
In some fashions, she was a pragmatist and she wasn't as opposed to the notion as one might imagine; she grew up with Ulla's voice in her ear whispering a future where this was not optional but a certainty because she had royal blood in her veins and such things were the way of the world, and she understood the value of herself as a game piece to be played for the right effect, for the proper reward.
The trouble was in the proposition's framing, in acting like she had no choice, in making it out like it was a small thing to find someone who would both be worth marrying in terms of connections, but not be man enough not to do what men did: seek control, take power.
Noble boys and royal men were—on the whole—bred for both and who else was there for her?
At long last, he gave her a chance to respond, and she had no positivity.
"So I'm to be sold using silk then." There was no hiding her disdain for further perceived foolishness now; she didn't mask it with pleasantness, couldn't, really.
Silk.
Even for the rarity of it, it felt degrading.
Still, she might have been willing, if not outright interested, in cooperating with whatever scheme he planned next if it had come with a little more explanation, proper temptation, and coaxing. Instead, it was like he'd forgotten who she was, what fate and the gods and her own hard work had made her, and remembered her more biddable than she'd ever been.
For a moment, she considered and quickly discarded the notion of begging him to reconsider. On this topic, this and very few others, she'd do it, only she didn't see it doing any good; she'd already gotten an unnecessary lecture about apologies, stemming from an obvious misjudgment as to her sincerity in offering them.
If he wanted her married, he'd do it. It wasn't as if he needed to ask her permission; legally, she had no say at all.
She cared for the family as an entity deeply, but not enough to consent to such a sale. She valued herself enough not to be held captive or offered hollow promises contingent on a task she didn't understand—what new textiles business, what was he even talking about?—and others she didn't even know the details of.
If he wanted advancement in the form of a legacy, he needed her. After all, not that he seemed to understand it, but stability itself would have been out of reach without her.
Well, perhaps it was her turn to teach, and she knew a form of lessons far more effective than lecture: rejection.
"If stability given the circumstances isn't enough then give it all to Dysius. Send him your algorithm and see what he can make of it. I am not a dog; I don't take chastisement and then go where bade, I don't perform for treats, least of all ones that are held out ifs or maybes dependent on further success in competition without sufficient elaboration, and I am not a possession to be sold just because you think it's time."
She pushed her chair away from the table, stood.
"As for your tasks, do them yourself, Father, or beg your sons to perform for whatever you can think to promise them. Perhaps you will find something sufficient to make one of them degrade themselves for your pleasure and say nothing when you call it advancement. But I won't, least of all like this."
She turned to walk away, took a step and then a second, contemplating as she went, thoughts leading to a natural pause in which she glanced back at him.
Here, a parting blow, a choice to unleash the best weapon she had. "Oh, and since stability reads as unsettling petrification, I see no reason to continue striving for its maintenance in any measure. Watch your world crumble, Father. See what happens when I don't lift a finger to stop it."